TASBIH LOVE

Talaqs

Rania's condition has now improved, the woman is sitting on a pillow on the patient's bed.

Raka had arrived at the hospital, the man was sitting next to Rania while sitting daydreaming, thinking about Anggi's words.

"Ka, why are you back here? Didn't I tell you that I'm okay?" Rania looked at Raka strangely, the man was daydreaming since his arrival from the mansion.

"Yes!" call Rania. Instantly Raka's daydream was scrapped. The man was surprised to hear his wife's voice.

"Yes why?" asked Raka smiling.

"Why you?" tanya Rania held the hand of Raka who was also holding her hand.

"It's okay" answered Raka.

"You seem to be thinking about something" Rania said with a stiff smile.

"Are you thinking about Anggi?" tanyakanya.

Raka nodded her head. "Yes I'm thinking about it, he's going to Egypt to continue his education." Raka lowered her head, ever since Anggi said goodbye.

Raka feels something is missing from her even though Anggi is gone. The man had his feelings become chaotic and daydreamed a lot.

"I know, she chose to leave only to forget her feelings that were hurt by us, I know Ka, about her feelings! He would never ask for talaq, for a woman who asked for talaq for her husband without reason, God would not allow her to smell the scent of heaven." Rania smiled softly.

"I was so hurt to see you with other people, I'm sure she felt the same way" Rania said with tears on her feet. "I don't want a divorce from you but .... "

"Enough!" cut Raka the man can already guess where the direction of the conversation his wife.

"I don't want to hear your request that I know will definitely hurt me more, I will make the best decision as soon as possible, but not for now. "I love you, I don't want you to leave me like what Anggi did" Raka said in a statement.

Rania just looked down, she did not continue her speech because she knew very well with the Raka type. The man would do things he never thought of.

"I'll go to the park first!" The man stood up, he left just to calm his erratic feelings.

Rania nodded while smiling stiffly. Raka stroked Rania's head and left the ward.

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The clock shows at 11 p.m.

Anggi packed his things that he would take away to Egypt. "Is my decision right?" anggi Gumam. The woman wiped away her tears that had fallen by accident.

"O Allah, where will you take my destiny?" Slowly Anggi put his clothes in the suitcase. Suddenly he felt hugged tightly by a man from behind.

Anggi closed his eyes, he was very familiar with the scent of perfume. "Are you going to hear me if I forbid you to go?" asked Raka with her glassy feeling.

Anggi smile. "If you can keep my feelings from getting hurt, then I'll never get away from you, Mom! I know you're a very fair husband, you take care of him because he needs you more than I do, but my heart is not that strong Mas, take good care of him until his illness is quickly removed, so that you can be fair again and not cause jealousy to me," said Anggi.

The woman rubbed her eyelids to prevent her tears from falling.

"You jealous? Does that mean you love me?" asked Raka smiling.

"I didn't expect you more, Mom! Because I know enough about myself, about my position. I have no right to love you" Anggi said in a choked voice.

"You're my wife, I'm yours and you're mine, too" Raka said.

Raka flipped over Anggi's body, then looked at Anggi's face while cupping both cheeks with both palms.

"I have sinned a lot on you because all this time I was unfair, I know you were very disappointed in me, but I beg you to forgive me!"

"You don't have to apologize, Mom! What you're doing is just right, my faith is too weak that I can't let you share love." Anggi looked at Raka.

Raka hugged the woman tightly. "If indeed by releasing you you can find another happiness, I will let you seek that happiness" said Raka.

"You didn't ask me for talaq because you're a shaman, so I decided to drop talaq on you, you don't have to go to Egypt to avoid me and Rania. I'm sorry, who tortured you for too long" said Raka slowly.

Anggi stretches her husband's arms. "Why are you talking like that, Mom?" ask Anggi with tears that can not be held back.

"I'm just gonna hurt you every day. I'm sorry I couldn't let go of Rania, because she was my first love and I loved her more" Raka said guiltily.

"I know it was Mas! So when are you gonna drop my talaq on me?" ask Anggi saddly.

"Now." Raka lowered her head.

"Now you're not my wife anymore. I dropped one talaq on you" Raka said as her tears fell without excuse.

"I'm relieved, Mom! Although I am currently very hurt by our separation, you are no longer my husband religiously, now we just have to take care of our divorce legally." Anggi crying sobbing.

"Let me take you to your parents' house" said Raka.

Kia shakes. "No Mas, you just take me to the apartment! I'm not ready to see the disappointment in my parents' eyes."

"I still have to go to Egypt, we tell about our household after we file a divorce lawsuit" Anggi said.

"Well, if that's what you want!" Raka smiled softly.

After that, Anggi actually left the mansion, the woman was escorted to her family's apartment.

Arriving at the apartment, Raka was about to go to take Anggi in. But the woman forbade it.

Finally Raka came back and left Anggi staring at her disappearance. Anggi also entered the apartment carrying the wound that Raka had cut.

Anggi held his chest tight, then the woman took ablution and prayed for a way to Allah the Creator.

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To esokan day.

Now that Anggi had actually gone to Egypt, he had not informed her of his departure to Rizky and Sheila. The woman did not want to worry her parents, though she knew that sooner or later her parents would find out about the rift in her marriage.

Anggi groped his suitcase with a chaotic feeling, until accidentally his body hit with a man who was not known before. "Sorry!" said the man smiled.

Anggi just nodded without intending to open his voice. The woman immediately stepped out her legs leaving the man who was still looking at her in astonishment.

"I don't know you and see your face, but somehow, I'm attracted to you at first sight."

"May we be a match!"

TB