
The poison is stored in part of his blood circulation, not all the way to the heart. Poison flowed bit by bit towards his heart. Because Varendra had partially locked his nerve points, so that the heart within him was able to compensate to neutralize the poison.
" His recovery will be long if you don't clear the poison immediately, would you rather be in pain like this?".
" yes. I'm glad to feel it. So that if this happens to me, I will be stronger and not even feel pain anymore, because I've felt it". Varendra
" Quiet! Don't talk too much!. You deserve to be untrustworthy, because everything you say is a lie". Minerva
" Don't believe me!. I didn't ask you for that, for anybody!".
" yes. I don't believe but Iu on the lie you say, that way I can believe what you don't say. To know your honesty does it take this deep to get to know yourself?. You put a deep sense into the people around you, but do you also hide yourself too deeply in us?. You're the most hypocritical person I've ever known.". Minerva
Varendra slightly smiled shaking his head slowly.
" Don't say anything! Don't take off your mask! Since I've seen it inside, I've already pierced through the mask myself. Knowing your true face, and yes, I'm starting to get to know you". Minerva Imbuh
" As far as you know me, I am further away from what you are trying to know, so don't try to understand me, there will be a lot of disappointments that you will even find". Varendra Terang.
Suddenly Minerva hugged Varendra
" I'm here, your sister loves you too, you're not alone. So, don't lie to yourself". Minerva
Those words and hugs came out of someone with sincerity, although Varendra could not express them, he was glad that there were people trying to believe him. Varendra always appreciated their sincerity.
" Sorry, sorry. I was completely unintentional".
" I'm going out to find some herbal medicine for you".
Minerva leaves Varendra, while Varendra smiles at what Minerva has said.
" Yush... What's wrong with me, hey frozen heart, you don't melt easily, just because of a woman". Varendra.
Meanwhile, Zays brought back his fish.
" viv. Help me burn this fish!". Say Zays to Vivena.
" Let's just put Zays here, I just made a bonfire". Answer Vivena.
" It was intentional to burn fish?" Ask Zays.
"No. I made it to boil water, but it was taken by Minerva, he said to compress Varendra". Vivena.
" Ohh... Good then, Minerva is indeed someone who is attentive". Zays.
" Aren't I like that too? I intend to boil water for you, does that not include attention? Is there any special meaning to it?". Ask Vivena
" Yes yes... We did, and it should be like that. The four of us must be understanding and considerate of each other".
" It's ripe. Is Minerva also in the company of sister?".
" Before you return, he left, he said to look for herbs". Answer Vivena
" For what?". Ask Zays.
" No idea, he didn't tell me anything. Besides, he also refused me to accompany him".
" Let's go inside". Take Zays to Vivena.
Zays sat down next to her brother who was still feeling annoyed at her.
" Now you eat first, to restore your strength". Pinta Zay.
" I don't know". Varendra replied while chewing his food slowly.
" Do you feel much better?". Ask Zays back.
" yes. I think it's much better. Don't worry, don't you know me?". Varendra.
" no. To this day, I still don't understand you completely. Too much of what you keep from me, too many lies you hide from me, it's too easy for you to fool me. How can I understand you before all this happens?, do you always have to jump into the abyss first, then I can find out?. All I want is for us to walk together even to hit the abyss, take me. Don't you ever get ahead of me again, you have to promise me to step together, get through everything together". Zays to Varendra.
" Simple! Women's hearts!. Hehh, I plunged the ravine already prepared the parachute first. Ye? What is the precipice for? A suicide? Stupid, stupid!." Varendra Reply.
" You hid it from me anyway. You know there's a ravine in front of you, and then me? It's only fitting that I'm always free-falling and you're a hero who always catches me, do you really think I'm a weak woman who should always be resigned to waiting for you to catch me?. In fact, mother's soul, women are stronger than you. Fuck up! Selfish! Frozen heart." Zays
" Do you think I know there's a chasm in front of me?, no. If you know what I'm gonna push you into the abyss. But yes, I've prepared for the worst possible eventuality to happen, and have great planning for it".
" That's enough! What gulf do you mean?". Shouted Vivena
" Silence!." Zays and Varendra said in a higher tone than Vivena.
Meanwhile Minerva returned to their stopover and brought the concoction of herbs.
" this. I took pains to look for it, and you must not refuse to drink it." Minerva said by offering the herbs.
" What are you carrying? What's that for?." Zays asked in a still irritated tone.
" Your bravest brother is trying to defy death." Definitely Minerva
" What are you talking about?" Ask Zays.
" It's. Don't continue anymore, we better take a break to continue the journey again." Varendra's saying cuts their conversation
" Brother! Do not change the subject. I want to hear what other lies you're trying to keep from me."
" I'm not....."
" Silence!!!" Zays, Minerva and Vivena said, cutting Varendra's explanation.
" Zay. Listen to this, do you remember when I got stung by a scorpion and Varendra wanted to help me? And he said he'd throw up just because of the smell of my feet?. It was all a lie. The truth is he was ingested poison and hid it from all of us, that's what happened."
" You!! Pointing towards Varendra. Do I always have to use my ability to know you". Zays
" It's not necessary! You don't know anything about me, and I won't let you know, I've locked it away from you all." Varendra.
" If you're still keeping it a secret from all of us and it's still like this, you better walk on your own, I won't go with you!." Zays.
" Yes, I can find it myself, without your help."
Varendra, who had felt better, got out of bed. Walk your feet out of the house
" Where are you going?" Ask Zays back.
" I told you, I can be alone without you!". Answer Varendra
" But stubborn!." Zays said as he caught up with Varendra and pulled out his hand
" Sit!."
" Tell me, what's the plan after this? What will happen later? What do you already know? What other sacrifices would you make?...." Zays asked Varendra
" I told you, I don't know what's going to happen. But yes, I won't seal you guys up again like before. So it's up to you." Varendra