Teach Me Ustadz
The Part 52
Alira accidentally shed tears then she went away but the fate of the phone that Alira was holding fell and it was heard by barra and Fadil. Barra turned his head he saw alira who was about to leave the room, with tears dripping down unintentionally
" Alira, dear.." call barra, alira keeps walking away from the room. Barra ran after Alira who walked a little fast.Alira rubbed her tears that fell she fooled herself why the tears should fall. alira then sat in the hospital garden he was not strong to walk again his head dizzy wanted to faint feeling.
Barra approached him sitting next to Alira in his grasp of alira's cold hand.Alira was still trying to control herself not wanting to cry in front of Barra. In his embrace alira into Barra's arms he knew his wife was crying.
" i'm sorry, I didn't tell you if I was here.sorry". Barra said while still in Alira's arms.
" it's okay mas, alira is wrong. alira entered the life of mas barra without permission, forgive alira mas".
" no dear, you are innocent of all destiny. mas sincerely very sincere because mas love you very much." barra did not want to take off his embrace to Alira he did not care even though there were eyes that looked towards them.
" Mba Aisyah needs Barra's mas, she needs Barra's mas more than alira".
" If you love me you'll need me Ra, tell me you don't need me" Barra said.
" alira healthy mas different from mba Aisyah, mba Aisyah really need mas barra. mas saw earlier heard your speech mba Aisyah immediately responded.
" mum knows it's a pity but for this heart no I've replaced it full of you". said barra holding his chest.
Alira held Barra's hand in her kiss a few times but the feeling of barra was very unpleasant. Barra then kissed alira's head inside.
" you love me".
" I love you so much Ra".
" mas tau what was done mba Aisyah, he refused your sermons because he did not want mas barra to feel the loss of himself.mba Aisyah wanted mas barra happy because mba Aisyah loves mas Barra". alira was silent as well as Barra she did not know what he meant to say like that.
" When mas barra loves alira, let alira be happy to see mas Barra happy.
" i'm happy Ra is there beside you I don't need anyone else, Aisha is just a past in my life". Barra's chest felt tight.
" mas, alira did not want to be said selfish inhumanity, mba Aisyah dying mas and he needed mas Barra ". the voice of alira rises and then he controls his emotions again.
" there's a doctor who can cure her Ra , I'm just helping her so she's conscious".
" mas will not be maximal if not become muhrimnya ".
" what do you mean Ra."
" Marry mba Aisyah mas, mas Barra can take care of mba Aisyah without any barrier without fear of sin. mba Aisyah need mas Barra ".
" o Lord Ra why do you think like that, I'm really not ready.it's never in my mind to marry again I already have you the woman I love. I would not be able to lose you Ra." said Barra holding tightly to jemari alira.
" but we are too selfish to let a dying person in plain sight and let it go, it's too evil mas". Barra breathed softly, knowing that his wife had a weak heart, always pitying to see someone who really needed help.
" Ra I don't want to lose you Ra, marrying Aisha is not the best way for us."
" In Islam it is permissible to marry more than one wife even up to four, but I do not want it to happen to me. I can not be fair Ra I can not Ra, Ra, for me, just one. Just one I haven't been able to make you happy Ra. For me what I want is already in you, Ra I don't need anyone else. Enough of you, Alira Zahir is the one I love". Barra rubbed Alira's head gently. Alira sobbed she put her head on her husband's chest and then barra embraced it.
" What about Aisyah mas".
" Aisyah already there to take care of her, there are doctors who keep watching her even doctor Fadil 24 hours every day watching Aisyah". Alira does not know who Fadil is, his relationship with Aisyah.
" i'm sorry I didn't tell you that coming here, I asked Fadil to help Aisyah was just that. mas just don't want to disturb your company with your friend turns out God moves your heart to see me here."
" has eaten hmmm .. "barra diverts the conversation not wanting it to drag on.
" it was in the cafe."
" go home yuk". barra stood on her thrusting hands so that they held each other. Alira then she grabbed the hand of her husband's barra.
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Fadil checked Aisyah again, there has been a change but he could not be forced to immediately realize it. Tomorrow at his request barra returned to come here again, hoping that the situation of Aisyah tomorrow is stable.
" How was Barra here" asked Bilal, who had just come to visit.
" yes, he came here immediately there was a response Aisyah let out her tears"
" Thank God, good then tomorrow we try again."
" Wait more stable then we can try again calling Barra ".
" well thank you, though she's the woman who rejected you but you took good care of her, the professional doctor ".
" ah doctor Bilal could have, love does not have to have a doc. which I do purely because of humanity and indeed if asked about love until this moment love is still there.".
" may you be a match not too late ".
" aamiin, but dear Barra who is still in his heart ".
" Don't back off doctor, no one knows God's next scenario ". Fadil nodded there was a boost of spirit in his heart especially to make Aisyah recover.
Again Aisyah said Barra's name again, Abi and uminya shed tears of sadness.
" wake up tell me why you always say the name barra, Barra already has a wife son.
" had not been forced first, God willing Aisyah will soon be aware". said Fadil then he took a moment out to go to his room, his heart felt sore when Aisyah always called the name Barra.
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