Syailendra Love Story's

Pandu Jayadi's

"Yes Pan, what's up ?"

The voice I miss so coldly greeted.

I know I was wrong for wishing him, but I still love him so much.

A woman I had so much trouble approaching back then that I could be her lover. Although I know, his sister did not like me from the beginning of our meeting.

Adora Angelica Wijaya, the name I will always engrave in my heart.the woman I love and find difficult to reach.

While many women were happily approaching me, she did not even glance at me. Until the opportunity came, when he started his business and I offered to cooperate.

Even in the early days, he ignored me and was always professional with his business. Until one day I could reach her heart and make her my lover.

The woman I love is a warm, friendly and loving woman.

The more I know him the more I like him, because he is also actively helping an orphanage that is arguably lacking.

He never forced me to help in the change, nor did he ask me for help in putting a proposal into my father's company.

Our relationship is fine and it has been almost five years. Our physical contact was minimal. Yep...Rara does not want to make physical contact other than holding hands and cipika cipiki. That'sallthatis.

I respect the choice. Even though there are many who throw themselves at me. But for Rara's sake I ignored her.

Till....

My past is back. First love. The woman I loved before I met Rara.

Saskiana Rejo's.

My heart was still beating when I met him.

And the events of that night made me unable to ignore him.

Between the two choices, inevitably I have to choose one of the two women who are currently filling my heart.

With Rara, my heart is calm and comfortable, because she never demands anything from me. While with Saskia, I felt needed.

Saskia seems to depend on me very differently from Rara who is independent.

With Saskia I could feel the pampering of a woman and the passionate feeling.

And because of my mistake that night with Saskia made her sue me to marry her.

Our family was close enough that Saskia's pregnancy was finally heard by my extended family.

"But yeah.I love Rara."

The slap father landed on my right cheek.

"From the beginning I didn't agree you were dating Rara, what's in it for our family. Decide Rara and marry Saskia. The Rejo family had already urged father for not wanting to be humiliated anymore."

Dad left me and mom.

I saw my mother wipe away the tears that flowed on her cheeks.

"You let mom down, Pandu. I liked Rara, but you betrayed her."

I looked down and felt more guilty hearing mother's words compared to father's words even the father's slap was more tasteless than mother's words.

She left me alone in the family room.

I'm still pensive. If I could choose, of course I would choose Rara. But there's a fetus now growing in Saskia's womb and I can't ignore it.

The ringing of the phone brought my wish back.

Saskia called me for the umpteenth time.

"Hello...."

"Where are you Pandu ? I'm in your apartment and you're not there."

"I'm at dad's. What's up ?"

"Why do you behave like that. I'm pregnant and I need your attention."

I breathed and ruffled my hair.

"Don't tell me you want to run away from Pandu's responsibilities. I won't let you leave me. I'll say the same to Om and Aunt Jayadi...."

"I'll marry you, I'll be responsible for the boy." My heart hears Saskia's words.

I heard him sigh.

"All right, I'll wait here."

I hung up the phone and stayed for a moment.