Syailendra Love Story's

Pandu Jayadi#2

Though lazy to go back to the apartment but I ended up going home too. Even if it was still at my father's house, I would definitely be ignored as well.

"You're finally home too." Saskia said as I opened my flat.

I set foot into the room and I knew Saskia was following me. Things Rara never did while she was here.

I'm breathing tired. I miss Rara very much. But we're just talking on the phone. Due to the matter with Saskia I did not dare to directly meet her.

When she turned around, Saskia hugged me.

"Please.don't leave me Pan. I love you."

I feel wet on my desk.

Well, as my father said, I must marry Saskia.

"No. We're going to marry Sas.for our son."

Saskia loosened her embrace.

"You..don't love me ?" Asked disappointed.

I took two steps back, gave some distance and looked at Saskia.

"I used to love you so much. But you chose to break up and leave me."

"And I came back for you, Pandu.I gave myself to you."

"Yes.i know. But my heart is already filled with someone."

Saskia's face flushed. Resisting anger and rage.

"And that woman is Rara ? You know Pan, I'm more everything than Rara. Even in college you didn't look at it."

"Her...." Pandu nodded his head.

"You're right, because when I went to college in my eyes and my heart was only you. I was blind because of you. But when you walked away, I found that light."

"And why would you do it with me. Why did you do that to me."

I saw Saskia shed another tear.

He wiped his tears many times.

I feel like the most jerk-off guy. I must admit, while doing with Saskia, Rara is on my mind.

Saskia smiled cynically seeing me speechless and looking at her.

I exhaled.

"Because Rara didn't want to do that before there was a wedding" I said as I left Saskia.

I put my foot in the pantry.

I took mineral water and downed it.

I need to cool my head.

I saw Saskia coming out of the room with the face of money still puffy. He stepped towards the exit.

"I'm sorry.." I said stop the move.

Saskia did not turn her body.

I approached him and grabbed his shoulder.

"I'll keep marrying you Saskia."

Saskia brushed off my hand that was on her shoulder.

He turned his body. Then wipe away the rest of her tears.

"You married me only because of the child I had. And you're gonna ask me to let you hook up with Rara ?"

I was amazed by the thought of the woman before me. That's the fuck I got in his eyes.

"Give me time to forget about Rara, give me time to explain our circumstances."

"As if I was the actor who snatched you from Rara. No Pan, continue your relationship with Rara, I will leave your life once again. And this kid you don't have to worry about. I'll drop it."

My heart feels stopped.

I don't want a child now. But when it's there, am I willing to eliminate it.

Saskia stepped closer to the door again. And I'm in his way.

"Never lose that child. Let him be born. We'll be parents who love him."

I grabbed Saskia's body and she cried in my arms.

"I must do it, for the sake of the child growing in the womb of Saskia" I said in my heart.

"I'm sorry Ra.....I betrayed you. I'm sorry my eyes.even though I love you so much, I can't be with you."