The (Un) Mr. Lukcy. Winter

Chapter 71

"If you still can't accept your full papa how can I be born?" ask the boy. Hasya again grumbled confusedly to the boy.

The girl waved her hand asking Hasya to duck then gently pulled Hasya to stand on her knees in order to equalize their height. The boy then hugged Hasya, although Hasya was confused what to do, but then there was a warm feeling flowing in him, slowly Hasyapun's strength hugged the little girl's body.

"Ma, I know what Mom feels like. I also know you're trying to give papa a chance, right? Mama also loves papa very much, therefore please remove the desire to get away from papa" suddenly Hasya's tears began to flow, and then, his throat was hot as the boy rubbed Hasya's back gently and warmly. Hasya's tongue was so faint that she could only swallow her saliva without being able to answer the child's words.

"Ma, if you're still thinking about dying, you're going to be here. If that's the way I'm going to disappear soon, mama also probably won't be able to see papa and Zesya's sister again. Mama can be angry at papa, mama can also punish papa but I beg you to eliminate the desire of mama to leave papa again." Hasya only started to listen to the child's words, clearly she realized just before she lost consciousness during the operation she had thought about leaving Zehan even though Hasya had said he would give Zehan a chance. But he again thinks it feels like he wants to go back to just disappear by bringing Zesya, of course, by asking for help from Najuwan like a few years ago.

To be honest there is a curiosity as well how Najuwan can hide himself from Zehan for so long, as if he was covered by something so Zehan is not easy to find.

Flashbacks

Najuwan looked at the pity of the woman who was sitting in front of him.He understood that Hasya's feelings were being swayed, confused, and upset, also disappointed with Zehan's attitude that is getting colder to him but more attention to Alexa and her son. The bitter feeling when he saw Zehan pitting against Alexa's child, as if he was being ridiculed because he could not give Zehan a descendant. Day after day Zehan rarely gave him attention, although he tried to fight Alexa and maintain his position in the house, but when Zehan listened more to what was said by Alexa, it collapsed all the walls he had built with difficulty.

His feelings were further shattered when Zehan shouted loudly while holding his hand right to his face while continuing to accuse him of having an affair with Kevin, his pride is really hurt because Zehan did all that right in front of Alexa who incidentally is a former power Zehan. His heart seemed to be pierced many times when he realized Zehan as if only an impingement would disappoint him on Alexa, but Hasya also did not blame completely if indeed Zehan's feelings at that time were still not completely finished with his past feelings. He was quite aware Zehan could look at him with such a disgusted look at him right now because he had indeed liked Zehan from the very beginning to meet him.

Until he also follows the plot of Zia who wants to return her heartache to Alexa by using herself as a comparison material to lower Alexa. And yes, the fact is that its presence is quite injuring Alexa's self-esteem. Because when Hasya first appeared all the media highlighted him. Almost everyone talks about her, finding out details about her background, and because of the media spotlight and the feeds spread by Zia, she gets the nickname "Cinderella of today".

"How are you feeling now?" ask Nyuwan.

"As you can see, I'm fine."

"You sure Sya? Would you still punish Zehan in this way?" Hasya nodded affirming everything. Najuwan sighed deeply. I will not be able to comment anymore, because all the injuries Hasya felt were different from his wounds in the past. Hasya is more fragile than she used to be. Moreover, Zehan is Hasya's first love will be more difficult to advise people whose hearts are hurt but at the same time his love is also deep.

"Yes tea, I hope so." There was a pain in his throat when he said that to Nyuwan, because he tried to get his tears to slide freely in front of him, a woman who for some time has always been a loyal listener all his complaints. Although sometimes there are times when Bayuwan gave him advice with his piercing words, but somehow even became a solace for him, at least he can still tell freely about anything to Nyuwan without judgment from Nyuwan.

"Alright," Nayuwan then moved from his seat reluctantly to leave Hasya there alone.

"It's time for me to go home, and my husband can nag if he knows I'm leaving home too long. Here hug me first" Hasyapun hugged Nyuwan so emotionally, even when he was going to leave for Hong Kong to be TKW is not as heavy as his feelings at this time.

A few minutes passed as Hasya was able to calm herself down and let go of their embrace.

"Yes, after I leave this place, I might not be able to see you again, but don't worry about everything I've prepared well, so I'll just keep an eye on you and your husband from afar. You ain't nothing?" ask Nayuwan once again. Hasya simply nodded while cleaning up the remaining tears that were soaking her cheeks.

"You're here, don't take me" said Najuwan as he wrapped his bag to his shoulder, he also took the car keys and his cell phone which he said on the table since he came to visit earlier. Hasya just nodded her head assenting without asking why. Then Nyuwan immediately stepped forward to his car parked in the courtyard of Hasya's spacious house. Hasya stared at the woman's back from the terrace.In the middle of her journey, Nyuwan suddenly stopped right in the middle of Hasya's yard. "Alright, let's start," he murmured himself. Hasya watched with hermitage as Najuwan suddenly stood alone in the middle of his yard.

"I'm not a cruel person, but it's also exciting that I close the eyes of everyone who has known Hasya for several years" he murmured again "Alright Mr. Zehan, let's see how strong your determination and struggle are and how much your regret and love for Hasya is" he murmured this time with a thin grin as he floated his mind at Zehan. Then he turned to Hasya and waved at Hasya their farewell sign. Nayuwan also passed away from the Hasya residence.

"Sring" at a glance Hasya as if seeing a beam of light like being hit when Nyuwan passed the fence of his house but Hasya then ignored him, maybe it was just a reflection of the car Nayuwan thought Hasya. But actually it was a limiting radius made by Najuwan to block Zehan or anyone related to Zehan could not see Hasya if it had entered into that radius, even though the beginning had actually seen Hasya yet they would fail to find her even though in fact their distance was only one step fixed they would not be able to see Hasya, because it was only the power of effort, sacrifice, sacrifice, and the death of Zehan alone will eventually lead them to meet again, until when it depends on how much regret is borne by Zehan and that is what makes Najuwan grinning when thinking about Zehan who will definitely be drunk like crazy when trying to find Hasya.

"Good luck, Mr. Zehan, hopefully it won't be too long before you realize all your mistakes with Hasya" Hasya murmured as his car passed through the blanket he made.

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