SUN FLOWERS

GINA'S CURSING ON MOM

"From there we broke up! But honestly, Gina is sorry. Gina wanted to turn back time, but that was very unlikely. From there between the two also began to have a separation distance, like there is a thick wall that always separates us. This regretful Gina had apologized and asked to be reversed, maybe at that time Gina was like a woman who had no self-esteem. I asked to break up but still asked to return." He said with a cry that was still as much as he could. Gina actually told me how the beginning of her breakup with Andy began.

"What do you think about this?" Gina lifted her head.

"Mama does not want to respond too much, because you two are both adults, mama is very sure you both can definitely solve the problem again. Andy was lying, but the intent of the lie was good. Andy does not want Gina to think of things that vary, while Andy is just hanging out. Mama Gina was wrong, why wrong? Anger is natural, but don't overdo it. Decisions taken when angry are often the stupidest and most regrettable decisions, such as Gina who decided Andy with mounting anger, finally Gina re-awakened and did not want to lose Andy. But what you want to say, rice has become porridge. Son, know how hurt Andy was when Gina said all that right in front of her best friends and Gina's best friend. Andy must have felt his pride trampled, humbled for granted. Is mom really Gina? Not really, you know everyone must have done wrong. Meningan Gina improved her attitude, and if there is still time to go back again apologizing for what Gina had said to Andy. Apologize, not ask for back. Because if Andy still loves Gina, without asking, Andy will come alone to this house." This advice from mama Gina was quite long, a soft voice and her hands were unceasingly rubbing Gina's head that was laid on her thigh.

"Andy doesn't love Gina! It's all impossible." His voice grew louder, sounding weaker.

"Who said? Not necessarily loh. What is in someone's heart we never know dear".

"Andy has not been in love with Gina, maybe Gina also never admitted she had ever stopped in her heart. Ma. was when Gina went to her house that opened a woman, beautiful cute, her hair was disheveled, only wearing shorts and pliers top doang. While in the house there are only the two of them, they must have slept together, right ma?" Gina's cry broke again, this time as much as it was worse.

"Mama can't believe that! Mama has only met Andy a few times, but you can make sure Andy will not do such indecent things. Mama believes Andy is a good person, mama can judge from his attitude and appearance. Don't act as immoral as that, if you say you're polite. It's very unlikely that Andy fucked a married woman especially dshulu. Mama doesn't believe me. ah." Mama Gina refutes Gina's statement, but Gina feels Andy is not what Gina just said.

"Maybe you misunderstand dear, it may be that the woman is his sister, his cousin, or his brother. Maybe he was staying overnight, just seeing the appearance of a pillow face does not mean they had finished sleeping together. Did Gina come into his house? Mama's sure they must have slept apart." Mama Gina.

"But the woman was named Karin, and Andy's brother once said he already had a new girlfriend named Karin. Even when Andy's sister drove Gina home, the woman named Karin called Andy's sister, and they chatted casually, friendly, even Karin was very spoiled at Andy's sister. His name is a courtship person, again kasamran so it's two, is it possible not to do anything? When two men and a woman are alone, will the devil be silent? The devil will push them into the valley of sin." His emotions re-ignited, Gina said using a high tone.

Seeing her daughter who is so bad about love, Mama Gina really happy. Mama Gina looked at Gina and gave a big smile.

"Mamaaaaaaaa.. How about a smile? Mama's hurting Gina, right?" Both hands were raised covering his face.

"When did your son become stupid? Doesn't Gian feel that Andy is actually warming up to Gina? Andy's trying to make Gina burn fire jealous? In this way Andy can judge if there is love in Gina for him?" The smile was glistening, only with the explanation that Gina spoke, mama Gina could immediately draw a conclusion.

"No way! Andy's sister was so happy with Gina, so cold. Always avoiding Gina, where she might do something like that. Don't try to give Gina hope. Gina knew it was too late, it was too late, it couldn't be fixed anymore. From now on Gina will forget Andy, Gina knows it will be hard, but Gina is sure Gina will get through it." Gina smiled with her face.

"Yes! Mama's daughter must get up and look back at her life, looking straight ahead with a bright future. If indeed Gina and Andy eat a mate, no matter how difficult the situation if it will be united. But if not a mate, believe me there will be a better man than Andy who is still kept secret by a special universe for Gina." Mama Gina.

This sentence of her mother calmed Gina down enough, her heart felt better. Gina hugged her mother tightly, at first Gina thought her mother would be disappointed in her. But her mother was her heart booster.

"But now Gina is 25 years old, the deadline for women to marry. Gina's soul mate when will it come? Gina's afraid of the old hunt." The face was back, Gina was too anxious to worry about the future.

"The fool can come at any time, it can be now, it can be tomorrow, next month, next year, or maybe two more years. Marry when you are ready, ready in all things and conditions. Married not based on age, in the outside alone also many women who married in the age of passing from the head of 3."

"Yes ma Gina knows, but it's mah if the head of 3 is aging. Married only 27 years according to Gina's age." The lips are throbbing.

"Marriage keblet girl? Gina wants to be a young mom?" Sarcas mama Gina.

"It's not! But... Ah, that's it." A breath at the end of the sentence signifies Gina's resignation with everything.

"His luck for a few days Gina wants to take a leave of absence, Gina is not ready if you have to meet Andy. Not ready to set the heart, not funny dong ma later Gina cry in front of Andy's brother."

"Do what you think is best, whatever your actions as long as it's in a positive context mama belies you. Keep living happily, rising from adversity, because life is not just about love. Life is too precious to waste."

"But in Gina on work leave, mama Harau accompanied Gina to go for a walk, watch, shop, eat out, and so on." Gina Pinta.

"Yes mama accompany the daughter of mama who will try to forget the man she loves. The spirit of moving on dear."

"Thank you mom, very good." Gina hugged her mom, kissed her cheeks.

"Little down now mama took a shower first, or if not, change clothes first. Mama must be disgusted dong mama's shirt got snot Gina. Gina also wants to go to the room, all of you want to take a shower too."

"Gapain to the room anyway? I've been here just chatting with mama, mama knows how later in your room must be crying." Guess mama Gina.

"Mama continue the activity, Gina again want to be alone first." She answered with a smile, then went into her room.

After Gina walked into her room, Mama Gina shed her tears. Mama Gina never showed her sad side in front of her favorite girl who was the only one. "O Allah give the son of a servant of unparalleled happiness, keep him away from all kinds of dangers, most importantly please love him the best mate according to His version, lest my son experience what I experience." He said in his heart, but his tears still dripped down his cheeks.

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Her mother said Gina should not cry in her room. Yes Gina complied, because Gina still had to go downstairs to dinner, watch with her mother and other activities. Gina is unlikely to show her swollen eye bags, flushed eyes and an equally red nose.

Gina pretended nothing had happened, Gina could still laugh giggling. Gina could pass day to night normally. Everything Gina did for her mother, Gian knew if she kept crying her mother would be sad.

Mama Gina was asleep in her room. Now Gina is lying down while staring at the ceiling of her room. His mind floated back to remember his happy togetherness with Andy. Doesn't feel her eyes wet. Tears kept falling, although Gina said she would move on and rise from her slump, but her heart could not be lied to.

"Can we go back to what we used to be?" Gina asked as she looked at herself in front of the dresser. Looking at his ugly face from the mirror.

"No Gina! It's all too late! You are too stupid to make decisions. Gina you must realize, Andy already has a lover of his heart. The woman is beautiful, cute and young. So different from you who are already in the adult age limit." Gina answered her own question, as if she was splitting into two like an amoeba.

"Why am I so stupid?" He asked, his gaze blankly leaping while paying attention to his own reflection, the mirror was not lying at all, he was displaying Gina who she was.

The night was getting late, Gina's eyes could not be closed at all. Gina opened the window of her room, letting the bone-chilling night wind into her room. Gina was still staring, looking at the night sky filled with stars.

Gina (POV)

When I opened Twitter again, I suddenly found a thread that discussed marriage. I'm interested in reading, but when I read, I'm sick. In the thread there is an age limit for marriage, aja thread it takes the deadline of 25 years of age. But the thred also provides an explanation, that the age benchmark is not in question, even if there is an interest in marrying young yes please.

For a long time so the thought of marriage, from the tribe has also been targeting to be married at the age of twenty-five years. It was now twenty-five years old, but his soul mate had yet to be seen. Suddenly Andy remembered again, Andy once said he would marry me as soon as possible.

I realized, it was just the first. In stark contrast to now, the distance and separation wall between us loomed high. After I thought for a long time, there was no harm in me trying to get closer. Although I know there is Karin, but as long as I have not seen the real form of Karin, I will not believe it. My instincts also say Karin is not Andy's girlfriend, Andy can't possibly find a girlfriend that fast.

Want to visit his house but don't know where the address is? I know the address of the apartment, if my house does not know. But now the apartment has been sold and belongs to someone else.

I'm a private secretary, I'm looking for his personal data, Andy. Okay see you, now I know his home address. But to be more specific I got that info from Tiara.

I woke up early in the morning trying to keep myself in the kitchen. The plan is today to visit Andy's house while bringing food. This is the weekend, brother Andy also usually if eating always delivery, rarely cook because lazy. He used to say that.

"This weekend, really busy in the kitchen? Usually when the weekend is up at noon?." Tegur mama Gina.

Suddenly mama appeared and reprimanded, I usually understand if the weekend likes to wake up during the day. Unless there is a walk, but usually Andy's brother who ngajak, but now the relationship is different.

Shame it feels early in the morning busy fighting in the kitchen just to make cooking for Andy's sister. Even though at home I rarely cook, the mother who cooks me still eats only.

Mama doesn't matter if I cook for Andy, mama also doesn't know about my relationship with Andy. My relationship with Andy's brother ended a few months ago, but I don't dare to vent because I still think maybe my relationship with Andy's brother will improve, maybe we will reunite. Shame if the story to my mama relationship is over, then in the end we stay together. I don't think my mom needs to know.

"Gina wants to cook for Andy's sister, and Gina wants to ask Mom's permission. Later it's a little bad Gina wants to go to Andy's sister's house." Nervous and embarrassed I finally asked my mother's permission.

"Can! Why hasn't Andy been here so long? That time also anterin you go home but do not stop by, usually Andy stopped by even for a while, do not want to nyapa mama so?"

Honestly when the mama was I was confused, on the one hand I did not lie, but on the other hand I was not ready the actual story. I'm so sorry, Gina lied to you. I was alibi and said Andy was busy with work problems, and sometimes work was brought to his house. I also do not fully lie, because Kaka ndy is also really busy working together.

After having a conversation with my mom, I went back to fighting with face and hot oil. Try opening grilled liquet rice, spicy sour fish, capcay, and saute kale. I don't know if my food is good or bad, which obviously I have tried and exert all my abilities. The cooking is finished, the food has been moved to the food box.

The name wants to meet someone who is still special, even though I have no relationship, but I still have to look beautiful and cool right? I want to look different, therefore I have prepared a beautiful dress that a few days ago I just bought. I swear I bought this dress was specially used when I met Brother Andy.

After completing the cleaning ritual. I immediately wore the dress, a black dress with a small goose motif. The part I will never miss is the make up, I want Andy stunned and fascinated to see me. My hair is also Curly, to make it look more alive.

"Pretty right mama's son."

Tuh right? My mom just praise me I'm beautiful, especially brother Andy later. He'll be fascinated. But I also do not want to be too confident, because expectations sometimes do not match reality.

You know what it feels like to be said to be beautiful by your mom, but you know we will visit the house of the man we like. Genuine shame, so rich ke-gep same mom. I don't know how red my face is? Is it as red as a tomato or as red as a blush that is attached to the face?

After receiving permission from my mother, I finally decided to leave. The dining box is also neatly arranged and beautiful, about in the left hand. The right hand is busy with the mobile phone, because it was a taxi message online.

But this heart was not calm, all sorts of feelings gathered there. There was anxiety, anxiety, confusion, more fear I was rejected. I can't imagine what my life would be like without Andy? Until this moment I still hope, even the name Andy still often I call in the last prostration when I pray.

An online taxi has come, I go straight up and sit down. To neutralize all kinds of flavors in my heart, I also choose to play posel. Rather than bete and just wryly staring at the streets right? But just because of the phone I actually feel an overwhelming anxiety. There is one folder that contains special photos and videos of my togetherness with Andy. One crystal clear circle fell soaked on the cheek, the distance of the separator was so cruel. This brain is so presumptuous and disrespectful to replay all the memories that have been passed together.

"That's kangen! If we cannot unite, may you be happy with your other choices. But I won't be able to see you with the others." I don't know why I spontaneously muttered like that. It's as if I already knew that we're not going to be together like we used to be.

Because my ambition to get it Gina was quite big, I also tried to brush off the thought just now and try to think positive.

In my hurry to find a mirror in the bag that I carry, without realizing I was crying, I was afraid my makeup was damaged. I tried to touch it up again, and shutting it all off looked normal.

The car drove according to what I mentioned, and now the car has arrived. I immediately got off and paid the online taxi fare. I in fact never come to this area, feel doubt and fear stray. Is this the address? Which house is it? I have to go in which direction?

Being in a new place makes me have to look in all directions. I'm really confused and dizzy, which side of Andy's house? I just walk where this foot is going?

It's weekend, the streets are so jammed. How can this housing be so quiet? I didn't cross paths with a single person at all. Normally other housing is usually a weekend like this crowded, there are playing in the park, such as, and so forth.

Okay, now I'm starting to wander around looking for house number 10. I don't know Andy's home address is actually number 10 or is it? Tiara is actually number 10, Tiara also knows from Evan. The housing is pretty sprawling, and I'm having enough trouble finding Andy's house.

The house with the number 10 has met, now I just stand and stay in front of the door of the house. I try to think and prepare a narrative, just in case if later in asked to the point. The anxiety was back present, wanted to push the bell but still doubt, I returned to the mirror, showing my appearance and all sorts of things before I pushed the bell.

With a trembling hand I punched the bell, my legs could not stand still and even knocked on the floor with the tip of the sneaker. This house also looks deserted, like it is uninhabited. Even though there are only two options, in there is no person or who has a house still asleep in sleep.

I pressed the bell again, hoping that this time someone would open the door. I swear I have been really sore standing for a long time, where this is also in heavy hands.

"Who's looking?"

Hearing the door open and there was a female voice, I immediately turned my body. I'm speechless and can't say anything at all but my mouth is gaping without asking. On the side of the door stood a cute-faced woman, her stature was good, her hair was messy, the face of the pillow was still attached to her face. Only wear shorts and top pliers, an outfit that is very comfortable to use to sleep.

As a normal woman whose brain is still functioning, I understand very well the woman just woke up, maybe the remnants of the ile also still attached to the cheeks or at the corner of her lips. I tried to stare and watch him from toe to head, the bead of my eyes staring at him did not miss an inch of his stature. In conclusion, the woman is cute.

"Hallo, who are you looking for?"

The woman waved her hand right in front of my face. Maybe because the guenya went dumb and did not answer his question.

I can't answer, the mouth is locked. But these eyes began to glaze over. My head was dizzy with all the questions. What is this woman? Did Andy fuck this woman? And there are many other questions. It was not impossible for Andy to do anything indecent, but if they were just the two of them in this house, it could have happened!

"Rin, who's up?"

Whose voice do I remember?

"Bruuuuuukk!" All the food I cooked with great difficulty fell on the floor, spilled and scattered.

Rin's? Is this woman in front of me Karin who is said to be Andy's girlfriend? So Andy and Karin have been together? Wh why? Wh why? Wh why? My head seems to be breaking because it was forced to think about it all.

"A guest is Rin? Why not let in anyway?"

The one who asked and the owner of the voice came out and approached Karin. Yes, he is Andy. Andy was still pillow-faced, wearing only a t-shirt and shorts. Andy looked at me and gave me his best smile. I know that smile is a mocking and taunting smile. Andy was showing off his girlfriend in front of me.

I can't keep standing here, nor do I want to look weak in front of them. I can't see the man I love with the woman he loves. Without a word, without a word, without a sentence I immediately turned my body and walked half a run. Trying to get away from both of them.

My heart hurts, it breaks. The pain is real, they stay and sleep together.

My tears cannot be shed at all. The pain in the heart but the eyes also follow the pain. I cried sobbing and as much as I could, wanting to scream loudly. But I realize, this is still a residential area and will certainly disturb many people. I felt unable to walk, I sat on the side of the road with my heart still sliced. Thousands of daggers like stuck in my heart, my heart broken, broken, just torn to pieces perfectly.

I don't care about people watching and watching me. I just hope this is all just a dream, but dear thousand dear all this is real. What I fear to be true, Karin is real.

If I can't get Andy, I don't have to marry him for life. It's all ridiculous and sounds crazy. But my heart and mind say things like that. I'm gonna numb all the guys except Andy. Now I am confused and don't know what to do? To be honest in times like this I need a shoulder to lean on a good listener who will listen to all the complaints Gina. There is no Calista, no Risa, and no Tiara. They're all happy with their lives, and I don't deserve to bother them.

I don't have much, because my mom always forbids to play. There are only a few friends, but not familiar and not close. Do I have to tell my mom everything? This is impossible, I don't want my mom to be sad because of me.

I've shed all my tears, I've also been shouting loudly and loudly, hoping the burden on my mind is a little reduced. Fortunately the park is deserted, completely deserted like my heart. So that I cry and scream in turn does not bother anyone.

After feeling this heart is quite calm. I decided to go home, but confirmed my appearance first. My mom can't know that I'm crying. I also directly abort all the photos and videos together with Andy, this is quite heavy for me. But what power? Karin is real, Karin is real! Karin is Andy's future wife. I can what? Can only let go and try to rise from his slump. This heart will heal long, because my love for Andy is too deep and attached.

The taxi driver online even reprimanded, because I was daydreaming. Before actually entering the house, I try to scoop as much oxygen, rubbing the chest that feels tight while calming the heart. I promised myself, as fragile and as broken as my heart is now, I will not show it to my mother.

I could breathe a sigh of relief from not finding my mother in the tv room. I walked around and would walk straight into the room.

"Home home, baby? How briefly? Not playing first?"

****** me ******, I guess I'll be safe and protected from mom. But my mom was there and found out I was home.

"Yes, just a minute, Andy's brother is busy." Inevitably I eventually turned around and answered as normally as possible.

Mama was silent for a long time, her bead eyes constantly staring at my face. I don't know what's on my mind right now, but my feeling is that you're aware of my face changing.

"Sugar."

My mother said very softly, not as usual.

"Well, what's mama?" I answered softly, I also gave a smile.

Suddenly my mom came up to me and grabbed me, and sat me down on the couch. If you treat your mother like this, it seems I will not be able to stem the tears. Mama did not speak a word, but her behavior was very gentle. The top of my head is gently rubbed.

I could no longer bear these tears, the dam overflowed and overflowed my cheeks and soaked my clothes and shoulders. I percis terribly rich little boy who is still crying spoiled on the shoulder of mama. My burden this time was too heavy, but the hugs and mama's treatment made me feel calmer. I don't know how long I've been crying in my mom's arms? That must be crying I've started to feel and I need to talk and apologize to my mom.

Finally I prefer to be honest and tell everything to my mother, but before I apologized first for lying to her. My mouth this time is very honest, because I also feel at this time only have a mother, and mama is the only person who can accommodate my outpouring of heart.

I explained everything, I broke up with Andy a few months ago. I explained in detail and detail, breaking up because I was too emotional. I also told him about my words that hurt his heart. I also said bluntly with my mom that I actually still love Andy and asked for his return. It's not that I'm shameless or downgrading my own self-esteem, but my love for Andy is too deep.

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