SUN FLOWERS

THE HEARTBREAK OF GINA

The distance between Andy and Gina had been created long enough, even until now the distance between the two of them was quite far. Gina had already started to feel bored with these conditions and situations. During the breakup with Andy, Gina was not at all close to any man. Gina always refuses if there is a man who will approach her, because Gina still has high hopes for Andy.

Far from the bottom of a Gina's heart, Gina felt stupid, and this stupidity was too fatal. Gina wants to be able to turn back time, even Gina is eager to become a doraemon that has a time machine. Unfortunately this is real life, where time cannot be turned especially in lick and dipelupin. When Andy says he already has a girlfriend named Karin, Gina tries to forget him and try to get up with other people, but it is quite difficult and Gina is not able to do it.

Until this moment Gina did not believe that if Andy was dating Karin, as long as Gina never saw Karin's embodiment before her, Gina would not believe it. Andy could have lied just to heat up Gina, Andy could have lied because of heartache over Gina's treatment at that time.

Gina plans to visit Andy at her house today. Actually Gina doesn't know where Andy's home address is? Gina only knows the address of the apartment, but the apartment now belongs to someone else, Andy has sold it. Today is the tenth hour Gina wants to visit Andy's house, want to express her desire to return. Gina no longer cared about her pride? This situation just makes him insecure, afraid Andy hunted marry another woman. He still has feelings for Andy. Where did Gina get Andy's home address? Gina works as a secretary, and Gina easily searches Andy's data including his home address.

"This weekend, really busy in the kitchen? Usually, the weekend is up." And Gina's mother.

Yes, this early Gina was busy rummaging through the kitchen, fighting against the hot oils, vegetables, and fishy smell of meat or fish just to create good cuisine. Gina wants to cook for a hand later when she visits Andy's house. Hopefully Andy likes, especially hopefully Andy receives a call back from Gina.

"Gina wants to cook for Andy's sister, and Gina wants to ask Mom's permission. Later it's a little bad Gina wants to go to Andy's sister's house." Said Gina with red cheeks because she was embarrassed to visit a man's house.

"Can! Why hasn't Andy been here so long? That time also anterin you go home but do not stop by, usually Andy stopped by even for a moment, do not want the flame of the mama so?" Ask mama Gina.

"Sir Andy was very busy with work problems, sometimes work was also brought to his house." Gina's argument lies, not Gina's intention to lie, but Gina's unwilling to tell the truth. It's not funny if Gina tells everything to mamanta, but later on they're better.

"Then from that mama's children want to go to his house and bring food, afraid Andy at home is too busy to forget to eat? Right so?" Ask Mama Gina with a fluffy smile.

"Feed one hundred percent." Gina pointed her thumb.

Gina again focused on cooking it. Gina's ability to cook is not very good, but Gina tries to produce good cuisine. Gina cooks grilled liwet rice, spicy sour fish, capcay, and stir-fry kale. A simple meal that almost anyone can cook, but this is the biggest challenge for Gina. If Andy doesn't like it, it's too much! Gina cooked this all by exerting all her abilities.

The food Gina put into the food box and arranged it. After that Gina immediately cleaned her body and prepared. Gina was also pleased, because her mother had allowed her. In the past to get permission from his mother was very difficult, even Gina was always forbidden to travel without him.

Especially for today Gina wants to look different, Gina has prepared a new dress to wear to Andy's house. Knee-length dress with a small goose motif, black, short-sleeved, but this dress is also still in a polite context. Because you want to look beautiful and perfect, hoping Andy will be fascinated. Gina smeared thin makeup on her face, making up but trying to be as natural as possible. Gina also curly her hair, just to complete her appearance.

Long silent looking at the shoe rack, Gina is confused whether to wear heels that will support her height, whether to wear white sneakers that look fashionable, or even wear flatshoes that are simple and elegant. After pondering, keeping quiet, and thinking long enough, the choice to fall on a white sneaker.

A smile flashed across her face, Gina even still noticed her own appearance from the reflection of the mirror. From the reflection of the mirror alone had seen the expression of sumringah on Gina's face, Gina was sure today would not reject it.

"Pretty right mama's son." Mama Gina smiled as she watched her daughters coming down one by one stairs.

The face turned red like a tomato, Gina was embarrassed because her appearance did not escape the sight of her mother. Though these few months Gina is always lazy, Gina can only be productive when working alone.

"Aaaaaaah mama, Gina shy." He said stick with his tomato face.

"So embarrassed, son? Mama's happy, now your son can put on his face." Mama Gina smiled.

"Yes ma. Yaudah Gina left first."

"Be careful on the road, don't go home in the afternoon."

Gina set out with a heart of anxious hope, there was a hint of fear in her heart. Afraid of rejection, afraid Andy can no longer be with him, more afraid if the figure of Karin is real. If Karin is indeed Andy's girlfriend, it can be confirmed Gina will lose.

Because Gina wears a dress with hair that is arranged so beautifully, Gina decided to use an online taxi service. If Gina uses jeans anyway, Gina will choose to ride the ojek online. Because to avoid congestion and to quickly arrive.

"Excuse me with Gina?"

The online taxi driver's greeting requires Gina's daydream.

"Ah yes sir."

Gina got into the online taxi. The car drove slowly, just when it arrived at the highway jammed could not be avoided. To get rid of boredom and anxiety, Gina also tried to play her phone.

But it was only on the phone that Gina felt her anxiety growing, Gina saw one of the photo folders whose contents were a portrait of her togetherness with Gina. There are even some short videos, during the relationship with Andy, both Gina and Andy are almost never in posting together on social media. All his safety portraits are only stored in his mobile gallery.

One crystal circle fell without being carried away, the distance between them had long been created. Gina's brain memory forcibly rotates past memories. Memories of early begin to meet, walk together, work together, eat together, shopping and go to the festival snack market. Everything Gina still remembers and will always imprint in her memory.

"That's kangen! If we cannot unite, may you be happy with your other choices. But I won't be able to see you with the others." Gina muttered softly, her bead eyes still focused on staring at the photo. His hands raised rubbed the remains of tears in his eye sashes.

The hand is now reaching for something in her side bag, Gina is looking for a small object that is nothing but a mirror. Gina mirrored to make sure that her eyes did not look haphazard, Gina saw whether her make-up was broken or not?

The car has reached the address that Gina is heading to. Gina immediately got off and paid the taxi fare. Actually Gina does not know for sure whether this address is really Andy's home address or not? Gina got this address from Tiara, and it was impossible for Tiara to lie either. Maybe Tiara also got this address from Evan.

Being in a new place that is quite foreign makes Gina have to stare in all directions. Gina doesn't know exactly which side of Andy's home address is? Gina just walked in the direction her feet were stepping. This weekend but this housing is quite quiet, usually if in other housing right if the weekend is rich gini tuh crowded, there are playing in the park, nothing, and so forth.

Tiara said the house Andy number 10, let alone house number 10, house number 1 aja Gina does not know where? Continuing to walk while glancing right, Gina noticed each house, was it house number 10? But that wailing Gina was even like a suspicious person. It could be later Gina considered a thief, or worse it will be considered to kidnap children.

After walking for a long time, Gina finally found a house with the number 10. The housing is quite extensive, so Gina has a little trouble finding Andy's home address.

Standing right at the door, Gina tries to prepare a narrative, fearing that Andy will ask about her arrival. Honestly, at this moment Gina was trembling, her whole body was shivering, her heart was covered in anxiety.

I wanted to pull the bell but still had doubts. Gina chose to look glassy, paying attention to her appearance. Gina also tidied her hair that looked a bit messy, even now on her forehead there was already sweat.

Ting tong's.

With Gina's trembling hands squeezing the bell, her legs could not stand still, the sense of uneasiness growing stronger. The house is quiet, between no people or maybe the occupants are still sleeping.

Fifteen minutes passed, but the door was not open. And Gina was still patiently standing in front of that door.

Ting tong's.. Gina again hit the bell, who knows this time Andy will wake up from his sleep, if it is sleeping.

"Who's looking?" He said softly.

Gina was shocked to hear the voice of the woman who asked, Gina immediately turned her body. Gina speechless long enough, her mouth gaping. On the doorstep was a woman with a cute face, her body was quite nice, but her hair was very disheveled, the face of the pillow still attached to her face. Wearing shorts, and a top tang shirt.

The cute sweet-faced woman had just woken up, perhaps the remnants of the iler still stuck to the corner of her lips. Gina had not answered the question from the woman, instead Gina looked at the woman's face. Gina looked at him from the tip of her foot to the tip of her head.

"Hallo, who are you looking for?" The woman returned her palm right in front of Gina's face.

Gina was completely speechless, her eyes were teary, even the clear grains were about to fall. Gina's mind is filled with questions, who is this woman? Did Andy fuck the woman? Why could Andy do such an indecent thing in his own house? Does the neighbor here not care about his own neighbor who allows a woman who is not his wife to stay at his house? Gina even felt a pain in her head.

"Rin, who's up?" Asked a man from inside the house whose voice Gina memorized.

"Bruuuuuukk!" All the food that Gina was carrying fell on the floor, all the contents spilled and scattered.

Rin's? Is this woman in front of Gina Karin who is said to be Andy's girlfriend? So Andy and Karin have been together? Wh why? Wh why? Wh why?

"A guest is Rin? Why not let in anyway?" Andy approached Karin, Andy also still displays a lot of faces, Andy only wears t-shirts and shorts.

Andy looked at Gina and gave her best smile.

Wordless, speechless, without the slightest sentence Gina immediately turned her body and ran away. Gina immediately moved away from the house.

Gina could immediately draw a conclusion, they were both actually dating, even today Gina saw with her own eyes that Andy and Karin had slept together.

The tears could not be contained at all, flowing profusely and wetting his cheeks. Gina was sitting on the side of the road, her chest was very painful. It hurts like being stabbed with a thousand daggers. There were some people who saw and witnessed a woman who was crying miserably on the side of the road, but Gina did not care.

Gina doesn't know what to do now? Gina doesn't know who to tell? Want to tell Kalista, but Kalista must be busy taking care of the little guy. Want to tell Risa, but Risa is now married to Riko, maybe they are now enjoying the weekend, want to tell Tiara, but Gina knows today Tiara will go on a date with Evan.

Honestly, at the moment, Gina felt like she had no support, Gina had no support. Gina felt it was impossible to have to tell all this to her mother. Gina is afraid that her mother will feel sad, Gina is afraid that her mother will be thinking about her past.

*****

"Don't that woman say hello?" Ask Karin with a crashing sound.

Karin was very curious, who was that woman just now? Why did he look disappointed when he found out that Karin opened the door? Why does the look on his face look judes to Karin? Why did she tear up when she saw Andy come out and approach Karin?

"She's the woman you love." The smile was again visible, even Andy looked very happy.

"Loh just now means he misunderstood, chasing dong explained everything. That beautiful man must be disappointed." Cerocos Carin's.

"Let's go! Give him space and time to think clearly, let him feel what he calls disappointment and heartache. He still needs to learn a lot." Andy said as he walked into the house.

"Bang, how evil is that? Kasian loh he cried earlier while running." Karin is still asking for an explanation from Andy, Karin also feels compassion with the woman earlier.

"Not bad! So with this kind of Gina could see the condition of her own heart, and you could see clearly whether there was a brother in her heart or not? This way he will realize everything, realize the meaning of disappointment, loss, and even heartache." Said Andy.

"You don't know Rin, you're a kid, how do you know about love? Where there is also a man who will fall in love with the bocil sounding crypreng." Andy mocked Gina.

Andy placed the lunchbox on the dining table. The food was not all spilled, there was still something left in the lunchbox.

"Gina's taste is always the best, the best, the top markotop." Andy is literate eating Gina's cooking.

Andy was so enthusiastic about eating the food, grilled liquet rice tasted very delicious, the aroma of burnt really very arousing Andy's appetite. Spicy sour fish, capcay and sauteed kale also taste very delicious.

"Bad ugly! Beautiful sister was crying because of brother, but Brother even delicious to eat the food. You have no heart." Karin felt very angry with her brother's arbitrary attitude, Karin even snapped Arka's head violently.

"But I'm handsome, right, Rin?" Andy raised his eyebrows, then smiled grinning.

"Seek Gina's address, try it? Karin wants to explain everything, Karin wants to apologize." Karin was really serious about what she said, even Karin looked at Andy with a piercing look.

"So can not, do not need to interfere with the problem brother? Brother just want to give Gina a lesson, there is a time when you will explain everything. Let Gina feel what you've already felt." Snapped Andy while breaking the table. Andy felt that Karin was too involved in his personal affairs.

Karin did not budge in the slightest, just remained silent and lowered her head.

"Sorry Rin, I don't mean." Andy gently rubbed Karin's head, and told her to sit next to him.

"Sunday also did not want to interfere, but honestly here was Karin feel guilty, because Karin opened the door with this appearance, who would still think positively? The beautiful sister must have thought Karin had slept with Brother. As a fellow woman, Karin would also definitely feel the same way if the one Karin experienced was exactly like that." Said with a witty.

"Yes I understand! Rin ate first, then took a bath, kept antherin me somewhere."

"Where's bang?" Enthusiastic answer.

"Later to know too! Eat first Gina's cooking, it's delicious. No need to buy food or cook." Andy was smitten by horses.

"But you are angry!!"

The two of them were busy eating Gina's cooking that had spilled on the floor. Eat it up greedily.

*****

After shedding all her tears, she screamed freely and loudly in a park far enough from the center of the camp. Gina finally decided to go home.

Gina first removes the remains of her tears, touching up her make, and trying to hide her careless eyes using makeup techniques.

Once in taste enough and disguised, Gina immediately ordered a taxi online. Not long after the online taxi arrived, Gina immediately entered and sat down while leaning back. His hand was unceasingly massaging his dizzy forehead.

Because Karin was indeed true, Gina finally decided to erase all her memories with Andy. Gina deletes all the photos of herself with Andy, deleting all random videos recorded by Andy. Gina also blocked Andy's WhatsApp number and all of Andy's social media. Gina wants to forget all her togetherness, Gina will try hard and sincere.

"Mom, it's here." Tegur the driver.

Gina suddenly became mute, not answering but directly and paying for the taxi online. Gina scooped up a lot of oxygen, rubbing her chest tight. Absorbable and destroyed no matter what the state of his heart is now, Gina will not show it to the mother.

Thank goodness Gina's mother was not in the living room, nor in the tv room. Gina could breathe with relief, because if she met her mother maybe the eye poppies that she had hidden by using the makeup would also be found out. Walking slowly like a sneak, Gina immediately stepped her feet towards her room.

"Home home, baby? How briefly? Not playing first?"

Inevitably, Gina finally turned her body, trying to smile while looking at her mother.

"Yes, just a minute, Andy's brother is busy." Her reply was as normal as possible, even though Gina was displaying a sweet smile still at this moment her heart was screaming.

Mama Gina was silent, something was strange with her daughter. Usually if you meet Andy never abbreviated this. Mama Gina also felt something different from the look on Gina's face, her voice also sounded heavy and seisjit raspy like a person who had finished crying. Mama Gina immediately understood, the instinct of a mother is always right.

"Sugar." This time Mama Gina said very gently, her eyes always fixed on Gina's bead.

"Well, what's mama?" Gina answered him softly and with a smile.

Mama Gina went straight to Gina, put her arm around her and told her to sit on the sofa. Something is wrong with Gina, or maybe her relationship with Andy is in trouble. Even though Gina's mother was young, the kingdom fell in love and was heartbroken. Mama Gina is very understanding, with this condition a woman does not need a backrest. At times like this women only need to embrace, and be patient while calming her heart.

Mama Gina's gentle attitude and treatment made her unable to hold back her tears. Gina cried sobbing and as much as hugging the mother, Gina felt the burden of her heart this time was too heavy. Mama Gina also chose to calm Gina rather than having to ask a few questions. rubbed her back, rubbed the tops of her to kiss her.

Her crying began to subside, Gina immediately wiped away the remains of her tears and snot. Gina tried to gently wipe the wet clothes of Mama Gina.

"Ma, sorry Gina ya." His words with a characteristic hoarse voice finished crying.

"Sorry about what, baby?" Soft question.

"Gina need to cry until mama's clothes are wet, not tears doang loh ma, it's mixed with snot."

"It's okay, clothes are washed and changed."

"Mama don't want to ask why is Gina crying?"

"No! The woman was the least unlucky in asking if her heart was in a mess. Mama doesn't want her, but if Gina wants to tell me something, you're ready to be a listener." His speech.

"Ma, is actually Gina the same brother Andy broke up from a few months ago?" After saying that Gina directly lowered her head.

"Can we break up? What's the problem with you guys?" This Mama Gina was very smart in speaking, even she asked carefully.

"At that time Gina was upset again, because Andy lied to Gina. Gina said all sorts of things and maybe Gina's words really hurt Andy's brother. The one who asked to break up was also Gina, when it was really again emotional and ignited anger. Even Gina had humbled Andy in front of her own best friend." Tears trickled back, Gina remembered the day she asked Andy to break up.

"From there we broke up! But honestly, Gina is sorry. Gina wanted to turn back time, but that was very unlikely. From there between the two also began to have a separation distance, like there is a thick wall that always separates us. This regretful Gina had apologized and asked to be reversed, maybe at that time Gina was like a woman who had no self-esteem. I asked to break up but still asked to return it.

Seriate...

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