Tears And Love's

Tears And Love's
Part Eight



“Hei?”


“Why?”


“Sora ... lo?”


“Amora Sasi January. Lo


can call me Amora.”


“A—Amora Sasi?”


“Iya, why?”


“What you used to be


stay in Malang?”


“Instead what lo


have I ever lived in Malang or not? I never lived in


Malang.”


“Name you same as me. But, the one who makes


sasi's name is a lot. Maybe I was wrong.”


Amoras


sitting in the balcony of his room. A light breeze slapped his smooth cheek.


The conversation earlier this afternoon with Sora was still ringing in his mind like


a recording that is being played repeatedly.


Have I known Sora before, have you? How am I


feel so familiar with how he looks?! But I don't know much


about my past. Have I ever known Sora?


“You


why, Honey? How to daydream?” asked Bu Nita who was suddenly sitting at the side


Amoras.


Amoras


a little jolted when he heard the voice of his mother.


“Eh


Mom, ngagetin aja.”


“You


why, Honey? Any problems?” ask her mother for attention.


Amoras


shook slowly.


“Amora


no problem, Ma. Amora is just confused.”


“Bingung


why,Sayang? Same lesson at school, huh?”


Again and again


Amora shook her head slowly.


“Not


really, Ma. Not important thing.”


“Kalo


you have a problem, do not hesitate to tell the same story Mama,” said Bu Nita while


gently stroking Amora's hair.


“Iya,


Ma.”


Amoras


blow his napps slowly. Something was in his heart when


these. But he still hesitated to reveal the wedge in his heart. With movement


slowly Amora turned her head and looked at her mother who was now smiling


staring sky.


“Ma


…,” call him slowly.


“Iya?


Why, Honey?”


“Ehm


….”


“Why?”


“Ehm, ,


Amora can it not, Ma?” Amora bit her lower lip to cover up


his nervousness.


“Boleh


dongs. What do you want?” tanya Bu Nita enthusiastic.


“Ehm, ,


but answer honestly, yes, Ma?”


“Iya,


Dear. What do you want?”


“Ehm


… did we ever live in Malang, Ma?” ask Amora carefully. “What first


before or after Mama adopted Amora, we have lived in Malang?”


“Kita


never lived in the city! We lived in Jakarta! Even Mama


adopted you at one of the orphanages in Jakarta. Not in Malang!” answer


her mother was quick and firm.


Amoras


bowing his head deeply while biting his lower lip. I guess there are no guys


the relationship is the same me, inner Amora.


why did he feel sad when he heard the answer from his mother. Far away at the bottom


he was very hopeful that Sora was a person from the past


his past. Because if Sora really is a person from his past, surely Amora can


get information about his birth parents. Despite that possibility


very thin.


“Althought


why are you like that Amora?”


Amoras


raised his head and looked at Bu Nita who was now looking at him


straight-up.


“Ngak


why-what, Ma.”


Bu


Nita looked at Amora in disbelief. He is not that easy to believe in speech


Amoras. Amora's current expression was extremely unconvincing to him.


“You


to be honest with Mama, why are you doing that? My mother has been raising


you know that you can't hide anything from Mama.


Same story Mama, Amora.”


“Amora


it's really okay, Mom. Amora is just a fad like that.


Hehe .. because Amora wants a vacation to Malang. Same with Anton story


about their holidays in Malang. I think it's exciting, Ma. Somewhen we


holidays to Malang aja yuk, Ma?” amora tried to be as enthusiastic as possible.


“Hm, ,


yes already, later Mama told your papa if you want a vacation in Malang.


Hope your dad wants!” exclaims Bu Nita.


“Follows


Ma ...,” sahut Amora enthusiastic and immediately embraced Bu Nita.


***


Yogis


stepping slowly while in the living room in his house.


“Yogi!”


Screeches


hard it makes Yogi's footsteps stop. With lazy Yogi


turning his body facing the origin of the familiar voice.


“Ada


what the hell, Pa?” tanyanya lazy.


“You


from anywhere? It's midnight you just got home! And why don't you


school today?” asked Mr. Andre with overflowing emotions.


Yogis


raised his hand lazily and shook it.


“Yogi!


Papa is talking to you!” peekik Pak Andre upset.


“I


tired, I want a break!” The yogi continues to climb the stairs, without any lubrication


papa's words.


“Yogi!


If you don't stop like this, Papa won't think of you as a child


Papa again!” threaten Mr. Andre. This time his patience was over.


Yogis


smiling to hear his papa bluff. He is immune to everything


the bluff his papa has been throwing since he was a kid.


“Papas


don't you want to think of me as Papa's son anymore? Hem, that, is it Papa's will from


back then. Since my mom died, my dad has changed a lot. Papa married again


Nia and love Sora more than me. The Papa's biological son


really Sora or me, Pa?” ask Yogi as calmly as possible. Trying not


he was consumed and consumed by his emotions.


“Yogi!”


snapped Mr. Andre again. “You don't deserve to talk like that. Anyways, anyway,


Nia is already your mother. And as for Sora, Papa was never picky.


All the affection that Papa gave me, Papa shared equally. You should have been


I can follow Sora's attitude. Your job is just wandering and fiddling. No


never stay home!”


“Udah


ah, Pa. Yogi males. Yogi tired. Sora's better than me, and


that's also what makes Papa choose kasih.”


“Yogi!”


snapped Mr. Andre. And unknowingly a loud slap landed on Yogi's cheek.


Yogis


he opened his eyes, not believing what he had just received. Bloods


fresh flowing slowly from the edge of his lips. “It turns out that Papa actually chose


love!”