The 30 Days Love Letter
Day 27's
Today, there's a plan that Wilson and Belle are going through. Or rather Wilson himself, because Belle did not have the courage to do so.
This Monday, Wilson took the initiative to announce about their relationship at school. Although Belle strongly opposed the idea and preferred to run a backstreet relationship, Wilson and his three friends were even more against the idea.
And this is where Belle stands. With Wilson clasping his hands tightly, also with Felix, Andrew, and Jason behind him, as if ready to hit anyone who dared to touch the tip of Belle's hair though.
"Jel..." Belle kept bowing her head after getting out of Wilson's car.
Stare after look as if he was a shadow from earlier, a gaze full of envy, hate, disgust, and a thousand and one insults he continued to feel starting when he set foot in school.
"Not to be afraid, Belle" Wilson stroked Belle's hand gently.
"What if something bad happens after this?"
"There's me!" the carefree voice of a girl who was familiar to Belle's ears sounded from the side and there Valerie's face appeared with a sweet smile.
"Val?!"
"Let's just remember, I'm not gonna let anyone ngelukain lo, just like the fourth prince charming lo lasain for lo" Valerie winked at Felix, Andrew, and Jason.
"Alays" joked Belle.
"Serious atuh Belle" Valerie stomped her legs in annoyance that made her best friend teak.
"Belle, you also have to dare to fight them" Felix suddenly chimed in from behind.
"Gue... not as brave as you to do that" the girl smiled stiffly.
"Lo has to be brave, for your own sake" Jason said.
"Yup! Annabelle Clarine must be brave! Which can lose with girls so-so events" continued Andrew.
"Some are also ex-lo chickens" Jason murmured which only Andrew answered by raising both shoulders.
Belle looked at Wilson for a moment. The boy's eyes seemed to be filled with loving support for him. Belle smiled and turned her back to look at the four friends. "Ready!"
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It has been about 5 minutes around and Felix has not yet found Belle's whereabouts. Initially, his intention to find Belle was to ensure the state of the girl on Wilson's errand who still had to practice basketball for the DBL race that would soon take place in their city. The four prince charming is indeed all involved, even including Jason who sports fingers more often than the body, but still do not doubt his ability to play basketball.
Initially Wilson himself wanted to find Belle, but the guy was suddenly called by their coach and therefore Felix is now replacing him. Felix initially comes to Belle's class, though, but he could not find the girl and only saw Valerie there who said that Belle had been asked by the teacher to collect their class assignments and hand them over directly to the teacher. Busy looking all over the school, Felix realized that he had not searched anywhere. Back garden of school.
Sure enough, Belle was there. Sit quietly in her favorite place. The girl was seen closing her eyes and clogging her ears under the trees. Until Felix came and pulled out the headset that was gagged in the girl's ear.
"He-" Belle looked directly at Felix and sighed. "Gue guess who..."
"Why here? The other girl was busy looking at the guy you play, until she had to skip class and get scolded from this morning, uh her own girl was sitting here alone, instead of nyamperin his guy"
Belle smiled and shook her head. "Not brave"
"Says 'Ready!' so this morning, how come you're not ready anymore?"
Belle did not answer. His mind was filled with many possibilities that had always been his greatest fear.
"Belle, if you say you're afraid to hold the girls down, continue to be willing if you guys are deketin with them? Ain't you?"
"Belle, your biggest fear is not them actually, but yourself, you can but you are afraid, you are afraid you will hurt them, right? But Belle, in some case, so the occasional bad guy is gapapa, for the sake of yourself lo and your loved ones"
"But what if it all boomerangs for myself? What if all I feel is mortal? And in fact, Wilson belonged to someone else and was never meant for me.." Belle's eyes were reddened, ready to shed the tears that had been held up in her crib.
Felix smiling. "Is it you fear?" Belle did not answer but Felix had got the answer without having the girl herself say it.
"Gue too often faced fear to the point that every step I met the first time it was my own fear"
"And you don't know how to face that fear right?" Belle nodded in response.
"I can't give you any advice" Belle looked at Felix in surprise.
There's no answer. Belle just sat quietly with her head bowed.
"Belle I don't want to be melancholy or anything but if that way you can realize, I'm willing to be kidnapped as a king drama" Belle chuckled at that time and then looked at Felix with her red eyes. "Thank you Felix"
"Because?"
"Because you've always been there for me, you've always shaken my curses, you've always shaken my grievances, you've always given me the best advice I can always guide in my life"
"Gue..do not know what I can do and what I will face if I never know you"
"Same, I too, because if I don't know deket same lo, maybe I've now died of lung cancer because of too often smoking, maybe, or even die from fighting because I can not hold my emotions, but your stupidity in my life has managed to change many bad attitudes in me into more positive things"
Felix smiled gently at Belle then extended his hand. "Would you go to Wilson's?"
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"Belle, where have you been?" Wilson approached her boyfriend shortly after seeing him coming from the back of the school with Felix.
"Talking with Felix" Belle smiled awkwardly, noticing the many eyes staring hatefully at him from all sides.
Wilson, realizing this, immediately gave Felix a code through his eyes. A few seconds later Felix left the two to play basketball with Andrew and Jason as a distraction.
At that time Wilson immediately pulled Belle to the parking lot and got into the guy's car. Because Wilson was a year old, Belle was very uncomfortable with the crowd. "You okay?"
Belle nodded. "Yups, have you eaten?"
"Not yet, later with you huh, I'm done training, gapapa?"
"Yes, gapapa"
"Not a laper, right? If you eat first" Wilson stroked Belle's hair gently, creating a red hue on the girl's cheek. "Jel..."
"Yes, yes" Wilson laughed.
The pair of lovebirds were silent for a while. No conversation or movement. Just be silent like a living statue.
"Belle" call Wilson to break their silence.
"Yes?"
"Do you want to tell me something?"
"Huh?"
"The story of everything you've ever experienced, or you're experiencing and feeling right now" Belle looked at Wilson in confusion, as if she didn't understand the question the man was asking.
"You're still scared, aren't you?" wilson's question at that moment seemed to be a dagger piercing his heart. The girl did not answer and chose to turn her eyes out of the windshield.
"Room..."
"Wil, do you know the reason for TFest's time yesterday I didn't dare go on stage?"
"Because even in my first step, I've gotten a lot of scolding"
"I know, I shouldn't feel like this, but I'm too afraid to fight the fear myself"
"Belle-"
"I know I have you guys by my side, but I also know that it's never enough if I'm still scared, I don't know how to face it, I don't know how to be brave" a frustrating tone was heard from every word that Belle spoke.
Wilson smiled win. Belle's hands together and put them together. "It's okay Belle, don't force yourself, we go through your fears together and slowly, okay?"
"Belle, you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay" and the warm embrace Wilson gave at that time was able to eliminate all the worries in Belle. At least for that moment.
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