
...Happy Reading's...
The warmth of the sun this morning, as if it does not add a sense of spirit of a woman who wants to be proposed by her lover, even last night she only slept for a few moments, until she woke up again when the arrival of dawn.
He just sat leaning on his bed with his body covered by a thick blanket, with a blank stare and a mind that had been withering away somewhere.
Marvin's shadow and his last words "Niar, I love you", always paced back and forth in his Mind, making his senses seem disturbed to rebel, but what a force, what a force, he did not want to hurt the heart of his lover whom he had defended and he fought for so many years until now.
" Good morning candidate half halal, has it really fetched what how the birds? why would you suddenly propose to you, man?" Suddenly the day stopped when the babbling of a woman whose voice was always deafening Niar.
" grd.." Only a swipe came out of Niar's mouth.
" Why does it still smell like woiii.. So would you like a fiancee?" Rinjani jumped up and sat on Niar's padded mattress.
" Agh.. I'm dizzy! could you please back out the show so it's not a week away, or a month away!" Shouted Niar immediately back to lie down and hide his face in his thick blanket.
" What are you talking about, Lurr? wake up woii... is everything ready in front?" Rinjani tugged at Niar's blanket with anxiety, he was upset himself to see the behavior of his friend, he had long been suspicious of Niar's closeness with Marvin, but he was not so pestering because Niar never told him anything, until suddenly he heard his best friend was going to be proposed, that too suddenly he thought.
And when he heard the story from Samuel about Marvin's condition last night, he was increasingly convinced that his two best friends were actually in love, but no one wanted to admit it until today.
" Let me sleep for a while longer, I'm still sleepy, you just go out there first, your favorite rendang jengkol cook!" Niar's actual words were shed tears of sadness, when he saw Rinjani even Marvin's face was again imagined, because the two figures he often saw.
" Basic wong crazy, where there is a proposal person rendang jengkol, wake up no, I want to talk seriously with you! ayok.wake Niar!" Shouted Jani while lashing out at Niar's body in annoyance.
" I'm not in the mood to talk to you again, next time!" Niar lowered his voice, even as this his voice turned a little rattling.
" Niar.." Rinjani understands very well what her best friend is going through now.
" Get out Jani, I want to be alone first!" Shouted Niar while sobbing, he could not play in front of Rinjani at all.
" Niar... I know how you feel right now, now you wake up yeah, it's still not too late if you want to end it all." Jani lies down and hugs the body of his best friend who is still curled up in the blanket.
" With the male family not here yet, I'll take you to Dito's house, okay?" Jani had expected and thought about this before he left earlier, so he deliberately came earlier to Niar's house.
" But you said everything was ready, you want my family to be ashamed if I leave now?" Finally Niar's head emerged from inside the blanket.
" Ckkk. Love always makes people stupid!" Rinjani nudged Niar's forehead with a cringe.
" Aww. pain Jan, hiks. hyks.." Umbat Niar increasingly broke his tears as Rinjani's eyes glared at him.
" No drama, just doang disentil, cry like hurt badly." Rinjani then pulled Niar's head back.
" It hurts my bones, though not my forehead, but my heart." Niar immediately hugged the body of his best friend and spilled all his sadness there.
" Aisshh... wet my expensive kebaya later Lurr!" Bump Jani in the mouth alone, but he immediately tightened his embrace and gently patted the back of his sidekick, trying to give a little strength.
" You're a very calculation so temen, just buy again what is difficult? already poor luu man, no longer strong buy expensive kebaya, huh?" Niar again shouted as if venting his frustration there with other words.
" Niar... next time you're honest with me dong? if there's anything that's a story first, just make a decision." Rinjani immediately spoke to the core of the problem when Niar seemed to be able to talk more seriously.
" I didn't know it was going to happen like this Jan, I didn't know that Marvin's doctor was a-" He didn't seem to dare continue his words about Marvin.
" Argghh.. I hate that mad Marvin doctor, I hate him!" Shouted Niar upset, another heart also came out of Niar's mouth.
" Now I believe, if hate is the abbreviation of true love." Said Rinjani who immediately limp when he heard it, he could already conclude without having to explain.
" Why did you just accept Dito's impromptu proposal yesterday?" Jani shook Niar's shoulder, feeling astonished himself.
" You should ask for time to think first, do not rush, all the decisions we take in a hurry the results will not be good Niar?" Jani Lun was also confused as to what kind of solution to provide.
" Because I've been waiting for him for a long time, so when he suddenly said he wanted to propose, I was just in person." Niar answered honestly, even last year he himself whined to ask for application, but Dito still asked for time and at that time Niar did not know the figure of Marvin.
" trus why now you even become sorry boneng! you should be happy because Dito wants to propose to you, so why do you even mewek kejer like this?" Rinjani shouted more and more confused because of it.
" Last night Doctor Marvin said that he-" Niar was sobbing when he remembered Marvin's words that were able to mess up his mind overnight.
" What did he say?" Rinjani became an emotion herself, she became impatient now.
" He. he said that he---" Niar seemed hesitant to say it or not.
" He. he's grandiose, Marvin's talking shit, hunting this afternoon Lurr!" Rinjani even shook Niar's shoulders getting stronger because he could not wait for the story to follow.
" Niar.. I love you, so. hyks.." Niar hugged Jani's body again after practicing Marvin's speech, even rubbing his snot in the expensive district of Rinjani.
" Diihhh.. Don't be a slob Niar!" Rinjani immediately flicked her clothes in annoyance.
" Arghhh... I have to how this is Jan, I'm so worried and doubtful about this, Doctor Marvin seemed really angry with me last night, I don't have the heart to hurt him like that actually?"
" I also kicked him out, did I really mean Jan?"
" Even last night they almost fought Jan, actually I just don't want to worry about Dito, because I love him so much."
" But I'm also confused, why lately that crazy doctor who's always been pacing back and forth in my brain, what should I do now Jan?"
" Is my brain in trouble, I'm afraid of Jan?" Niar was whining more and more in the arms of Jani who had closed his eyes, he became dizzy, wanted to give advice like what is best for all.
" Huh, complicated!" Jani no longer even think about the makeup of her hair that had been hanging neatly like a socialite woman, now it is tangled because of the actions of Niar.
" Jan... How is Marvin's doctor now?" After they were silent for a moment with their respective thoughts, Niar instead gave a question that made the atmosphere increasingly runyam.
" Do you love her too?" Jani looked at Niar's two eyeballs, looking for the honesty he might have hidden from there.
" I don't know Jan, I'm just comfortable being around him, even when we meet we often clash mouth first, but after that we always laugh happily." Niar remembers the moments together with the handsome doctor.
" It starts with comfort and you're the one I'm losing." Jani straightened his body and stood up justifying his expensive kebaya shirt.
" Where's Jan going? you don't really want to leave me at times like this, do you, Jan?" Though he himself was the one who kicked him out, but when Jani just moved one step, he was already in the fog himself.
" Huuf..." Jani blew the bangs of her already messy hair.
" If a problem has no way out, then we have to go out, for a walk." Rinjani said casually, he walked out of the room with shaky steps as if without any burden and problems.
" What? go sightseeing? at a time like this? you wong crazy, Jani woiii..!" Shouted Niar who was surprised himself to hear Jani's speech that was beyond his senses.
Finally Niar again dropped his body into his soft mattress, the nerves in his brain as if to blank, his blood flow as if not smooth, making his body feel weak, tired and lethargic. Such was the fatal disease experienced by Niar, because of the Third Dilemma, which was able to unsettle his soul and body.
..."Love is not always about possession. But, love is about sincerity."...
..."Sometimes, the most beautiful ones are not created to be owned, just looked at from afar, then be grateful that they are there to be admired in silence."...