Sweet Sin's

Stressful

Kinan then helped her husband to return to lay his head on the pillow slowly and then he hugged her husband and patted her softly on the chest of her husband, Kinan hummed until he felt her husband's breath calm and sleep tight then Kinan stopped humming and got up to get out of the room and drown himself in his painting gallery across the courtyard behind her husband's house.

Kinan painted following his heart and after an hour of chalking brushes and he had black and white on the canvas, Kinan gasped in shock, "Sial! Why do I paint Arya's face?" Kinan then took the canvas and hid the Aryan face painting to the very back and covered the Aryan face painting with his other paintings.

Kinan then put up a new canvas and after taking a deep breath he again wrote down what was in his mind and heart right now on the canvas. After an hour passed, Kinan was again surprised by the results of his paintings. "You, nih! Why did I paint Arya and Arkan while they were swimming in a hotel in the city of Malang?"

Kinan got back up, took the painting and stuffed the painting in the back row with an annoyed grunt.

Kinan then stepped out of his gallery and wanted to get out of the house. He decided to jog even though he knew it was dark out there. He just wanted to throw away all the negative feelings within him that made him short of breath. After wearing a watch that could monitor his heart rate and complete jogging attire, Kinan actually executed his intention to jog at night.

After being satisfied with jogging, Kinan went into the house, cleaned himself and went up to the bed, then the beautiful woman could sleep soundly.

The next day, as usual Kinan was busy with taking Arkan to school, dropping off and waiting for her husband to be treated in the hospital, after that she went to her husband's office and in the afternoon she stopped by his art gallery to monitor income and listen to reports from all her employees. Kinan reached home about six on Mondays to Fridays while on Saturdays and Sundays she spent a full day accompanying her husband practicing the movements taught by the doctor at home. On Mondays to Fridays after helping her husband take medicine, she usually goes to the kitchen to drink warm chocolate and if Ayu has not come home yet, she chatted briefly with Ayu before Ayu was picked up by Arya. And on Saturdays and Sundays Ayu did not come to his house because Kinan was home all day.

On that day, Christian returned. He broke down not wanting to move following the doctor's instructions.

Kinan immediately crouched down in front of her husband's wheelchair, "Mas, let's get excited! I am here to accompany you. Let's get excited together, Mas! Don't be like this! For me, for Arkan's sake, for our love"

Christian looked deeply into Kinan's eyes, and then he said, "For healthy people who are not disabled, doing therapy is easy. But, for a disabled person like me, doing therapy is very heavy, painful, and very tiring. After I went through all that strenuous, painful and exhausting therapy, there was no progress, if it was you, what would you do?"

"You can heal Mr. Christian. You can still recover as usual, but you must be enthusiastic and routine therapy. Indeed therapy is very painful, boring, and tiring, but it is all for the sake of your recovery. You want to recover as you are or not it is up to you. I can only support and help you and I can't force you, Sir" said Doctor Christian.

"Well, you heard what the doctor said, right?" Kinan stroked Christian's cheek gently. "Let's get some spirit, Mas! I will accompany you to heal. Come on, Mas! Please?!" Kinan was still gently stroking the cheeks of his handsome husband.

Christian then pulls Kinan over for him to hug and he whispers in Kinan's ear, "I'm bored and tired of undergoing therapy that doesn't bring this development. Let me be crippled and deformed forever. I accepted it as my punishment because I betrayed you. Then, you go! Divorce me and marry the dashing, handsome and healthy guy out there"

Kinan immediately withdrew from her husband's embrace in shock at her husband's whisper. Then, Kinan glared at Christian, "Well therapy or not it's up to you, Mas" Kinan scatted and looked at Christian with annoyed eyes.

When Christian sees a clear grain descending on both of Kinan's cheeks, the handsome man swears angrily to himself, "Sial! Don't cry, honey. Okay fine! I'll go with the doctor. I will but with great enthusiasm today. Don't cry, okay? I'm Sorry! I'm sorry, Kinan" Christian grabbed Kinan's hand and he kissed it with a feeling of remorse.

Kinan was really starting to feel stressed and tired of facing Christian's up and down mood. However, for the sake of his marriage, for the sake of Arkan, for the sake of Christian's recovery, for the love he still has for Christian, Kinan steeled himself to continue to accompany Christian through this difficult time. He also did it as a self-redemption for the sweetest sin he had ever committed with Arya.

Kinan went to his papa to breathe fresh air for a moment after he found Christian desperate to cut his veins. That's why he called his dad.

"alright. Go and Christian sleeps soundly. Papa will take care of him" said his father Kinan.

"I'll take care of Arkan, brother. Lagian Arya hasn't picked me up either" Sahut Ayu.

"Thank you everyone. I'm just going to breathe some fresh air in the city park that's nearby. Not long" Kinan smiled gratefully at Papa and his little sister.

Kinan sat on a park bench overlooking an artificial lake and he suddenly straightened himself in surprise when he saw Arya sitting next to him.

Kinan pinched Arya's cheek. Arya yelled, "Oh! Why did you pinch my cheek?"

Kinan gasped in shock and immediately stood up while muttering, "This isn't a dream? You're not my shadow? You real?"

Arya looked at Kinan's face and said, "Yes. It's me, Kinan. I'm real in front of you right now. Be seated! I'll accompany you to sit here"

Kinan looked at Arya doubtfully. Can I sit next to him? I am a married woman with children. I also broke off contact with him. Inner Kinan.

"Sit down! I think just sitting on this bench is okay" Arya said as if she knew what was on Kinan's mind.

Kinan then sat down and chose to sit in a corner, away from Arya.

Arya turned to Kinan who was sitting away from her while saying, "I'm not a germ, Kinan. Why are you sitting so far away from me?"

"We better keep our distance" said Kinan without turning to Arya.

Arya instantly shifted her butt and as her shoulders nudged Kinan, the handsome man whispered in Kinan's ears, "Why should we keep our distance? Are you starting to feel the same way about me, Kinan? You also say that you doubt that I am your shadow or not? Have you always imagined me?"

Kinan was goosebumps at Arya's whisper and the slender, soft-faced beautiful woman instantly froze.