
Today is a school holiday.amara is still lazy - lazy.
Amara sat in a chair in front of her study desk, her eyes staring at the sheets of physics books that were torn into pieces.
slowly he began to put together the pieces of paper that were in front of him, and began to wrap them with glue.
amara will be scoping out the next stage of physics selection, if she passes she will represent the entire 10th class.
Amara hopes to pass the selection of physics later, although there will be many people who do not like it, especially seril and his friends.
Amara still wanted to pass the selection, his spirit was high.but when he remembered the seril treatment to him, he broke his spirit, but he quickly dismissed him to maintain his desire.
one book has been reconnected after a few hours amara arranged it until read again, but the notes are not as good as before.
he began to read the writing in the book. yesterday's incident was a whip that made him have to stay forward and fight.
Amara wanted to study more seriously and focus.he tried to open sheet after sheet of his notes, but today he really could not focus.
amara began to daydream, suddenly she remembered the incident three years ago that claimed all her happiness.the man she did not know came drunk and immediately brought Amara to an old house, amara regained consciousness after she was in the hospital.At the instant her tears fell, Amara could not hold her cries.His hands clenched, her lips quivering in anger.
suddenly he remembered the mother and child he had born.
"how are they doing now"?
the question kept lodged in his mind.
amara is not ready to meet her child.she cannot accept if she ever gave birth to a child.
amara looked at her face in the mirror
"i'm a kid, I don't want to have kids"
amara said to herself.
amara has not yet been able to recognize the child as her child.
amara considers the child a disgrace that destroys her entire life and future.
his tears kept falling. His face was flushed red, his hands were clenched, he wanted to get angry, but he was somehow able to vent all his anger.
slowly - the amara land picked up the small black box that was inside the closet.
he opened the little black box.
his eyes looked at the contents of the box with a vengeance.
slowly he took out the box.
the box contained a black bracelet made of rope with a dice-shaped hanger and inscribed with the letter "R".
the bracelet is evidence of rape three years ago.The bracelet was stuck in an amara shirt.
"with this evidence, I'm gonna find you, and drag you to jail"
his gaze was full of grudges.he started to grip the bracelet firmly.
tock.
there was a knock on the door of the room from the outside.Amara was surprised, immediately he woke up from all his daydreams.
he quickly put the bracelet he held in his hand into the small box earlier and stored it in the closet where he originally took it.
"the amara.."
his father called from outside the door
"well in, the door's not locked"
amara answered from the room
the door opened
"did you bother me, son?"
her father asked amara
"not yeah.."
amara answered
he was still sitting in a chair in front of his study desk.
"your mother called me, she misses you so much Amara, you better call her"
her father said as he sat on amara's bed.
"do you feel at home in a new school?"
his father said while looking at Amara
amara just nodded then she lowered her head
"thank God..."
his father looks relieved.
"dad wants you to be much better here, please don't disappoint me"
his father said expectantly
"when - when invite your friends here, you will not be lonely if you have many friends"
his father convinced
amara just nodded
amara has been in school for almost a year, but she has never brought a friend to her home
his father was still worried about the state of amara.he was still often moody, more often alone, never told anything to his father.
his father remains hopeful that Amara will recover as before and find happiness.
his father more often free Amara and give him a little space to think. Amara will recover slowly.his father does not want to force his will to amara.but he still monitor and pay attention to it. the burden is heavy for a child his age.
"if there's anything you can talk to me. Daddy loves you son"
her father started to approach Amara she was standing next to amara.
amara just nodded, slowly turning her face away, she did not want to be seen crying by her father.
her father immediately hugged Amara, he knew that Amara was hiding her sobs.
"cry if you want to cry, my shoulder is still strong to support it"
amara hugged her father tightly, only this time she felt a father figure she had not felt for a long time.
"i'm fine, yeah"
amara said as she shed tears, amara felt calm as she hugged her father.
"don't hide everything yourself, however you are a father's son.."
his father shed tears.
it was a very sad day for Amara and her father.
amara's mother often told me about amara's father.His mother still introduced the father figure to amara, although it did not seem real.
"father is a good man Amara"
those were the words of his mother who became the picture of his father, so that Amara still remembered him.
"if you're good, why did you leave us mom?. Why do we just live alone without you?"
that was the question that Amara always asked her mother, but there was never an answer.
at that time Amara did not trust her father, even she hated him so much.
amara always assumed her father left her and her mother.
moreover, his father had remarried and had children from his new marriage.
amara is angry and distrustful of her father.
but now Amara began to understand.he began to know the reason why his parents divorced.
and it's true that his father is a good and responsible man and even he got a good new wife.
semy's half-sister is also a very good person.Maybe semi born from good parents and got good upbringing also from both parents.
semy always succumbed to amara, he was more mature than his age.he loved amara very much.but amara was more silent, so it was difficult to semy can be closer to amara.
amara is grateful to have two families who always support her when she is down, they are ready to support her to rise again.
seriate....