Tears And Love's

Tears And Love's
The Nineteen Part



Sora


driving forward his car to divide the increasingly crowded city of Jakarta. Gusts


the wind that knocked on the windshield of the car accompanied his journey towards


school.


Still


vividly remembered in his mind about his companionship with Amora even for a moment.


Somehow his little heart became convinced that Sasi and Amora were the ones who


same. Although he had to ignore the reality that said that Sasi had


passed away.


Leave him


and those who love him. Leaving him that holds the feeling


more for the girl. Sora had already accepted the fact that Sasi had already


died. But since seeing Amora, his heart has been in turmoil. His heart says


if Sasi is alive and Amora is Sasi.


Sora


I feel comfortable next to Amora. Wanted to grab it and take it


into his arms. Hugged the girl and wouldn't let her go


life again. That Amora really is Sasi.


However


unfortunately, Amora is not Sasi. That girl was just an ordinary girl by chance


it has some similarities with Sasi. The sasi that have died.


However


there's no harm, is there if he hopes so? Not that there is still a gap


to rise a hope above all events. Even though that hope


infinitesimal.


“Sasi, ,


did you see how my life was after you left? Maybe people think this


love of monkey. A feeling that only arises for a child who has not


know well what love is. The usual feeling is easy to come and easy too


go awayl. But for me, this feeling is different. I really like you from


in my heart. I like equally you are sincere as it is,” said Sora lirih.


Sora


stop the car and pull it off on the side of the road. He lowered his head in


over his folded hands on the steering wheel.


“Stays


can I see you again, Sas? Why do you want to leave me? Do I still exist


hope to see you again?” Sora laughed bitterly after saying so. Him


really feel stupid to have stated the impossible things will happen in


real life.


Slowly


sora's laughter stopped. Tears were already hanging in her eyes. With


quickly he raised his head and wiped his tears before completely


fall to earth.


“Cowok


can't cry, Sora!” he said to himself.


Strongest


exertion, Sora tried to smile. Although in the end it is only one


a forced smile that had managed to form on his face. Sora took a deep breath


to neutralize his chaotic feelings.


“Gue


kangen same elo. I love you elo, Sasi.”


***


Amoras


still couldn't get his dream out of his mind last night. There's something


from the dream that makes it seem to stick tightly in the memory of Amora. The girl looks


if there is something in the heart of his friend.


“Lo


why, Ra?” tanya Tania finally. After the big question mark appeared on


her head.


Amoras


shakes slowly with lethargy.


“Gue


no pa-pa really, Tan,” Amora replied.


Tania


scrunched his forehead. He did not believe Amora's words that easily. Him


I know what Amora is like. The always cheerful girl was not


it once looked as crumpled as it is today.


“Nby the way


it's the same me. Lo why? Not usually lo kayak gini, Ra,” go after Tania.


Amoras


he looked at Tania with worry. What


I should tell you this same thing Tania? But .. Tania didn't know that I was


amnesia, inner Amora hesitates.


“Hei, ,


how much did he do anyway?” tanya Tania, disperse the short daydream of Amora.


“Ah ... eh ..?”


Tania


chuckling softly at Amora's expression.


“Ngak


get tense with his face. Just a few times, Ra. Haha .. I don't know


you want to tell me what not. I was just joking around, you know!” tania


while laughing loosely.


Amoras


immediately pouted when he saw Tania laughing. With anxiety he pinched the stomach


Tania who felt amused from laughing.


“Laughter


aja keep on lo until satisfied.”


“Haha .…”


“Althought


funny?” amora says. Pretend larking.


“Funny


lah's. If it's not funny, I can't laugh. Haha .…”


“Hu


basic lo, Tan!” cibir Amora laughs with Tania.


Amoras


turn his eyes to the classroom door. That was when he saw Sora


going to class. Sora looked at the girl and instantly gave the girl away


that's his warm smile.


Moments


it was Amora feeling that strange feeling was coming back to ambush her. Without a doubt Amora


returning Sora's smile was no less warm. I don't care if at that time


his heart was like it wanted to jump out.


“Ciee


who again falls in love ...,” tease Tania because Amora is still smiling despite Sora


now he sits in his chair.


Instantaneously


amora's face immediately flushed.


“Ish, what the hell, anyway?”