That Poor Boy Is My Son
episode 2 The poor baby was born
aunt nina is the younger sister of amara's mother, aunt nina and her family live in sukabumi. she has 2 children. The first daughter of amara's age, amara, the two boys are still in the 4th grade of elementary school.
amara's mother decided to stay at aunt nina's house for a while, until the child in the amara's birth, was born,
amara and her mother left Jakarta.
that day aunt nina's husband picked up amara and her mother in Jakarta.
aunt nina who told amara and her mother to live in sukabumi. aunty nina felt sorry and could not bear to see her brother and nephew had to bear a very heavy burden, he said, in addition, they only live alone without a brother in Jakarta, Amara's mother has long been alone without a husband beside her.
amara's mother will postpone amara school, until the problems faced by amara are finished. until amara gives birth to a baby and the psychological is stable.
right now amara's mother is only focused on amara.There is nothing she thinks about other than her daughter.
amara therefore had to postpone her schooling first.
it has not been 3 months amara and her mother live in sukabumi.
during that time Amara never went out of the room, she was just moody and daydreaming more.
time spent in the room doing nothing.
amara looked thin and increasingly unkempt.
his mother was very worried to see the condition of amara at this time.in addition she was pregnant with a baby, the longer the bigger filled his entrails.
what a heartbreaking sight.
her mother never gave up encouraging amara.she was sure someday amara will rise again like before, amara is jolly and fun.
that afternoon her mother approached Amara in her room.Amara looked silent staring out through the window of her room, her gaze empty.
"the amara.."
his mother called out to amara and made amara look shocked and aghast almost falling.At the instant her daydreams froze.His gaze turned to her mother who was standing right beside him.
without saying - another word amara turned her face back to the outside.not angry or upset but her heart was very sick when she saw her mother.
a strong woman who always supported and raised him alone.
but right now amara is only carrying disgrace and burden for her mother.
'' baby, I know it's hard, but our lives have to go on, there's no way we're going to keep going like this. someday we'll get through all this, as long as we get up."
amara's mother said while holding amara's shoulder.
the tears could not be contained anymore.amara's mother continued to shed her tears.
amara was silent, with a blank stare and still looking outwards.
long her mother cried, Amara suddenly responded to her mother.Amara had long never talked to anyone including her own mother.
he was like an undead, and was reluctant to do anything.
"i'm tired mom. I don't want to be like this" Amara hugged her mother, crying loudly.
"i have to how mom?" amara asked her mother again, her embrace getting tighter and her crying getting louder.
it was as if he was taking out all the burdens he had borne for months.
"i'm not strong mom, I can't."
amara screamed as it happened.
her mother could only be speechless and calm amara, though,
"it's enough you're like this, son, if you keep going what about mom, I only have you"
her mother tried to convince Amara
''I don't want to get pregnant mom, I want to go to school''
amara still has not accepted the reality.
"i don't want this baby mom, I hate it.."
amara still venting her emotions
"my future is ruined because of this child ma'am, this child shouldn't be in my stomach, I don't want it."
amara is hysterical
"after I give birth, I want you to take this baby away, I'll never want to see this baby"
amara looked at her mother.
amara's mother just fell silent her gaze was empty, as if there were no words she could take out anymore.
amara's mother knows that at this time her son is still very hard hit, whatever advice he gives will certainly never be heard by amara.
his mother ended her conversation with Amara, because things were out of control.His mother stood up and left the amara still seemed emotional.
that's how Amara went through his days in sukabumi.
until amara's stomach grew and gave birth to a tiny baby, a very beautiful baby girl.
after her son was born, Amara did not want to see him.
he refused to meet the poor baby.
" dear.do you don't want to see your baby.he's so funny"
amara's mother tries to persuade Amara to see the baby she just gave birth to.
"i don't want to ma'am, please don't force me"
amara said a little loudly
''this baby only brings shit mom, why don't you die"
amara said emotionally
her mother simply fell silent not a word came out of her mouth because she knew the circumstances would not allow her to argue, in a state of amara being emotional
''ma'am, please take the baby away, I can give it to someone else or give it to an orphanage"
amara's determination is already round, she wants the baby she gave birth to go away and will never meet her again.
amara's still unstable, she's just a spoiled child.
he still looks very selfish
"no son, I'll take care of him"
replied his mother loudly
"he's just a baby who doesn't know what.
she's not amara's fault"
her mother said while crying, she just didn't want Amara to be a bad person and regretted everything for the rest of her life.
" all babies are born holy, out of nowhere and from whom they are born, if we throw them away, we will bear the sin of a lifetime"
her mother kept convincing amara
" if you don't want her, I'll take care of her, let's just say this baby's your sister"
she will take care of her baby Amara
''where may I think of him as a sister, every time I see him the shadow comes again ma'am, I hate it all''
yell amara full of hate
''did you choose me or the child? ''
ask her mother, Amara,
"mother cannot choose amara, you and this baby are the offspring of mother"
her mother started to get emotional
"well, that means you chose the baby over me"
amara looks disappointed
"mother will not choose anyone"
answer his mother
"then let me stay with my father in Semarang, I want to calm down, I want to go to school again"
amara said emotionally
her mother was just speechless, her tears were unceasingly dripping, her mouth shaking
"maybe it'd be better for you, son, if you stayed with your father there, I hope you won't remember"
her mother is trying to toughen up. There may be a point too, if amara lives with her father in Semarang, she will start a new life there.
amara looks disappointed with her mother's answer, actually she does not want to leave her own mother in Jakarta.
her mother had to work alone running a cake business, she had several cake shops in Jakarta.
even his plan this year was to open a new branch, but all failed because of a major event that befell Amara.
