teacher killer turns out to be widower

Feelings of Dilemma

Dawn Pov

I tried many times to recall, what attitude and nature I had been doing while I was with Fia. The brain in my head was thinking, am I over-exercising my own will without thinking about what Fia wanted? or I'm the one who wants to have her too much, until I'm being selfish in this relationship.

But I did not find any reason that made me turn on or realize that it was inappropriate for my attitude and nature while with him. It was impressed that during my love for her only clapped one hand.

Jealousy for wanting the woman we love to be ours. It can be described which partner can or willingly share his own partner to others.

Moreover, the other person is a friend of our own partner who we already know for ourselves that he has feelings for our partner. What would we do if that was all we saw and felt? want to boycott our partner with legal lebel right? alias wedding. It is certain especially if our age and material is enough or can support our partner certainly. Plus the status and feelings that have long been widowed to want to have a woman who can accompany her days together is the greatest desire of all men.

The selfishness that makes me want her to always be in my grasp. That's for sure, because it would be easier for me to keep him from guys who crave even chasing him. Especially if we ever know that our partner once loved someone and it turns out now someone loved by our partner reciprocates his love. It's like two people fighting to get what they like.

The fear of our partner turning away from us most likely it must be there. Especially if we know the beginning of our relationship without a sense of being avenged by our partner aka love clapping one hand. Made him our partner because of our compulsion.

At that time I realized that it is true that the name of the feeling we can not force. Same with my relationship with Fia. I understand that Fia loved Riki from the beginning they met until now, and vice versa.

I love him when I understand and know his nature and behavior.

Teenage girl but behaves like she is not a girl but towards a boy aka tomboy, easy going, easy going, suble and annoying for always answering all the words spoken by me when I worry about his condition that I never expected many things he did too dangerous himself.

Therefore, I always limit all activities that Fia has done so far. I was afraid that such an attitude of mine was driving her away from my side and hated me. Feeling constrained and deprived of his freedom in his life.

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"You even asked why? who should ask that Mamih. Why until now you have not succeeded in becoming Fia's wife" said Mamih Fajar with a hostile tone.

"Need time, Mih." Relaxed Dawn while scaring the question of the woman who had given birth to her.

"How long is it gonna take, Jar? this has almost wanted two months, Fia school farewell event already, graduation is also waiting what else? wait Mamih you didn't just get married? Are you waiting for your new weathered widower to get married?" senewon Sri's.

"Yes that's not Mih" replied Fajar who was in a dilemma.

"Yes if that's not it? what else do you have to wait for? Jar denger Mamih words yes! Same with Papih you are old. We both want to see our grandchildren have a mother figure, just like the other children. If you have not accelerated Fia's marriage. You want your big son to lack the affection of a mother. Mamih mah can be a mother for Rio, but you know Rio already understand that Mamih's affection is the same as Rio's affection for a grandmother. You think Jar, Rio not long to go to school when many children want to know in various things.if you realize where the figure of his mother, how? when he saw friends have a sister, how? you answered because his father was a widower, his mother went with another man?"

"That's not Mih."

"What is that? People until the day you still haven't invited Fia's bedroom family. Inget loh Jar, Fia is already a very mother criterion for Rio. Do not slow you. The hunt turns away from you. Nangis bombay you. Mumpung Fia there is a sense of the same you, have dared to say like you. So in a sneak, a faded hound tastes just like you, how?"

"Yes Mih. Fajr try as soon as possible we get married." said Fajar.

"Yes, Mamih do'ain let Fia accept your proposal. If it has been accepted, Mamih can return no need for holiday threesome continues the same Papih Rio as well. Kan Mamih also wants a holiday with Mamih's daughter-in-law later." want Sri.

"Yes Mih." said Dawn briefly while hanging up her mobile phone.

'Sorry Mih, it seems like Dawn still can not be sure when Dawn can marry Fia. Now Fajr can only make Fia comfortable cramming this relationship with Dawn without feeling depressed. Dawn also wants Fia to deepen the feeling of this relationship. Fajr does not want Mih, Fia is sad just because of the things she does not want to do and she wants. Although Fajar also wants to, but if Fia does not want to? Fajar also felt guilty, as if Fajar had no heart. Sorry Mih. Dawn could not see Fia sad or depressed about this relationship.' said Fajar lirih.