
Arshaka grabbed Keynna's hand, holding her in the middle of the firefly scene in the forest garden.
"Do I still have a chance?"
Hearing this, Keynna fell silent.
Only the sounds of crickets and insects of the night were heard. Accompanying the sudden silence on Arshaka's question. And honestly, Keynna doesn't know what to say.
His gaze led to a firefly whose light dimmed. The firefly was in the most prominent place until he seemed to be the center of attention. Suddenly the light disappeared. Instantly the existence of the fireflies is no longer known.
"Key.."
Uncompleted Arshaka spoke, Keynna released Arshaka's grip on his hand.
"Gue.got it." replied Keynna without looking at Arshaka's face.
Arshaka. He is not sure why his love statement was rejected by Keynna.
"Why?" ask Arshaka in the end.
Keynna sighed softly, she still did not look at Arshaka.
"Gue is not ready to be hurt or betrayed anymore. I'm not ready to be alone anymore."
"Look at me, Key." Arshaka asserted.
"Gue knows it's ridiculous, but-"
"Key, "cut Arshaka. Keynna. "Gear me in the eye." he said softly.
Keynna sighed again, his expression was no good. He wet his lips first then looked at Arshaka's eyes.
"Gue is not ready to be a firefly that when the light is gone, is forgotten. I'm like papa to mama."
After saying that, Keynna left Arshaka alone.
Arshaka did not chase after him, he was frozen in place. The man's eyes stared at the group of fireflies still dancing beside him.
***
The morning arrived. Keynna came to class in a somber mood. Of course because of Arshaka's confession. He couldn't sleep well because he kept thinking.
"Morning, Key." greet Lisa and Anna as Keynna passes by her seat.
"Morning." answered Keynna quietly. He said nothing more and sat down.
Lisa and Anna look at each other confused when they realize that Keynna is not as usual. They turned around, facing Keynna's desk.
"Lo why? Your face is so tangled that the cake of clothes hasn't been ironed in years."
Keynna just shook his head. He was lazy to tell.
"For the singles!" raffa's new exclamation followed Panji and Regan who stared tiredly.
"Again, Keynna. It's a pity you didn't see how I confessed yesterday" said Raffa in a disappointed tone.
Keynna just smiled forcefully.
"Successful ways?" whispered Keynna.
Lisa rolled a lazy eyeball, "If she was rejected, she wouldn't be that cool. Original, once they date, Raffa turns bucin to Jessi!" lisa.
"Here the name is also dating people, you do not bucin ya mampusin left." said Anna.
"Yes, but not Ann as well. Shadow us again bbq but Raffa gave everything to Jessi, Jessi even slept in the van instead of a tent and we were not allowed to sleep there because he said very narrow. I'm so original, where are many more mosquitoes!" murmur Lisa.
"Love makes people blind as stupid." comments Keynna.
Tok
The pennant suddenly knocked on the blackboard. All the attention of the students is directed towards it.
"Okay guys, today I'm the class president whose good looks are the equivalent of Lee Jong Suk--"
"Iuhhh." boisterous all the schoolgirls, tired of hearing the sickening Panji's words.
Panji raised both hands, "Kalem dong, mbak boss. I'm kidding." he said casually.
"Buruan Panji, what are you talking about?!" exclaim Lisa.
"On the 32nd Cakra Sports Arts Week. We have to know who will represent our class. Okay, I don't mean, who wants to, willing to be born inward. Forward."
All the students of class XII IPA-1 whispered to each other. They began to discuss with each other who were roughly suitable.
Anna looked left, and she spoke, "Eh, it would be a long time. Show me." he suggested.
"Yes, really. Or don't you have a list of participants?" lisa Timpal.
"Udin." said Panji. She opened her phone and started reading out a list of names she thought could be her class representative
"Make the relay run princess, 3N, Nanda, Nina, Nisya and Keynna. How 3N+K, agree?"
The 3N(?) I agree with Keynna. He used to be athletic, especially running.
"OK, 3N+K is our class's women's relay team. Applause."
Prok
"Continue, to the swimming pool of the daughter, this is very clear who will be the vice. The 2019 Olympic swimming champion, Dito Aryadika and Lalisa Candrakirana."
"Gue?" sela Lisa was shocked.
"Yes, lo. Who else here whose name looks like Lisa Blackpink would want to be named?"
Lisa was annoyed to hear it. He immediately shook his head, "Gue doesn't want to!" reject it.
"Why? You're a swimming jago, right? I'm sure the ability of your feet is equivalent to a paddle tail of a fish." said Regan loudly.
All the students laughed at her while Lisa directly threw the eraser at Regan.
"Udah deh Lis, I agree. When else do you wear tight clothes at the end of school?" wheeze Keynna.
"Yes, show me your sexy body." - timpal Raffa.
The pennant immediately threw his shoes right into Raffa's face until the guy fell over.
"Lo's mouth is guarded ya, you fucking lo!" as if Panji is upset.
Lisa scrunched her forehead confused, when Panji was even angry instead of her. "Wait, shouldn't I be angry? But thank you Panji, I made a run-and-mouth full of jigong!" emotion Lisa.
"All right, I'm kidding you times. Not cool, a clash of doldrums." lamented Raffa.
"Moreover." cut Anna apart.
"Thanks to Anna, two new kids. Okay, go on to badminton. If this is clearly the Rey who he says looks like Jonathan Cristie who will go forward. The girl...gue hasn't been caught."
Anna suddenly brandished her hand, "Gue!" yells.
All the students' eyes immediately turned towards him as well as Regan who was immediately shocked to hear that Anna was not a self-sufficient.
"Oh, you want to follow?" ask Panji.
Anna nodded but Regan interrupted, "Somewhat. Anna won't follow." he said.
"Why?" ask Lisa.
Regan wavers, shit she's talking without thinking.
"The point is not." insisted Regan, "Anna, you come with me." Regan suddenly pulls Anna's arm and takes the girl out of class.
"Why are there two kids? Regan's attitude is very strange again." said Lisa.
Keynna just kept quiet.
"Okay, make our badminton chick tough first. Continue to basketball, the names are ready from long ago. I, Raffa, Agan, Bimo, Bayu and Arshaka." said Panji.
Keynna. He had been wondering where Arshaka was going.
"That's it." point the pennant at the classroom door. It looks like Arshaka just came with his flat face as usual.
But Arshaka's gaze suddenly led to Keynna. The Keynna that was suddenly stared at instantly froze. He tried to take his eyes off but could not. Arshaka looked at him as if he wanted to chop him alive over yesterday's rejection. Well, Keynna has insulted Arshaka's self-esteem probably.
"Saka, lo basketball yes, kayak ordinary." said Panji.
Saka decided his gaze, he looked at Panji.
"Gue doesn't follow." generally.
All the students were shocked and in disbelief. An Arshaka who is good at basketball has even been in the national basketball team, ?, former basketball chairman last year and obviously very fond of basketball, suddenly refused to compete?
"Why?" raffa asked in shock.
Arshaka did not answer, he looked at Keynna again. Keynna lost face to shame and guilt.
"This isn't. I'm out this year." said Arshaka. After that, the guy suddenly left the classroom.
All the students in particular Panji and Raffa became confused by Arshaka's sudden decision. They do not know why the former head of basketball Cakra did not want to participate in the last game at Cakra.
"It's weird, Key, you know why Arshaka didn't follow?" lisa turned her body towards Keynna.
Keynna who was asked like that just sighed softly. His face was frustrated and depressed.
"I think it's because of me." I'm Keynna.
Lisa scrunched her forehead not understanding, "What do you mean?"
***
Brakes
Lisa kicked down the cafeteria table hard, "Lo reject Arshaka?!" his screeches.
Keynna hurriedly shut Lisa's mouth. As a result of that shout, all the students who were at lunch in the cafeteria immediately glanced at their desks.
"Don't be hard, bego. How'd it sound?" hiss Keynna upset.
"Lagian lo there-there is. Crazy, Key. If I were lo, Arshaka's ex-model shot me again, I'd have!" lisa's screaming in flames.
Keynna gave a rough sigh. "Gue tau's. I'm now worried that Saka is getting angry with me and away from me. I was also afraid that he would not participate in the basketball game because of me."
"But why did you refuse him?" lisa didn't think.
"That's..."
"Gue thought you still had the same feeling as him. The opposite is true."
"Gue just isn't ready for CLBK. My relationship with Saka used to end badly. I'm just afraid that if we repeat the same process, the results will be the same." explains Keynna.
"Keynna, not necessarily repeat the same process, the results will also be the same. For example, you make steamed bread, the process is the same but the results of the cake even bantet. Elo, is that all right? Why don't you try to fix it, find out which one is wrong and repeat the process with a solution that you have found. Do you think the bread is still on?"
Keynna again sighed softly. He put his head on the table.
"Gue's fucked up, Lis." she said listlessly. Lisa simply rubbed Keynna's hair to calm her down.
***
Regan takes Anna to the backyard. As soon as they stopped, Anna instantly jerked Regan's grasp.
Regan let out a rough sigh, she looked at Anna with an unusual look.
"Why do you think of yourself?" regan didn't think about Anna's brain.
"Why problem? My rights are going to cake, not to, it's up to me."
"Yes if you're healthy but you're-" Regan doesn't continue. He rubbed his hair rough.
"Gan, I understand your feelings. I know I'm sick but I want to enjoy everything in my life happily. I want to appreciate everything that exists." explained Anna.
Regan's gaze softened, she clasped Anna's hand.
"But physically you can't, Ann. There are still many things that you can enjoy but not with the physical torment you. I'm afraid you're relapsing."
Anna smiled faintly, "Again. I beg. I want to join the last sports competition here." pinta Anna.
Regan's gaze turned dislikeful, "What do you mean by last?" the sarcasm.
"Gan, I know I won't be here much longer. Everything I haven't tried will be my last." said Anna Lirih.
"Ann, you're still a long life. There is no such thing as the last. You can try everything any number of times." Regan panicked.
Suddenly Anna's tears came, "I felt like I was loving myself every time my tears fell. But who knows about the condition of my body is me."
Regan held back her cries, she had also become sensitive and whiny easily lately. Especially when thinking about Anna's condition that does not improve. His cancer cells continue to gnaw every brain cell and have now spread to other parts of the body. Chemotherapy means nothing.
"Gue beg Gan. My permission." pinta Anna.
Regan breathed a heavy breath. It felt like his chest was heavy to talk to Anna.
Regan nodded, "Okay, I'm letting you."
Anna smiled in relief, "Thanks, Regan."
"But inget so you feel tired or not strong, stop. Even if you're gonna win." Regan remembers.
Anna nodded steadily, "Lo just calm down."
Regan smiled, she rubbed Anna's beret gently.
Drrt
A notification appeared on Anna's phone..He saw a new post on the school account. And the contents of the post made Anna glare in shock.
"Why Ann?" ask Regan.
"Open up" replied Anna still in shock.
Regan who did not know anything immediately opened her phone and a post notification on their school account appeared. Regan opened it. But just like Anna, Regan was also surprised by the contents. He shut his mouth.
***
"The point is Key, I want you to think of this from your heart. Regardless of your past, if for example Saka makes you happy, why don't you try defense again."
Lisa and Keynna were still chatting in the cafeteria. But then Lisa and Anna's phones went off. Lisa checked the notification that appeared.
"Key.." Lisa called Keynna in a panic after seeing the post.
Keynna looked up, his eyes looking tired. "What?"
"Look at that." Lisa shows her phone screen to Keynna.
Keynna read it and his eyes widened.
"It's..." Keynna didn't know what to say. He was too shocked and shocked.
"Arshaka Juna Aldebaran, the most wanted boy Cakra turns out to be the ex-Kynna, Alfaro's girlfriend's new student. It's a little title like what?!" lisa is upset.
Keynna read the post and saw it on his phone.
...Arshaka Juna Aldebaran, the most wanted boy Cakra turns out to be the ex-Kynna, Alfaro's girlfriend's new student....
BREAKING NEWS: Arshaka, the dream boy of all Cakra schoolgirls, has dated Keynna, who is a new student. News circulated from their Junior High friends, that they started dating since 8th grade but had to end one year later. The reason is unknown, but many say that they broke up because Keynna went to America to accompany her nyokap who was divorced from her bokap
But after two years, they meet again in Cakra, one class and one bench again! All students of class XII IPA-1 A already know about their relationship but choose to keep it secret. And rumors circulated again that Alfaro, the language genius who is a former friend of Arshaka was dating Keynna after circulating photos of them both together in the mall.
And the hottest news of love this segita is Arshaka shot Keynna again but because at that time Keynna had been dating Alfaro, Keynna nolak Arshaka. This refusal led Arshaka to withdraw from the basketball championship this year.
Curious about the evidence, their photos will be posted on the next slide huh.