teacher killer turns out to be widower

The True Feelings

Tonight the sky looks very quiet without a single star that radiates adorning the night. Dawn who was enjoying the solitude of the night sky in his yard, many times he let out a tired breath when thinking about his relationship with Fia. He kept thinking where would he take his relationship with Fia?

'Are I too imposing my desire to get married and make Fia to be my wife I asked in the silence of the night.'

His mother's words made him keep thinking and keep asking what should he do for now? Her mother's wishes were the same as her wishes, and her son's wishes but it didn't seem to be the wishes of the person she loved.

'Are I making this decision in a hurry without thinking about the feelings of young Fia, who still wants to enjoy her youth in accordance with children her age.'

'Was Fia forced to accept this relationship or was I just making a mind load for her at that time? He didn't want to be blamed if I died then? Ah can be crazy I thought marriage doang. I don't want to get married well. I raped Lo Fi repeatedly to get pregnant, if pregnant right Lo mo do not mo ask for the same responsibility I.'oceh Fajar while looking at the sky imagining the face of Fia.

The cell phone that was in his pocket kept ringing and breaking Dawn from his reverie. Seeing the name listed on the screen of his mobile phone incoming calls from the woman of his beloved whom he had been avoiding.

"Why did he call? Why must now Fi, do not know what if I think of myself Lo again. I avoided you again. I'm afraid to interfere or impose my will again the same lo."awning that would not pick up his phone from Fia.

Aaaarrrrrrggghhhhhh.

Fajar prefers to turn off his phone because he does not want to be disturbed by Fia. He didn't care if Fia was angry or upset with him. Fajar wanted himself at this moment to think about what he should do in order for his relationship with Fia to be no element of coercion from either side.

Forcing his desires and desires or succumbing to fulfill the desires and dreams of the woman he loves requires a spacious heart for Dawn. Must be willing if he gives Fia a chance to make her dream come true. Including willing if many men will come to tease him.

If indeed the love of Dawn makes itself selfish and forces its desire to make Fia hurt or make Fia forced it is not what Fajar expects. According to the Dawn of marriage it must be done with a heart that both love each other and want each other sago. So it's better to realize Fia's dream first than to make a decision that Dawn wants but will cause unwanted impacts later.

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Even Fia had arrived in front of the house where Dawn now lived. Not the house where he used to visit, but this is a house that he never knew of his existence yesterday Fia has been looking for information about where the existence of Dawn is today.

"Who are you? the nights here?" reprimand the figure of a man who uses a security uniform with a nametage right Dadang.

"Oh sorry sir Is this really the house of Mr. Dawn?" ask Fia.

"Yes, this is the house of the lord of Dawn. Where's neng from?" ask Dadang.

"I'm his less student Mr. Fajar sir. I was told to come here with him for Less. He can't house me because it's too far from his house Mr. Fajar, sir." said Fia who had made an alibi.

"He was his disciple, Mr. Fajar. Please enter the motorbike parking at my post. But there was a lot of her less students who came here. Usually mah to his other house." explained Dadang.

"meaning?" Fia who did not understand what was said by Dadang and followed him from behind after parking his bike.

"This is the house of Mr. Fajar for his future wife. So he never had a student even his office friends who played here. But how was he even told to come here? Is it void, Mr. Fajar married to Ms. Fia?"

"Mom Fia?" asked Fia who was shocked her name was called.

"Iya Bu Fia, Mr. Fajar make this home for his future wife whose name is Fia Fia ntu neng. The yard of his house was aja Pak Fajar who asked to be planted with his favorite flowers Bu Fia, unfortunately it has been lazy to try early in the morning if not neng this afternoon can see really good use in the backyard."

"It must be good sir, the people of his house is very big sir" said Fia who was amazed to see the beauty of the house that he thought was like a palace.

"Well by the front of the entrance, Neng entered alone inside while calling her Fajar sir, because the maid here came home in the afternoon stone back again tomorrow morning. I also have to guard the gate, what neng neng left alone." asked Dadang.

"Oiya sir, calm down. I can call his Dawn sir while waiting." said Fia who was still amazed to see the entire room in front of his eyes.