TASBIH LOVE

Love in silence

❤Angoing heart is not necessarily directional

I want to describe the love verses that shouldn't exist

I want to see her smile as beautiful as the sun in the morning

But I have no power to ask for it

because we're not Mahram❤

Alkan's inner voice.

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A few Days Later

Kyai Sharif is healed. Now Alkan and family members gather in the family room after the evening study.

"Give it..." Call Kyai Sharif.

"Yes Aba," replied Alkan smilingly.

"How did you decide, son?" kyai Syarif.

"May Alkan answer honestly?" ask Alkan smiling.

"Please! But hopefully, you will not disappoint aba and will still propose to Salimah no matter what!" kyai Syarif.

"Well, if that's what Aba expected. However, Alkan could not promise to give my heart to her, because Alkan's heart had already fallen on someone else" Alkan smiled.

"Who is that girl, baby?" ummy Fatimah smiled.

"Is the girl a santri here, brother?" ask Arofah.

"Maybe it is" replied Alkan smiling.

"If you want to follow the aba's orders, then forget the girl and marry Salimah, but if you don't want to follow the aba's orders, then it's up to you. However, you should know that aba does not approve of your relationship," said Kyai Syarif and immediately Kyai Syarif turned cold.

"There is no need to worry, Alkan will still propose to Salimah if it is to want aba. After all, the girl did not know that Alkan admired her and also did not have to worry, because she was not interested in Alkan in the slightest, even because it was her cold nature that made Alkan admire her, Alkan loved her enough in silence." Alkan forced his smile.

"You only need time to love Salimah, if you are married and used to being together, aba is sure you will love each other for the sake of Allah, not love each other for the whisper of the shethan," kyai Syarif looked at Alkan coldly.

"If only Alkan loved her for shetan aba, surely Alkan would reject the desire aba and choose her to be Alkan's partner. However, Alkan did not do that, because Alkan was very respectful of Aba as Alkan's parents. And Alkan wouldn't have stepped in without aba's blessing. Alkan was very sure, if only aba approved Alkan, Insha Allah Alkan could change his attitude which according to others seemed arrogant and arrogant, because basically he is a very good person, because he is basically a very good person, it's just that he doesn't know how to be nice that's like." Alkan smiled sincerely looking at Kyai Sharif.

"Son't you love Kia?" guess Afrah.

Kyai Sharif and ummy Fatimah looked at Arofah with an unpredictable face.

"Because of the sight of Arofah, the features that you mentioned are exactly the same as that of Arofah's friend." Arofah looked at Alkan questioningly.

"Whoever he is, aba, ummy and you Deck, there is no need to know. I don't want you guys to look at him any different from the other santri, because you know that Alkan admires him." Alkan smiled.

"Thank you for understanding the aba position, I just want you to propose to Salimah next week! It's time you got married." Kyai Sharif stared at Alkan's reaction. However, Sang Kyai could not guess what was on his son's mind.

"Well, I'll try to be what Aba wants me to be." Alkan smiled.

"What does Arofah say? That what Alkan loved was Zaskia, I cannot forbid their relationship if they did love each other, because Mr. Renald was very helpful to this pesantren as long as Zaskia was entrusted here, I feel indebted to him." Kyai Sharif. However, Kyai Syarif was also confused because he had already betrothed his son to his own nephew.

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...TBC...