The (Un) Mr. Lukcy. Winter

Chapter 42

Zehan was more and more bowed when he heard the word for word that Nayuwan said. Simple but piercing words to him. Regret began to whack in his mind, he began to realize all this is not the fault of anyone, not the fault of Alexa that makes Hasya now go away. But this was purely his own fault. It comes some time before Alexa re-enters their lives, their relationship is indeed starting to stretch, the reason is simple. Zehan is less sensitive, less able to be a good listener for Hasya, whereas otherwise every problem Zehan always takes her home without letting Hasya understand what her husband's problems are.

"My husband and I are both workers. Both have companies even before we married like Tom & Jery who can always argue even just because it is just a trivial thing like when to cut loss for example. Because we are both people who are good at losing must be able to install the right strategy." Zia was a little sad when Nyuwan came to discuss about stocks. It felt like I was getting a short lecture.

"Mas can ask the people in my company, what if we've argued. But when it is outside the company, we are ordinary. So even when we are married, in our company it could be like people who will kill each other, but when it has entered the yard area of the house it means all the burden must be put aside first, because the house is a place of conversation, a place of casual chatting, a place of joking, a place of mutual expression, the most comfortable place, a shelter from all pollution, then the house can be a place to go home." Nayuwan then returned to his seat again.

"Do you think that Gavin or I have no past? I told you a little bit about us so that it could be a picture for you two. Before getting married to me Gavin was already engaged but ran aground in the middle of the road. But not because one of them betrayed, no. But because his future wife died some time before they were married. And it left quite a deep wound, my husband was almost caught in a feeling of guilt just before we got married, a feeling of fear that if he married me his late future wife would be disappointed and betrayed. But at one point when I was in a coma she realized that the past and the future were different things. But it will still be a part of his life and finally he was steady to propose then now still at home to be my husband when I was already angry like a hungry lion." again Zia who listened from the beginning to understand horrified to imagine how this couple when in office and discuss GMS.

"For me, I am a widow victim of infidelity, gaslighting, KDRT covered in love bombing, bearing the trauma of bonding. I even tried to commit suicide many times because I felt I did not deserve to be happy, not worthy of anyone. My mind was broken until I was depressed. If you ask me how I can be now, the answer is because of my children. I managed to get out of the shadow of the terrible past, then slowly began to be able to forgive myself, forgive myself, and then proceed to forgive myself until at last I could let go of everything. Because the most important thing of all, you must first realize how deep your wound is, then after that you have to dare to admit that all the problems today arise from the part of your wound itself. Because if not, yes like now you are a figure who has a crisis of confidence in your partner. And if what I'm saying is true, then what are you getting married to?" nayuwan said as he grabbed Zehan's hand.

"Mas, everything's working, I don't know how Kaliam got married, but I do. Healing the wounds of being betrayed by the people we love so much is not easy. But when you've decided to make a woman your thing. This means that you can put everything from your mass, and will seek the truth with your own evidence not from people. It means that you are ready to let this journey become a new love story, a story about the two of you, without any more third-party interference. Up here you understand?" nayuwan said as he grasped both hands of Najuwan. Right at that moment Zehan's tears were dripping slowly from his eye sashes. Seeing this, Nayuwan even commented a sweet smile on Zehan, with one hand gently patting Zehan's back.

"Crying mas, men are also very able to cry, crying does not mean you are weak mas" Zehan who is already crowded finally crying so naturally. Najuwan then signals Zia to embrace her brother.

Nearly half an hour Zehan cried in his sister's arms. Here Zia was only really able to see the figure of her brother who turned out to be very fragile. He even cried to the point of delight. There was a feeling of pity, pity, mixed with relief when he saw his brother could spill all his emotions at this time. Slowly Zehan began to take control of him. Najuwan then poured more warm tea on the tea glasses belonging to the brothers.

"Drink that ginger jasmine tea, so you can feel fresher as well to calm your tense muscles from earlier" said Mayuwan softly the mystical aura that had enveloped him also slowly disappeared, slowly disappearing, the atmosphere of the residence also immediately changed to feel warmer and more pleasant.

"Why? You guys feel surprised by the feeling of the atmosphere of this place that feels suddenly warmer and more comfortable?" Zehan and Zia glanced at each other.

"I mean Tet?" zia asked confusedly.

"What changes the feeling of this place feels warmer and more comfortable is yourself. Doesn't the burden slowly lessen in you after you both realize where your faults lie?" Zehan looked pensive for a moment, then nodded in agreement to what Najuwan meant.

"So how do we know where Hasya is in tea?" asked Zehan with a clear face.

"Make me tell you, I didn't tell you the exact address. I'm just gonna give you guys a clue."

"It doesn't matter, which means we can narrow down our search area." Najuwan sighed before answering Zehan's question about where Hasya is currently.

"First he was still in the area of west Java, both he had changed his name and slightly changed his appearance. Remember the saying the elephant across the sea is visible, all in the eye is invisible, as well as the place where Hasya lives, just figuratively different, it becomes different, after all, is not the safest hiding place is to remain within the reach of our eyes. right mas ?" seductive Nayuwan.

"The glue I gave you. The rest depends on your efforts as quickly as you can find it. Good luck." said Nayuwan smiled broadly then sipped on the fragrant ginger jasmine tea then sipped slowly elegantly letting Zehan and Zia get busy with their own thoughts.

"Ngalilieur batur batur mission successfully !!" pekiknya smiled ignorantly.

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