That Proud Man is My Soul

That Proud Man is My Soul
The Part 108



" Siska stop I can't "


Reversing his body Aryan heart beat so fast he did not expect if Siska would do something this crazy


" Arya, please turn around if you don't want me, you don't love me "


Siska's voice seemed to sob


Arya was still facing her body behind the wall


Dimas outside the room was ready to teach Arya if he dared to do something with Siska who is now legally the wife of Arjuna and now Siska is the wife of one of the blue-blooded nobles in Jakarta


Take a long breath and then turn his body and take the jacket that has been removed Siska "Quick you close your chest "


Siska was still crying bitterly


Sitting in a hotel chair and looking out the window "Siska you see that "


It's pointing to a very bright moon tonight


" It's that low you'd judge me "


Swallowing his saliva fixed with a look out the window


" You see the moon is so beautiful and beautiful it is surrounded by stars around it, that's how you are Siska you shine brightest of all


I've slept with a lot of women out there "


Turning on a cigarette and blowing smoke into the air "I'm a jerk and don't deserve the love of a woman as good as you are, Dimas right I don't deserve to approach you but I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I can't touch you lest I touch you see you shed tears I can't, Dimas loves you so much he knows which men are good for you, don't you? "


Remembering Arjuna who was lying in the hospital next to him


" Just follow whatever the parents choose, you know Siska's love that's in your heart for me it's just Satanic incitement that you argue with your parents, against your older brothers, against your brothers, you ran away from the house to meet a jerk like me .


The silent sound of Siska's cry came to a halt .


" What do you see of me, just because of my concern you immediately think I love you, are you sure I am


really love you?


Nothing you deserve to be proud of me


I'm a jerk, full of shit not to mention my family's falling apart my dad's in jail and my mom's now in a mental hospital


Treasure ? You just look at me sleeping in Aditya's house


Swallowing back her saliva, Arya's eyes looked glazed - the glass she held so that her tears would not spill


" Have you run away from your wedding tonight?


Arya sees from the unusual kebaya dress worn by Siska


" I was married to my knowledge, brother"


Siska cried bitterly - sedu back


Aryan's heart stopped beating when it turned out that Siska had become someone else's wife, it was true that the soul mate was in the hands of God he could have done something crazy to Siska tonight but he chose not to do anything strange to Siska


because his feelings this time were different


Love that keeps does not destroy


Love is pure that destroys lust


Arya could not bear to cry she stood up and walked down


then stop at the door "Go home is not good a wife alone in the room


with a man who is not her husband


your family must be very worried to think clearly if you always obey your passions you will not survive remember one thing the opportunity to love parents will not be repeated a second time ,I'm sure your husband loves you so much he will definitely take care of you just like Dimas who loves you so much, as good as you go home soon , sometimes we have to sacrifice our own feelings in order to keep many of our hearts hurting because we, believe one thing God will always hear our every prayer "


Arya's tears can't stand to drip


Siska cried and then shouted loudly "Well if that's what you want before you go answer my question first "


"Arya do you love me? "


Arya swallowed and held the bitterness in her chest she was still standing at the door, "I don't love you "


" You're lying! " Siska yelling


" Do you want to hear from me again"


Arya emphasized her voice


" You heard Siska I don't love you "


Pass away and for the first time Arya shed her tears for a pure feeling called Love


Arya wiped the tears that kept flowing on her cheeks, stung by Siska's cries in her room


Dimas being a witness he saw clearly how deep Aryan love for his sister Siska


even Arya did not touch the obvious Siska - clearly giving up her body in front of Arya


There was a great sense of regret in the inner Dimas as he saw if Arya was really playing heart this time .


Dimas decided to go home and take Siska he was sure Siska would go home without him


Dimas was leaning against the wall of the hotel his accusations all along with Arya was grossly wrong


Arya got into the car she cried sobbing - put her head on the steering wheel of the car


He slapped his hand on the steering wheel of the car


" It's my fault they all "wept bitterly.


" This punishment hurts so much "it hits his chest firmly


Arya drives her car she tries her hardest to close the wound in her heart , so that no one knows what happened tonight he keeps Siska's self-esteem and his family and keeps Aditya feeling in anxiety


Before getting off the car Arya wiped her tears and came down with very red eyes


enter the room and go back out again to take water ablution ritual that he never did


" I need real peace, only by returning to God surrender to his destiny may there be forgiveness for sinners like me "


Expose the prayer


Ana wakes up from sleep and moves away Aditya's hand which hugs her very tightly


" What is he doing "


Ana sat down very upset


Looking at Aditya's face like a creature without sin, maybe because of the effects of fatigue on the journey so that he could not think clearly


Just looking at your face made me not believe that the angel was just my father, mother and brother, it turned out that the man beside me was also doing everything for me,


Take a deep breath


As a husband and wife, there is nothing I have to cover myself, is not the key to the household is openness let alone I am pregnant with her child, this is the risk of marrying a rich man, is not the key to the household, handsome and in gilai many women


Ana clasped her husband's hands and slept well


" An-you're so stupid to get emotionally hooked aren't you a smart woman? I'd better tell Aditya this in the morning"


Holding her stomach "I'm hungry "


Ana went downstairs looking for food in the kitchen


Chewing food greedily looking at the clock that already shows the clock


04 : 00


" It was dawn ".