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I went straight into the alley of my sister's house, I hold this tear dripping.I see the neighbors staring at me but I pretend I don't know.
I met my brother who was in the kitchen, but said nothing.
"Where from?" sister asked.
"It turns out he lives in his uncle's house.
"So he's still there!"
"Don't know, brother, so I picked him up in the middle of the road, there he just didn't know me, just stared at me not want to."
"If you are sincerely strong." said the brother back.
I just silently looked at my brother's face, straight into the room.
Actually it's not that easy I'm sincere, too unreasonable this incident for me.
Evening has arrived....
I started to rub my body while trying to contact no him, turned out not to be active.I did not have time to discuss this afternoon to him.So I was thinking, why should I contact him?he gave an indifferent attitude to me.
My phone rang, I saw the call from the female employee.
"Mba, is there a mas there?" she asked.
"Not one last afternoon, maybe at uncle's house."
"There's no mba."
I intend to sleep, but these eyes are very difficult to work together.The face is always haunting and surely these tears come dripping.
The brother who knew I was crying immediately told me Istighfar continued, I know that even brother often cried to see my fate.
Brother found me in the room, in a quiet voice he asked, who called earlier. Brother was a little surprised too and had an idea, if I knew where he was, where,brother wants to accompany me to meet him.I refused the invitation of brother.But I remembered there are friends who already have a wife that we often meet.Tiba suddenly shadowed their faces.
I started to close my eyes.
Just a moment closed, I had a dream.Yes God was too anxious me that night.Fearless I lost him.Fearless of me he went far without saying goodbye to me.Without any family solution.
I tried to go back to sleep, pray more this time.But at about 3 o'clock I was delirious and crying, that's what my sister said after I woke up for dawn prayers.
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I got used to it without any news from him, three days passed after I met him.I started to fix myself, without me realizing that my brother was still finding out about him,still the reason they do not know.Atau deliberately not tell me to really get off of him.
Suddenly I remembered there were still a lot of my stuff in their house, all of it I needed.So I intend to take it, all of you want to find out the situation there.I do not forbid brother because I think, I do not want to,why my things are still there, because they don't want me to be a part of them, either.
With two more bags, my sister returned home.
"It's still your clothes on deck."
"So brother remembered them too, there's your other stuff in the kitchen."
I directly answer.....
"Hopefully he won't go." replied the brother hoping.
I opened the two bags, I was picky and tidied with my clothes the first I brought.Slightly curious I took out everything in the bag.
"Sister..this is all uda?" I asked my brother.
Brother explained that those who said that my clothes uda was not there, even my cosmetic equipment all uda carried by brother.
I'm surprised....magic.....!!!!
Not because of fear of loss there are several pieces of clothes and pants are not there.But that is confusing why the clothes that do not exist are all black, all black,even two leggings and one trouser is also absent.Long pants and leggings black color, leggings the one brown.
I immediately discussed with my sister about it, I also do not know when the clothes are not there, because sometimes employees who take turns taking care of the clothes that want to iron in the house.
I called one of the most ordinary employees to take care of the clothes in the house, he said Uda no clothes me a single strand, so he swore anyway.
He also asked me which clothes I meant,I explained the details to him so that he quickly remembered it.He remembered the time he had washed and ironed it.Last in his pants about two weeks ago before the incident that night.If old clothes are not seen by her I wear.
About that I discussed with my sister, wonder why it should be black missing.What is one of the requirements of their pesugian.What is the cause of husband hate and lazy to see my face,even now she agreed on her family's decision.But when did it have an effect?, when was my clothes on for such a strange thing?.That night the night her sister showed a strange attitude she still defended me, still against her family's decision.
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I just remembered all of it, I felt a lot of incongruity happened to me and my husband, but at that time I never told anyone even discuss it with my husband.
At that time I had experienced the feeling of being ostracized.I used to joke with others, her,even my father-in-law always told me a lot.I sat alone without anyone caring about me.He who always eats with me, he always eats with me,there were no pleasantries to offer and ask if I had eaten or not.
I also realized that once at night I slept alone.At first he was still with me, he was still with me,and when I asked him he said he wanted to sleep with the employees.But at that time I ignored.When I tried to discuss the incident he showed a good attitude to me always wanted to be with me, he said,even I was told to take off work at that time.She showed her excessive sweetness, even taking me for a walk one day.
"Take it we're on vacation" she told me.
Not only that, he spent a lot of money for me to shop, whatever I asked for it must be followed by his laughter still remembered me once, but I still remember it,we were happy outside until we brought it home.
Why yesterday was acting so strange to me, he couldn't answer.
"Mas suddenly misses Ade."
"Mas last night slept with the children, pas woke up feeling sad, immediately kangen aja same Ade like uda long time not met that."
The word is so!!!!!
I was very happy that day, just smiling looking at her and not discussing any attitude anymore.She hugged me tightly at that time, just smiling,when I felt like a stranger in the house he was showing a different attitude.
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That incident I realize now, after I was treated like this.Sister asked me.
"What else do you remember."
"What other strange events?"
As I tidied up my clothes and unpacked the other bag, I replied to brother
"There's also another strange incident, let me tell you."
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