That Sissy Man is My Husband

First kiss's.

I woke up from my sleep. He was seen beside me also asleep.

Since when did he come home?

Ah I don't care.

Stupidly, I just accept the marriage terms that he proposed. Because of my momentary obsession at that time who wanted to get married at the end of his life I accepted the terms, this was the consequence, why I had to be upset, not if my marriage was just a status. What makes it complicated is the feeling of my love that appears to him.

He's not wrong. I started to blame myself.

Soon I wake up praying and another.

I'm cooking breakfast. Washing dishes and other things. Saturated sometimes, I have to find a job.

Dika woke up from his sleep. He immediately sought me out.

"Mulan" cried as she found me nowhere.

"What's wrong?" ask me from the bathroom.

Huft Dika breathed a sigh of relief, he thought I had stopped somewhere to go home.

"What's wrong" she replied.

He also sat at the dining table. Waiting for me to get out of the bathroom.

I went out of the bathroom with a towel.

He looked at me from head to toe.

"What the hell is it?" ask me if when Dika sees me like that.

"Eh, quickly put on our new clothes for breakfast together" he replied.

Dika sighed heavily when I was gone.

There was something he wanted to say but not dare.

After wearing the negligee I went to the kitchen to accompany her to breakfast.

"Aren't you angry?" ask Dika.

"Anged?" I laughed and prepared his meal.

Dika was silent. Afraid of speaking wrongly.

We started eating, quiet, quiet, as if in this house there were no people. Only the sound of our eating chews sounded faintly faint. The end of the day opened the sound.

"I'm sorry" said Dika.

"Because what?" ask me.

"I didn't do it, Reni was the past, I had nothing to do with her anymore" Dika said.

"You still love him?", I asked.

Dika. Her silence signifies she still loves him.

I smiled cynically.

"Your relationship is none of my business, I just want to know how you feel, not just our married status, we're not a real husband and wife" I said.

"I just warn you, be careful, lest our family know your behavior" I said casually.

"You still don't believe me, I didn't do it, I'm a virgin" she protested.

How can I believe it?

I smiled thinly.

"Whatever, I really don't care" I replied as I hung up the plate on the table.

Dika held my arm, but I brushed her off.

I'll wash the dishes immediately.

"I was trapped by her, Reni was cunning, never trust her" said Dika.

I just kept quiet.

Keep washing dishes without saying anything.

Dika approached me, hugging me from behind. It's his first time being like this, he never hugged me, always I started hugging him first.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked confused to see the change in Dika's attitude.

When I kissed my back neck, suddenly I got goosebumps. Like an electric shock his taste.

What's up with her?

He turned my body and kissed my lips.

For 6 months this was our first time kissing.

Not long after, Dika stopped his actions.

And stay away from me.

I'm confused not to understand. Is he possessed?

"Can't what?", I asked confusedly. Dika did not answer.

I hold my lips, this is my first kiss.

Am I dreaming? I pinched my arm, it hurt. This isn't a dream.

I continued washing my dishes with a heart that was pounding because Dika arrived just kissed me.

That afternoon when I went to my room, Dika was ready to go to work.

We're more awkward than usual. Like someone you just met.

Either because of shame or something. The core turns out it was also the first kiss for Dika.

We become like new people.

He dropped down to work as usual.

I'm just at home taking care of the house.

I smiled to myself remembering the sudden incident.

Why would I give up, should I refuse? Am I angry? I blame myself again. But it made me happier less.

Friends in the group frenzied again.

Pastry:

where has the promise to reunion. For a long time, I may have forgotten how happy I was to get married.

Train:

Yes, when do we gather again.

Me:

Just set it, when, I can do it, God willing.

Ratih: yes already what if it is about malem.

Pastri: agreed.

Me: Ok, where?

Pastri: At Mulan yuk cafe. Just opened, I heard there the food is good and the price is affordable.

Ratih: his name is the same as yours, isn't it? don't don't be the owner of your ex's cafe who failed to move on. hahahaha. Jokey.

Me: It just so happens that his name is the same as mine.

Train: hehe, what time is it good.

Me: after praying isya ajja well.

Pastry: ok ready.

Me: but I'm the same permission.

Lastri: yes, take him with you. Gpp coke.

I: Hem. Working shift 2, her night home. Hehe his work spirit you guys, tell ajja about the night well.

I closed the conversation.

I'll call Dika for permission to go with a friend tonight.

Dika just answered with the word okay. Maybe he's busy.

I remember what happened this morning. I smile at my own smile.

It feels like a teenager just in love.

The night after the prayer I was ready for the road.

It's hard not to have a motor.

I actually have my own bike, but it's in my house. There are only Dika ajja motorcycles.

Friends are waiting there.

I'll take the angkot right away. Maybe I'll go home and get Dika. All right, he's coming home from work.

Pandangi Cafe Mulan is in front of me. I wonder who owns this cafe.

His name is the same as mine.

From a distance, my friend greeted me.

I was also among them.

"Sorry well late, understand, I will not have a motorbike, not like when I was single free to go where ajja hihi" I said.

"Ah, santuy ajja", they answered.

I saw Farhan sitting alone at a table in the cafe. Is he here because of Mulan's new cafe name? ah no way, ge er really me.

Turns out he realized I was at this cafe with a friend of mine.