The 30 Days Love Letter

Day 20's

And sure enough according to Belle's expectations for many days yesterday, because of the words that Belle said to Wilson 3 days ago, today the guy really does not pay attention to it at all.

There was a sense of relief, especially when hearing from many parties that Wilson had apologized and made up with Valerie. But for some reason, his heart felt heavy when he saw the man ignoring him all day, and behind a cold, indifferent figure, and reluctant to talk to him. As if he had gotten used to Wilson yesterday as if he were chasing him.

But still, when seeing Valerie's long-standing smile did not appear made Belle really feel relieved. Because then again, let him have to endure the pain as long as he can see one of the people he loves smiling the most happily.

"Relin"

"Relin"

"Hey embul" Felix called Belle who was daydreaming on the edge of the basketball court while waiting for the guy to finish with his excrement.

Belle flinched and immediately hugged Felix's neck. "I'm surprised Lix" the chick drowned her face in Felix's neck.

"Lo anyway, daydreaming what was it until I called nak nyaut?" Felix stroked the girl's hair. "Come"

"Where?" ask Belle while giving up drinking towards Felix.

"Wouldn't want to go home?" Belle just nodded and started helping Felix clean up the guy's stuff.

"No laper? Want to eat first?" Felix sat next to Belle while bertos ria with friends like her who will go home first.

"Gue no, but if you want to eat, let's go"

"So, I'm also crazy, tired" Belle nodded in understanding and stood up from her seat, intending to directly invite Felix home but the existence of someone makes the girl immediately stop all activities and not dwell at all.

"Lix, Andrew's cafe first?" yeah, it's Wilson. The guy did not care at all about the existence of Belle who was beside Felix.

"Now, I'm tired of it" Wilson nodded and turned to Belle for a moment. The guy's eyes were sharp, as if they were filled with hatred. Belle immediately lowered her head to avoid Wilson's gaze.

"Gue go first" Wilson patted Felix's shoulder for a moment and passed by.

Felix realizes about Wilson as if completely avoiding Belle. Because when the guy used to talk about how stupid he was to never realize that he loved Belle, today not even once did Belle's name come out of Wilson's mouth.

Sometimes Felix thinks. How can there be a guy like Wilson who is so brave and unstable. I don't know, because that's the language. In essence, Felix is currently in the stage of wanting to make both feel comfortable with themselves first.

"Let's go Belle, go home" Felix held up his bag and slowly pulled the girl's hand to follow her.

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Felix did not immediately drive Belle to his house when they had entered the girl's housing complex, but dropped her off at the Belle housing complex, where they often met other than school.

"Wait here, 5 minutes, don't go anywhere" Felix was still on his bike.

"Ehh, where are you going?"

"Just in a minute, I'm going to take something"

Bele was silent for a moment before looking at Felix with his cheek that he raised. "Old review!"

"Yes, baby" Felix said with anxiety and immediately darted away with the roar of his motorbike leaving the park.

Belle was waiting there, though her mind went back and forth and was not in her place.

The face that kept appearing in his days, both dreamy and real world, a face that looked as if it was very close, but turned out to be so far away that he could never even touch it. And finally all Belle can do is enjoy the light in silence, and try to convince herself that the guy is real.

"Belle" Felix is back. Even without Belle knowing, though he felt it had only been a few seconds since Felix left.

And at that time without any cue or a single word that came out of the guy's mouth before, suddenly Felix's voice sounded. Felix singing. With the accompaniment of the guitar that Belle just realized her presence.

You don't always cry out for your pain

Felix looked at Belle softly as his mouth continued to sing the song.

Until you have to pass all your time

Silently lamenting your pain

I always meet your face that doesn't shine

As if you can't come back to life

Try you to counter that feeling

Let go when you can't hold on

I'm sure you can find your true lover

He's not the only one in the world

And then with tears that began to wet her face, Belle also sang with a smile engraved on her lips.

I'm sure you can live

Could live

Living happily without him

After that, Felix immediately put down his guitar and hugged Belle gently.

"Belle if people say in friendship it will surely grow the seeds of love, they are right"

Belle was a little surprised and tried to remove her body from Felix's arms but was held back by the man.

"Gue love you, so I just realized that my love to you is the love of a brother to his sister who can not see his brother hurt by other men"

"Relin"

"...why?"

"Someday, there will be someone who will continue to choose you under any circumstances. He will see all your shortcomings, he will know all the secrets and bad past lo, he will find all the cracks in your heart. And for the first time, you'd be surprised, because he chose to stay"

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