That Sissy Man is My Husband

Conflicts.

After staying at my in-laws' house,

we go back home, next time it's our turn to my house.

Just arrived home arrived Dika on the phone again by Reni.

He blocked that number.

An irritated Reni immediately found out my contact.

It was like he was very tired. He immediately went to sleep, took a break, because in the afternoon he had to go to work.

I prepared her work uniform.

In order to make it easier for her to leave for work, I also cooked lunch and provisions for Dika.

After Dika left for work. Someone called me.

"Hello, assalamualikum" said I.

"Hay, I'm Reni, Dika's friend. There's something I want to say" said the woman.

"What's up?". asked me.

"Can I meet you outside? sorry to interrupt your time" Reni said.

I thought for a moment and obeyed him.

"Well, but it can't take long" I said.

Reni agreed and told the location where we would meet.

Arriving at the location, I saw Reni was sitting sweetly at a table in the middle of the cafe that was open from that morning.

Reni waved her hand at me.

I went straight towards her.

Arriving at Reni's place waiting for me to sit in front of her.

Reni immediately ordered a drink to the waiter.

He ordered the same drink as me.

"What do you want to tell me" I asked.

"Luck it off, it's about me and Dika" he said.

My feelings are really bad.

What's the matter exactly.

"What's wrong with my husband?" ask me.

"Sorry, me and Dika are still in a close relationship" he replied.

"What do you mean?" I asked for an explanation from him.

"Me and Dika have a special relationship, we've even slept together" Reni said.

My blood immediately boiled in my head. Is it because of this woman that she won't touch me. Is it because of this woman she's holding herself back.

"No way!!" my screeches.

"I have proof" Reni said, showing a picture of them sleeping in a bed without clothes.

I syock saw her.

Dika lied to me all this time.

"We both loved each other a long time ago. You are the third person among us. I should have married her. But he didn't want to wait for me to finish college, the end despite marrying you but he still loved me" he sighed.

I refrain from getting carried away by emotions.

Dika never loved me. Even though I said baby, even though I said I love you, he didn't reply.

Is it true because of Reni?

I smile and laugh. Makes Reni wonder.

"Why are you laughing?" ask her.

"Are you sure you slept with her?" ask me.

"Yes right, this is not enough evidence" Reni said.

I harbored my deep jealousy. I want to take this woman in front of me.

"Why are you teasing my husband!!" my screeches.

"I'm not flirting with her, we do love each other, if you don't believe just ask her how she feels about me" Reni replied.

Our drink came, Reni casually drank her drink without considering my current broken feelings.

Lots of people go back. The drizzle began to descend as if representing my current raging feeling.

"Regardless of Dika, she deserves to be happy with the person she loves" Reni said.

"I won't let go of her, unless she's the one who untied us herself" I said as I stomped the table and left from there.

Irritatedly I headed out. The drizzle that had turned into a heavy rain

Reni saw me coming home raining from inside the cafe. He smiled triumphantly.

I rode in an angkot, my body was half wet. Once in the alley of my house, I got off the angkot. Rain is pouring into the house.

My body is soaking wet now. My heart is broken, I cry.

It's worth it that Dika does not want to touch me, it turns out he still keeps his love for Reni and keeps the love only for Reni? if that's why she wants to marry me.

My tears started to flood my face. I unlocked the house and went to the bathroom.

After that I dry my body with a towel.

Maybe it wouldn't hurt like this if I didn't love Dika.

My body trembled at the thought of their affair behind me.

Stupid, I'm stupid.

I beat my own body.

By nightfall, Dika was home.

I just shut up with puffy eyes.

"Why you?" ask Dika worried.

I shook off Dika's hand that touched both of my shoulders

"Don't touch me with your dirty hands" I replied.

"What do you mean?!!" ask Dika confused.

"I just got home from work, don't look for things" he said.

My tears are down again.

"Your staff is behind me" I can't continue my sentence because I'm busy crying.

"What kind of work, obviously!!!" snapped at Dika who did not understand the problem.

After somewhat subsiding from my crying and somewhat calmed down, I began to recount my meeting with Reni earlier this afternoon.

"And you believe that right away? I've told you never to trust people directly" Dika said.

"He has proof!!!" my screeches.

"I know you never loved me Dika, I understand now why you're not interested in me, I understand why you don't want to touch me. It's all because of Reni, right? you love her" I cried.

Dika. He doesn't know how he feels about me.

My head hurt because I was crying.

"If I didn't love you, I wouldn't be this sick" I chanted again.

"Just explain, you don't believe me" Dika said disappointedly.

I entered the room and took a pillow, to sleep outside.

The hunger disappeared instantly.

He changed his clothes and left the house alone.

In going with his friend friend dugem, smoking, drinking alcohol. That's how it is when you're stressed.

I'm no longer waiting for her. I fell asleep in front of the TV.

Tired of crying at the end I fell asleep.

He came home at 3 in the morning.

He saw me sleeping in front of the TV.

Dika put me on a blanket. And kissed my forehead, and stroked my hair.

"I'm sorry" he whispered.

After that he took a pillow to sleep with me in front of the tv.

He looked at me while sleeping. He saw me pull out the ileer and put it on the pillow. He laughed a little when he saw me fall asleep while rubbing.

"You must be tired of crying yes" said Dika as she continued to look at my face.