
...Happy Reading's...
You can't be lied to, but don't be fooled. Love not only creates happiness, but it also has to keep.
Be happy not because you are owned, but happy because you are valued. Take care of not just your heart, but your feelings as well.
Until nightfall, Jani did not go to sleep as well, he was even like a bat that was awake at night and asleep during the day, his lecture schedule was messy, even though soon he will thesis, and he will be, but the feeling is very chaotic, let alone to think about the subject matter in the campus, his brain is even filled with the faces of Samuel, Samuel and Samuel only.
Tulilut..
Niar's face adorned his phone screen.
" Ckkk.. Why does he make night-night video calls." Jani immediately shifted the green button on her phone.
" Janiylliii..." Shouted Niar with his face that looked panicked.
" Shhhhhhh..."
" Don't be hard, I'll wake up." Jani immediately brought her face closer to the screen of her phone.
" Jan..."
" Gawat.it's bad!" Niar's voice slowed down.
" What's so bad?" Said Jani while looking to the right and left, even though the door of his room he had locked.
" Sam sir is critical."
" Even he was unconscious." Niar's face looked serious.
" Where are you?" Jani saw the atmosphere of the room where Niar was.
" Look at your husband!" Niar moved the front camera on his phone to the rear camera, Samuel's body lying with a breathing apparatus in his nose, even his hands and feet were still tied.
" Gosh... What happened to Niar?" Jani pulled her hair back.
" Luu still want to see your husband when life isn't?" Even Niar's words were as if Samuel's life was on the edge.
" Luu said what the hell!"
" Don't be weird!"
" Don't scare me Niar!" Jani immediately got up from his bed and took the sweater that he had just thrown, while still video calling and with Niar.
" Now, Doctor Marvin will be at Grandma's house soon." Niar was sure, surely Jani would come soon if he saw Samuel like this, so he immediately told Marvin to pick him up, because he could not ride the car, if he took a taxi later he thought.
" But how is mom?" Said Jani slowly, while looking for his wallet back.
" Don't tell mom, you're out the window."
" Doctor Marvin will be waiting for you under the tree next to the house."
" And tomorrow before dawn you go back there." Niar had already set up a strategy since Samuel had suddenly been unconscious after returning hysterically.
" Okey." Jani was prepared for all the consequences.
" Now you slowly go out of the room and just wait under the tree."
" Okey cuy. I'm dead on the phone."
" Be careful, just slowly get down from the window."
" Bye." Niar immediately turned off his phone and breathed a sigh of relief, at least if anything happened with Samuel, Jani could see the last moment, because Samuel's condition was like a coma, he said, her mother kept crying from now on.
Bugh!
Even Jani's knee hit with a rock under the window as she jumped.
" Ouch..." Jani paused slowly and rubbed his slightly bleeding knee, as he turned left right looking safe, Jani immediately walked back and forth from the gate.
" Janiy..." Shouted Marvin who happened to have also arrived.
" Hurry in, man!" Marvin just opened the window and did not turn off the engine of his car, because he was chasing time.
" Doctor, how's Mr Sam doing?" Ask Jani when the car has gone fast.
" Wear it!" That was all that was said from his mouth, but his eyes were only fixed on the darkness of the streets.
" Why is that like a doctor?" Jani immediately looked panicked.
" Cause of you!" Marvin could not speak soft words with Jani, even they always could not get along if they met.
" But doctor--"
" You just shut up!"
" I'm concentrating on driving this."
" Out of us both wretched in the car!"
" Later you can also see for yourself the condition when you get there." Said Marvin with his flat face and finally Jani could only close his eyes and lean his head against the window glazed limp.
When the car had just stopped, Jani got down and ran up the stairs to Samuel's room.
" Janie?" Niar and Mamah Samuel immediately welcomed Jani's arrival.
" Sir..." Jani did not even look at anyone but Samuel who was lying on his king-size bed.
" What's going on?"
" Wake up, sir Sam?" Said Jani softly while holding his fingers.
" Jane.."
" Thank you for looking at your husband's condition." Jani just kept quiet, not even looking at his mother-in-law.
" Today, you've been going back and forth to your house, but you're not around."
" Your mom would like to apologize, son, please forgive mama." Mamah Samuel again sobbed beside Jani.
" I want to be alone with Mr. Sam here."
" You can just rest."
" Tonight let me take care of her."
" If there's anything, I'll call you guys." Jani said but his eyes did not turn from the face of Samuel who still did not open his eyes.
" Okay, we'll just get out." Marvin.
" It would be fine if he was around." Marvin who had just appeared in front of the door immediately invited Niar and Mamah Samuel out, as well as the doctors who were there to come out leaving them both.
" Sir."
" I've come." Jani looked at Samuel's face with pity, he really did not expect that it would end up like this.
" Please don't scare me like this sir." Jani looked at Samuel's hand which was filled with injections.
" Is this sick sir?" Jani rubbed Samuel's arm with tears, he was injected with the vaccine twice for hours, and his scar was two days away, this is even dozens of injection marks because maybe he does not want to take medicine, so only by injecting the drug can enter his body.
" Sir, if we can't be together anymore-" Jani's eyes even heat up, her tears come back.
" I can only hope you'll be okay." The affection that had appeared in his heart for this man, he had to bury it deeply.
" You can live a normal life as you normally do." Although painful, he wanted to try to keep smiling even though his heart was hurt.
" I also hope that my mother and Bromo will forgive me." Jani spoke while sticking her cheek in Samuel's hand which she held tight.
" It seems very difficult sir."
" When my father left for work, he even smiled, joked with us and teased my mother in the kitchen, making us laugh."
" When he came home, our father only had his name and body."
" You know what we were feeling at the time?"
" It hurts sir, we hope it's not dad, it's even bromo hitting himself in the face repeatedly, because he hopes it's just a dream."
" So sorry if they're hard to forget or forgive."
" If I can no longer look after my father, accompany his days, I hope God will always protect him."
" Don't people say, Love doesn't have to have?"
" I just want to see you can live happily even without me."
" I also hope, if someday, when we live with our respective families, we can continue to establish friendship."
" If we accidentally meet, we can smile while saying hello."
" There is never any grudge between us sir."
" Because we once had the same taste right now."
" Yourself..." Jani took a slow breath, trying not to cry in front of Samuel.
" We can live happily, right?"
" Each one must live?" The tears she was holding were dripping too.
Cup
Jani left a kiss on Samuel's forehead, even his tears were left there.
" When you wake up, maybe we can't get this close?"
" But at least I can see your beautiful eyes, which always irritate me but also miss me.."
" It's not that I don't want to defend the father, but I can't, I can't, sir, hiks.."
" Sleep sir, but promise me..."
" Tomorrow you have to wake up, okay?"
Jani put his head beside Samuel and hugged his sturdy arm, until he fell asleep until dawn.
" Jan.. Janis.." Niar wakes Jani up as time shows near dawn.
" Sam Sir?" Jani wakes up stuttering, thinking Sam who developed himself turns out to be Niar.
" Jan. You have to go home right now."
" Before my mother and Bromo woke up." Niar rubbed his limp-looking best friend's shoulder.
" But Sam hasn't woken Niar yet?"
" Why did he know for so long?"
" I usually hug him too he's cured."
" What if he doesn't wake up Niar?"
" or when I come home, he'll leave me, hyks.." Jani hugged Samuel again as if unwilling to leave him.
" Look, you go home now."
" When it's a little bad, I'll take you to grandma's house."
" We told my mother that there was a campus assignment to be completed."
" But now you must go home, otherwise mother and Bromo may be suspicious."
" If you get caught, it'll be very difficult for you to see Mr. Sam again, okay?"
" Now that you're home, doctor Marvin is waiting for you in the car."
" Hurry, hunt me up." Niar pulled on Jani's arm as if he didn't want to leave.
" You don't go home yet?"
" Tell me about the latest condition, okay?"
" Please take care of him." Jani hugged her best friend for a bit.
" Hmm.."
" Don't worry, your husband's house is like a hospital."
" Even he's like an exclusive patient, only one patient, ten doctors."
" He'll be fine."
" Be calm." Niar accompanies Jani until he gets in the car.
" Don't try to hold Samuel if I'm not around!" Marvin glared at Niar.
" What the hell, sir?" Niar also glared at Marvin who spoke carelessly.
" When Samuel fainted, you held hands and da dana right?" Marvin recalled that when Samuel was hysterical and suddenly unconscious, Niar held Samuel's hands and even held Samuel's da.
" That's the same pulse as Sam's heart!"
" It's still beating or not."
" Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything Jan?"
" Doctor Marvin is the best!" Niar even wanted to tear apart Marvin's mouth that was talking carelessly.
" Hmm.." Jani threw his eyes in every direction.
" Even I wish, you could have nothing to do with him."
" So, someday I can take it easy."
" Because he's around good people like you both." Jani said with a smile of pain.
" What the hell are you talking about Jan!"
" Don't slur!" Niar hits Jani's talking arm.
" You mean that Niar had a relationship with Samuel?"
" No. I never will!" Marvin immediately looked upset.
" Why?" Jani glanced at Marvin at a glance.
" Yes because. emm..."
" Because I can take care of her myself even without her!" Marvin glared at Niar and immediately drove his car at full speed.
" Father doctor gendheng!" Shouted Niar, for some reason lately, Marvin always acts strange, sometimes sweet, sometimes annoying but more often annoying, and always makes Niar upset.
..."It's not a matter of forgiveness, but removing the scar is not enough of an apology."...
... "But don't let the events of life bring you down. And, don't complain. You can be disappointed, it's okay, but don't lose your spirit because of the events in life. Just say "It's life."...