That Proud Man is My Soul

The Part 114

Tears of pain still flowed on Siska's cheeks very profusely

in the car, Siska deliberately still holds her leg, yes her leg is sick but her heart is torn and torn - shreds

the pain in his legs was nothing compared to the pain in his heart that was shattered

" Are we going back to the hospital ?"

Arjuna asked worriedly looking at Siska who did not stop shedding tears

tears kept pouring down Siska's cheeks

" No need to "speak very very very flat

Tears kept dripping from the corner of Siska's eyes

" Kid if you're still sick you should take care of it, son, "With a very panicked face to see Siska who doesn't stop crying

What needs to be treated mi, foot pain is not much, which needs to be taken care of my heart, do you know how to care for a sick heart

do you know how hurt the heart is

ha, you guys don't understand, it's so hard to live this destiny

Not answering anything that her mama said, No one understood how Siska felt, or as widely understood but they preferred to pretend not to understand

"

*"What do you guys care about my feelings

you just think of me as a puppet

care what you do with my heart

all you know now is I've become the wife of people, yes you're happy, congratulations ! "

Siska was crying inside her

it is true that following all parental orders is an obligation, indeed you are all right

don't worry about me my legs don't hurt so much but my heart ? don't ask about the heart

crushed, crumpled to pieces

does anyone care ? There is no such thing as* "

Siska closed her eyes and left the car window open

The wind was blowing very hard

" Mommy please close the window glass looks like it's going to rain "

Arjuna told her mother to close the window of Siska

Siska held her mother's hand

"No need mi, just let me want to enjoy it "Siska let the rain stub wet her face about her face, the tears and the rain fighting into one

Let it go. Let all this, this pain.

all I will face in the name of filial piety to my family I sacrifice everything

the foolishness of the heart, the foolishness of my feelings is numb, the enormity of first love is true let it be a hypocritical memory once you feel this heart is very sick

Wipe her tears and get out of the car

" Arjuna help Siska "

Her mother told Arjuna to help Siska

Something changed from the appearance of Arjuna he was no longer wearing his batik pattern clothes, but Siska did not realize that Arjuna turned very handsome

perhaps it was meant to take Siska's heart or indeed there was actually another side of Arjuna unknown to Siska

" No need I could myself "I tried to drag his leg and eventually fell

Bruckk

"Siska looks in pain when she falls

" Siska, I told you let me help you "Let Siska into the room

Siska doesn't care about Arjuna "Don't expect more from me, because I'll never be able to give you anything, you know it's not a matter of the heart not so simple "

" Don't worry I know "Arjuna said it firmly without any more accent answer he looks more cool and dreamy once

Siska had not yet realized "Lie down I will bring you your water to drink" treating Siska like a queen

"Godjon! " Siska shouted loudly

Arjuna stopped and turned his body

" You should not dream of expecting more from me from the beginning you already know what happened, my status is now your wife but you should remember my heart is still the same " siska's voice seemed to tremble, the agonizing voice of a woman that was so clear from the look in her eyes

Dimas who had just come to hear clearly what Siska had just said

I'm sorry Arjuna it's my fault you're stuck

in this heart problem it will be very difficult whether you are able to survive in this marriage "

Breathe in and close his eyes

Dimas did not know what else to do, just hope that one day a miracle came to melt Siska's heart

Arjuna nodded his head "Of course don't worry, I'm the one who agreed to your marriage while you don't love me rest assured Siska your heart will never be nullified "

Leaving Siska in her room what exactly in Arjuna's heart does he love Siska sincerely or in fact he is also stuck with his own heart game

Dimas immediately hid behind the door letting Arjuna out

" There's no mommy "Be like nothing's happened because she doesn't want her mom to feel guilty about Siska and Arjuna's wedding because it was Dimas who planned everything

" Okay, mommy's gonna go out for a second "

Looks neat with a green hijab tosca simple appearance but with a price of hundreds of millions,

" Oh, my heart "

Dropping a picture on the floor

Mami is hunting - hurriedly walking ahead

Dimas immediately took the picture and saw the picture of a man and his mother who were sitting close to each other

" Wijaya ?Who is he "Dimas took the picture and kept it

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In the room Siska stared blankly at the window it was clear that her heart was in a mess like lightning that happened last night like a dream she never imagined , his clothes are still in the bag still scattered on the bed even he had not had time to clean it Arya jacket is still lying there

with his hand Siska tried to grab it

then open the bag one by one

Back in tears as she holds a lotret inside grandmother's house while they vacation in the village in a photo consisting of Ana, Aditya, she and Arya taking side-by-side pictures like lovers

hugging Arya's jacket and reminiscing about being together, they did not say love to each other, but their hearts loved each other and did not need to be explained to each other

" Memories" Tears came back dripping from Siska's cheeks she hugged Arya's jacket with all her firmness "He doesn't love me, I can't believe you lied to me Arya, you lied "

Arjuna went straight in and put a drink beside Siska's bed

" It's a minus I don't want you to get sick later "

Sick you say? , thank you for the deep pain you have given me happy, so very happy

you don't understand how the pain is in the heart

" You can enter someone else's room by knocking on the door first! "

Siska stopped crying and looked at the beavering man standing before her

very angry because even though he never dreamed or crossed if he would be Siska's husband

" I just want to tell you to take the medicine "Arjuna took the medicine

Plakkk

The glass fell and broke on the floor, scattered, and smashed to pieces

:You know that our status is only on the books, I told you not to try to take my heart for free!!! you hear it's useless you're trying to be nice to me because it won't change anything, you understand ! "

Siska looks really angry

Dimas who heard Siska and Arjuna's quarrel went straight into the room to mediate their quarrel

" Siska what you did "Dimas could not bear to hear Siska from earlier was busy cursing Arjuna, because he knew how good Arjuna was, because he knew how good Arjuna was, the man who had become his sister-in-law was not a careless man Dimas was sure he would guide Siska to be even better

Dimas saw shards of shard scattered on the floor

" Do you want to get mad at me, or I'll just massage my feet between these shafts so you can see me dead "

Put your feet on the floor and ready to walk

" Don't Siska "Arjuna hold Siska's body

" I told you, Arjuna, not once - the time you tried to touch me, quickly get your hands off my body "

Screaming very loudly

"Be quiet you're so stupid don't you have faith? " Dimas yells at Siska

" What did you say my brother, faith ?

hahahaha, is it worth someone like you to mention faith in front of me

did you forget to reflect ? you yourself have faith, ha! "

Siska snapped at Dimas

" It's Brother Dimas, let's go out let it

Siska herself used to be "Arjuna pulled Dimas' hand and took him out of the room

Dimas looks chaotic in contrast to Arjuna who looks very calm

perhaps that was the reason the family chose Arjuna to be Siska's husband he looked calm without any burden

llelaki is his religion is very strong he believes once with the power of prayer

" Drink first kak Dimas "Arjuna gives drink to Dimas

Dimas took a deep breath

" If you can't be her husband, you divorce him Arjuna "

Dimas stood up and was about to leave Arjuna, he felt pity and thought of Arjuna in the future will certainly be more tormented for Siska

" Sister Dimas, there is no reason for me to divorce Siska, if I am willing to marry him I am ready for all the consequences that must be faced, I have not tried to dive into his heart give me time to get his heart "Arjuna is still very optimistic

" It's up to you "Dimas to hold back his tears that will spill he came out and took the car keys

Arjuna smiled even though he also felt the same, his heart ache because he was also an ordinary man, yes the risk he had to bear in order to marry Siska .

but Arjuna was free because he fell in love with his eternal lover he went the safe way by marrying the woman he liked, although later this love journey will feel heavy he will pass a lot of winding road final evaluation Arjuna is ready if later to lose or win

" " Let's not worry brother Dimas when I say the qabul ijab in front of the ruler then there will be no word of divorce in my life except, god the destiny-giver who outlined me and Siska should be separated, then there will be no word of divorce in my life, I will survive unless death separates me and Siska "