The Although Time Keeps Going Back

The Although Time Keeps Going Back
Chapter 6 "I Want to Die."



"Basic weird chick!"


"Murahan is a girl. He's Intan's girlfriend!"


"If I were you. I am lazy to go to school here. Shame first."


All the chatter kept flowing every day around Nara's ears. Right in the 1-E classroom, there was a bullying that had been going on for two months.


The struggle began when Nara helped one of the popular boys at the school who was in trouble for carrying a lot of books on both hands. Unexpectedly, because of Nara's actions, she instead became the victim of bullying girls in her class.


Nara did not understand why she was constantly bullied for her actions that helped others. He also doesn't trouble anyone.


Rumors that initially from one mouth to the other finally reached Nara's ears. It all just seems like a misunderstanding. Nara allegedly approached a popular guy who already had a girlfriend. Unfortunately, her boyfriend is in her class. Because of this, he became a victim of bullying in his class.


At first Nara could ignore the words of the people that happened due to a misunderstanding. After all, Nara has been used to living alone since childhood. The sight of bullying that occurred in school has become his daily food when in Junior High School.


Nara just wants to go through the day as an ordinary student. Because of that, he spent time reading novels and trying to sink into the story. For Nara, life is complex. So, he was hard to get angry and explain the situation. Obviously, it was just a futile act.


Today is the school's art show. At first Nara wanted to not come to school with reason of illness. But, it just so happened that he was reminded of his duty of being the exhibition guard. Because the class held a photo exhibition


With both strong footsteps. Arriving at the school, the class president who is fair to everyone assigns security duties to Nara and a few others. Because some people in his class play an important role to display modern dance.


On the other hand, the class president also apologized for not being able to help Nara in the bullying. Therefore, he occupies Nara in class to stay away from Nara from the bully group that controls the class.


Hearing the words of the sincere class leader. Making Nara grateful there are still people in her class who are like her.


Photo exhibitions organized by class 1-E are filled with natural landscapes. All photos of this selection are based on the class members' voting before the exhibition.


All photos will be anonymously displayed without a name to avoid envy between people in class. To think about it repeatedly, the idea presented by the class leader is very fair.


Standing in the corner of the room adjacent to the window. Nara tidied the gray tie she wore to make it look unsightly to someone else.


He did not expect that today would be so hot, fortunately Nara had been wearing a short-sleeved gray white uniform. His decision this morning was correct.


Unexpected. Some other class members enter the class. Incidentally because no visitors have entered the class. The members of modern dance are forced to practice in class.


At that time the hit on Nara's watch had shown the number at half-eight in the morning. Nara saw another person from a distance. Nata realizes there are some people who are members of the bully see Nara and whisper.


Quickly one of the members of the bully who often disturbed Nara came and whispered softly.


Hearing those words made Nara speechless without responding to her words. He did not understand why he was told to go home. There is a sense of worry about staying in class or indeed leaving school.


After thinking for a long time. Somehow Nara decided to stay in class. Because he thought, the words he heard just now were just a small bluff to scare him.


Like rice that has become porridge. The decision chosen by Nara instantly destroyed him.


It all started at half-nine. No one would have thought before, if some visitors started to come to see the photo exhibition in class 1-E.


When the class was so crowded. Nara who stood in the corner of the room while paying attention to the circumstances around immediately became a victim of the small game of friends in the class who bulldozed her. From the beginning, the bullies did not want to go so far as to get the spotlight of visitors outside the school.


One of the bully who initially wanted to give some splashes to Nara's clothes using used water washing photos. His body was accidentally grabbed by a visitor who was looking around.


The water inside the basin immediately soaked Nara's clothes. Both the bully's hands immediately shook in panic with the incident that had occurred.


Nara was only silent about getting such treatment. He did not want to cry in front of many people. So, he walked slowly away from the class. Some people talk about it from behind. Not about Nara. However, the conflict suddenly spread among visitors.


Along the corridor, some people noticed Nara in her wet clothes. There was a whisper and asked what was going on.


Nara wanted to disappear from this world. His thoughts were only fixed on the room at the end of the second-floor corridor. The women's bathroom.


Arriving in the bathroom. Nara immediately took off her gray tie and her white uniform. The white camisole she was wearing was also wet. Fortunately, his underwear was not wet.


After washing white clothes, the camisole and its gray tie use running water. Nara leaned against the bathroom door and cried silently slowly. Her tears washed both her cheeks.


Nara wanted so badly to die after everything that happened. However, the actions taken by the bully are so excessive today. Previously he could only hold everything by himself when such as getting treated like a book being doodled, his desk being shuffled, even personal equipment being eliminated.


However, for the first time. Nara gets that kind of treatment. Of course, Nara was sad and did not want to get out of the bathroom in wet clothes.


Suddenly, it was like an angel coming to help. There was a knock from behind the door. The voice of a girl Nara had never heard.


"I saw him just now. Have you vaped it? I want to lend you this" said the girl.


Nara slowly opened the door while holding her wet clothes to cover her chest. His eyes were surprised to see a black-haired girl giving him a jacket.


"I'm Nagita. From class 2-B," said the girl, "I hope you'll wear it while you wait for it to dry."


Right after Nara's meeting with Nagita in the bathroom. Nara has been stuck in a time loop and has fun with Nagita. He repeated the time for the twentieth time.