
...Miras...
...Jim...
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"You don't want to hold on to me?" ask Jim to Mira.
The evening sky bears witness to this togetherness. Mira was surprised by Jim's question. He still seemed hesitant to fight Jim because he was not used to it. But Jim understands quite well how a kid of Mira's age. Jim held Mira's hand from the front. He wrapped both of Mira's hands around her stomach. As a result Mira was turned upside down instantly.
"Put your head on my shoulder."
Jim finally said that. Mira's heart was touched. The wind of the ride that blows bears witness to the warmth that Mira feels. Jim treated her well. In the end, Mira puts her head on Jim's shoulder. He was enjoying the comfort Jim had given him. Jim smiled behind his helmet. That feeling grew in his heart. Jim loved Mira.
Her night...
Brother Jim, thank you. You were so protective of me today. You also drove me to the front of the house even though you did not dare to enter it. Can I say that I like you?
As a teenager, that love can come at any time. Puberty is the time when the turmoil of the young adult develops. Almost adorn every corner of the heart that is affected. And sometimes someone who's been affected, gets drunk on love. Same with Mira. But Mira also realized with her feelings. He should not be excessive because it can make Jim ilfeel to him. Mira has to be mediocre.
While Jim himself seemed to think about the journey he had gone through today. He sat on the bed, in his small room. Under the outside lights that illuminated his room. He thought about Mira. The figure of the girl who with all her heart tried to make her laugh. Jim's logic fights with his feelings. He was worried about missteps.
"I can't help you. But I can be your strength. You can tell me, brother."
And that's what Mira said in Jim's heart. Jim had to admit if he needed Mira as a place to tell stories. But he was also afraid of his feelings.
I'm worried if he really likes it and he likes me too. I don't know what this feeling is in my heart. I have to admit that I was happy with him. But I'm also afraid that this feeling is just an escape. I was afraid to hurt her heart.
Jim just got hurt. He betrayed his girlfriend who had been in a relationship for five years. And when that happened, Mira came to give strength to him. Jim realized that he needed Mira. But he was afraid of being dissolved and swept away to his feelings. Jim was afraid that liking Mira was just an escape. Jim didn't want to hurt Mira.
He's too small for me. He was only fifteen years old. I have been twenty-five years. We are ten years apart. But he can be mature when he's with me. Does he have the same taste for me? Mira, please don't hurt your heart. Because I don't want to hurt him. Don't expect more from me.