The Assault Destroyed My Marriage

Like a Stranger

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I told the driver to wait for a while, because in a hurry to chase him I did not realize not bring money.After saying hello I asked for three thousand rupiah from his uncle, a little run to the angkot driver ,afraid too long sir driver waiting.

Once again I say hello, and immediately enter.Uncle sit inside directly excuse me into meeting him, paman did not answer just a nod.

She lay in the room with her fiddling, I immediately reprimanded her, but the cold response, just looking at her once.I kept trying to talk to her,still not in response.Yes Allah is very sick heart.

"Maz".....

"why did Ade mas make it like this?"

"Look at Ade's face, why there was no response!"

He sat down, but he didn't talk, not even looking at me, as if he was the only one in the room.

He came out of the room, I looked towards the bathroom, I was still there waiting for him.I think he went back to that room, I was.I apparently did not.I pulled his hand, he tried to take off, I was,finally he came in too, his feeling of discussing something more comfortably, even though surely they were in that house hearing what we were talking about.

"Nobody wants to be discussed anymore" he said.

The more blood rose I heard her.

"Nothing...?"

"Any mas, it must be ..ya more and more there."

"That's it, there's too much to discuss."

"Mas has to go."

My chest tightens to hear it.

"There's another way to solve."

"Not to go,"

No one had yet looked me in the face in the slightest, any kind of disgust or fear.

"Gee the face of ade."

"Not in the gini barin."

"If you want to go, there should be a lot of people talking about Ade."

"The married man, already able to make his own decisions, responsible, not running away from problems."

I asked him what his problem was.If they were ashamed of what happened that night, which made his sister change, he said,there's that shaman.I'll save the incident to myself.That's what I told him.

Departing from reality, I lied, because of the incident my family already knew even my sister's neighbors knew.

"I don't want a divorce, man,"

"it's not in our minds that we're divorced."

"It hurt to say that night."

He's still a cuek, even fun to play with his cellphone, as if I'm right there's nothing in the room.

"I told you, we can't be together."

"Many will be victims later.'

"It's for the good of all."

"What sacrifice, why should there be a victim."

What has been made the family mas.What is this part of your seller.....

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....Sorry !!!

He was silent, I reflexively said so, not good to hear his uncle .

"She's sick" she said, explaining her sister's circumstances.

"Continue..medicate to that shaman?"

"I can't believe Grandpa can treat."

As I explained to him, if the treatment to grandfather was all a problem. His efforts are ruined, his brother remains so, The line of business is also increasingly absent, the more deserted even.

I saw her holding her head, taking her hair, maybe she was dizzy.

Then on her body, lying face down her face staring towards the wall.

I rose from my seat, I saw his face, his eyes began to shut.I was actually tired.Let him be so.I intend to wait until he woke up later, if he fell asleep.

I came out of the room to visit his uncle who was preparing his sale.Usaha the same kind with his family.

"Where is he?" his uncle asked.

His uncle said, he did not come home uda a few days, only in the room aja.Di asked to eat did not want.

"So uncle knows what happened!"

"Can't uncle help us."

"Uncle will know that we just want to pioneer a new business, shop Uda was in rent."

His uncle said he could not nolong.So here's his fate, outside of my shadow.There is also uncle's wife in the house, not much to say just pretend not to know his problems.

I understand, even know them, and their families are wrong.....!!! what can they do??.There is no way they can give an excuse or advice to the father and mother-in-law, to keep their hearts.Again they can get to this city and have a business that is quite successful,thanks to the help of the in-laws.

Almost two hours I was at the uncle's house.She I see has not been up yet.I also while helping uncle and his wife, what can I do, what can I do,I do.Because it is not much different how the business works at the uncle's house with in-laws.

There's a voice in the bathroom, I'm sure he's.

Glad to my heart, this could be continued discussion again.

Sitting him in one of the chairs, the usual place for the buyers to eat.Suddenly staring outwards, do not look at me.Quite far if I call him.

I just look at him, keep looking at him, hoping for something to talk to me.Almost an hour, tired of it I am, hungry stomach, hungry stomach,my head started to get dizzy, he had no response.

Emang really does not want to recognize me anymore, is it?, this is how I parted, on the talak in my own city with immigrants. Know that I don't want to go home, that's what I have in mind.

I saw him stand up, and take a plate to eat, but no one rebuked me, let alone offered me a meal.

Uncle and his wife offered me a meal, I just agreed.I kept staring at him until he finished eating.Yes Allah so dear was I with him, I was with him,his feelings I want to discuss my life journey with him from this city.to that city ..the city there.. .... even back again to this city.Mana know his open mind, recalling his happy life we used to.

With his leisurely he sat there until finished eating, at least did not greet me.For him who was asleep was finished was our conversation.when a lot of that I want to discuss again with him.

I can't wait to be made like that, I called him several times, still not looking.And finally turned to look at him.I came to him, I came to him,I spoke softly so that no one would listen.I told him I wanted to talk, but not in this room.

I'm Uda sitting next to her, I told Blang....

"This is how you take people's children off."

"Sir mas istighfar, look at my face,"

"why are you afraid, why are you afraid to come back to me?"

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"What is it because I feel sorry for."

He seemed to want to talk to me, but in his words.I spoke again.

"If you don't want to be with me anymore because of your decision and there's a clear reason, maybe I can take it."

"Mas take this decision, because of compulsion, I don't accept."

"Whether there is a father or a family, talk to my family, or to me in a good way,

isn't it...????"

"If you want a divorce with me, ask for a prayer first."

"Can't!"

He stood up, and ran outside.I am still sitting.

I saw him start away from the uncle's house, towards the road to angkot.I ran out while excusing his uncle and wife.

I chased him, I walked behind him.He kept walking I kept following him, it's up to the people to see us.Terasa.also tired of this walking leg, at his stop of public transport, the,o Allah ascended him to that angkot, in his abode I myself.

Squeezing my knees at that time, I could not bear my tears, on the side of the road so crowded people passed by, so noisy the sound of vehicles, so noisy,I squat down crying down.Maybe he saw me so from inside the angkot.

I got up, I continued my journey, just walking straight while crying, I know where I am, there is no intention of me to ride the angkot as well.

Just follow my footsteps, so far away is the direction to go home to my brother, but I am still strong.His feeling satisfied crying while walking while fantasizing, while remembering the incident earlier, but,too stupid to just stay.

I look towards the front.I stop my steps, I feel recognize the place where I stand, fit in front of my friend's house, I retreat to find a place to comfortably stand.Suddenly come my shame, I feel,if he saw my situation at that time.I tried again to find a comfortable place to sit.In front of the shop that closed I sat there, while daydreaming and thinking what his next plan.

Still far from my sister's house, want the road afraid someone sees and asks.Effort to wait for the transportation of the destination of the sister's house, let's pay it later just when it has arrived, already arrived,that was my intention just like I did to his uncle's house.

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While waiting...

From far away I saw him riding his motorcycle, but I'm not sure, if he wants to meet me.I'm silent looking ahead, as if I don't know him, maybe I've started strong in his stay, right,it hurts too much today's treatment to me.

He stopped right in front of me, did not talk a bit.But moving his head, the code told me to ride on his motorcycle.I ride, sat me on my side as if someone else was riding.All the way we no talk, no talk,up in front of my sister's alley, her bike stopped for only a few seconds I understood, she told me to come down and go home.

I'm down......

And he went immediately*....