Teach Me Ustadz
The Part 16
the flashback
Aisyah that night let out fresh blood again from her nose, while in the room she was really afraid of him. Without her parents knowing it was happening to her, she said, Aisyah leaned her head against the bathroom wall.she felt her head dizzy, then Aisyah walked to the bed she put her body down so that the blood stopped.
Aisyah fell asleep her head was very dizzy, in her sleep finally the blood stopped. In a third of the night he woke up feeling the weight of his head but it had subsided more than last. The veil covered in blood on the pillowcase was there, Aisyah cleaned it all up and she replaced it with a new one not wanting anyone to know if she was sick.
In the silence of that night Aisha was enthroned with Allah, begging for forgiveness. As if his heart felt so cold he was relieved after performing the evening prayer.
In the morning Aisyah as usual he left for campus, Aisyah riding her motorbike matic alone. His best friend Salma waited for Aisha, she came earlier than before. Salma who was so attentive with her he immediately pulled Aisyah's hand when entering the campus.
" Salma surprised me, what's wrong". asked Aisyah.
" come with me Aisyah come on".
" where will Salma go to see the lecturer first".
" i've been pending his schedule anyway you come with me Aisyah".
" why are you pending Salma ". Salma did not listen to Aisyah's words anymore she pulled Aisyah to get into her car.
Aisha kept silent she did not know what Salma was doing today for her. The car stopped in front of the hospital where Bilal was practicing. Salma had already made an appointment with Bilal's doctor first.
" why are we here Salma." Aisha was slightly upset with Salma.
" i'm worried about you I beg you to come with me, I've made an appointment with Dr. Bilal ".
" i'm okay Salma ".
" we better know what Aisyah really is, already yes we have to see Bilal's doctor before he practices treating many patients ".
" but Salma...".
" Aisha according to me this time." Salma held Aisyah's hand until she entered Bilal's room. There were already two women in hospital clothes preparing a place to be used for Aisyah examination later.
" assalamu'alaikum doctor." said Salma .
" wa'alaikumsalam, please sit ". Aisha and Salma sat down directly in front of Bilal.
" It is ready yes aisyah, the sooner the better not to be too late ". Bilal showed his smile to everyone.
" say God doc." Aisyah gemeteran before she was not ready with a doctor's verdict later.
Two sisters invited Aisyah she was immediately examined by doing a CT scan, blood collection. Aisyah dhikir doctor began to examine her, Bilal sighed harshly what she was worried about now happened to Aisyah. When finished Aisyah and Salma are asked to wait to see the results.
" how dok with Aisyah". asked Salma Bilal looking at the two women in front of him alternately.
" Check up as often as Aisyah if it allows us chemotherapy to kill the cancer cells in you. You have a diagnosis of blood cancer or are called leukemia". Salma is surprised, Aisyah tries to neutralize herself so that her best friend Salma does not panic against her.
" God loves me." said Aisyah while smiling looking strong but not with her heart. Aisha is actually destroyed.
His decision to reject Barra was already unanimous he thought carefully, Aisha against her Istikharah prayer which is actually the name of barra that is in the Istikharah prayer Aisyah.
Umi opens the door and lets the two enter. Abi then walked to the front they chatted for a moment asking for news.
" I came here to continue the sermon that I proposed my friend, how the marriage will be done as soon as possible or what do you think" said Ustadz Ilyas with a smile.
Long ustadz Zaky did not answer to confuse barra and his ashes. Umi immediately grabbed her husband's arm.
" i'm sorry Ilyas I was confused to feel bad about you too, just now Aisyah said a thousand apologies for barra and your family if Aisha rejected Barra's khitbah. I know that we received your sermon also with Aisha's consent".
" why ustadz, Ayesha said so suddenly." said Barra directly.
" kids.." said Abi Ilyas.
" Can I speak to Aisyah directly ustadz so that I am sure if it is her wish". ustadz Zaky glanced at his wife.
" i called for a moment ", said the wife of ustadz Zaky, then walked in. firmly Aisyah came out of the room, his heart ached now he met the man he had been waiting for all this time and he prayed every night.
Aisyah still with her face down she did not dare to see the face of barra directly but Barra was attached to see Aisyah.the woman he had dreamed of becoming her life companion, beautiful paras also saliha.
" assalamu'alaikum Aisyah, maaf mas ask for an explanation from you" said Barra trying to control his emotions.they talk there are still parents beside them, because there is no way they will be together.
" wa'alaikumsalam mas, as Abi explained Aisyah rejected the khitba mas sorry, because Aisyah did not find mas barra in the prayers istikharah mas bara.
" then yesterday you accepted me whether you did not pray istikharah first".the voice of barra had begun to be high he lost his patience, his ashes Ilyas rubbed the arms of barra.
" yes it is, but it turns out that Aisyah is wrong not mas Barra the answer is ".
" then who is Ayesha ". Aisha kept silent she did not answer again.
" excuse Aisyah mas, sorry. mas will definitely get a better mate than Aisyah ".
" it doesn't matter whether it's good or not Aisha, out there the good woman saliha a lot. But after the sermon that Abi proposed to you, my heart is already adrift in your name. I'm sorry I love you Aisha ". the two old men looked at each other but they did not want to interfere.
" excuse me Ayesha mas, but Ayesha does not. please let me be detached from your sermon mas ". Aisyah held back her cries from earlier.
" if it's your decision I can't do anything Aisyah, I don't want a forced relationship. Well I take off this sermon, thank you for everything ". ..
" Aisha apologizes to me".
" Pardon us son Barra, Ilyas that Aisha's decision we can not refuse or force her to continue this relationship.maybe our children are not match Ilyas. I hope our friendship still goes well" said Ustadz Zaky.
" yes Zaky, it will not make our good relationship for many years will be so tenuous.right you say maybe they are not a match. Allah determines everything." with Legowo Ilyas accepts Aisha's decision.
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