
(POVS. Sophia)
A few months after I sold the house and the inheritance that also had my Brother's rights there, There was actually an uneasy feeling that ran through my deepest Heart Instinct. However, Ratna, my wife, always reassured me.
"Don't think too much about it, after all Nur has a husband, there is someone who takes care and is responsible for his life!." That sentence was able to make me temporarily forget my instincts as a brother.
The house and land that I sold was bought by Haji Syakur, the landlord in my village with a price of 300 million according to the price of land in Sana, because, my parents' land is quite large.
"The boy can share his inheritance larger than the daughter, so it is natural that Mas take away his right Mas, let alone Mas the favorite child and the pride of the Father from the past " ratna said every time he discussed the land issue.
"But.there's my sister's right there, why do we have to take everything !"
"From the beginning we have agreed, since your father was sick, you have asked for his signature to divert all the land on behalf of all of Mas, without the knowledge of Nur. remember that, right!"
"Yes, but it doesn't have to be by taking everything, does it?"
"Mas ! I do not want you to change your mind, The land is your right, and Mas is the proud son, Now, the Father is gone, and now, the Land is the inheritance of the Father for you, you yourself were the one who said that once you said, because you are a proud child, then all the inheritance I leave to you, so what we do is not wrong !"
Finally, I who love my wife so much can only give up on her advice, because for me, her happiness is the goal of my life, and no longer feel a dilemma.
The money from the inheritance I use is partly for my family's needs, both for primary and secondary needs.
Part of it is in the tube for the education of my two children and part of it is used by my wife to open a cafe business that she opened in the middle of the crowded city of Surabaya, While I stay at my job to be a manager in my office.
A month, two months to a year, our business is smooth, the cafe is crowded smoothly, the children are ready to go to college, how perfect the happiness we designed in such a way, the, and I forgot all my sins to my late parents who always prided me.
Until one day, a girl with her parents came to me, they were looking for my eldest son who already wanted to register college, they held him accountable for his actions that had impregnated their child.
My heart is broken, the child I am proud of, has committed a sin and is now required to immediately marry the girlfriend he hamili, then mess up my son's college plan, my son, because he had to marry his girlfriend when he had enrolled in college.
Meanwhile, my second child, entangled in a drug case, and he also had to be rehabilitated, because he entered the stage of addiction. Since then Ratna and I have always fought over children.
"This is all because you are not good at caring for and educating children, to the point that Bimo becomes an addict!!" I shouted at my wife.
"I've been busy taking care of Cafe Mas, where I know that he's going to be like this, it's your fault, you're his father, you're supposed to be close to him."Ratna did not want to lose.
"I'm also busy with my job, educating a child is a mother's job isn't it?!"
Fighting for quarrels always happens in my household, I am also frustrated to impact on my work, and I am also fired from my job.
Our Cafe business that is increasingly advanced also did not escape the problem, it turns out that all this time the Wife I love has had an affair with another man who became a partner of Ratna's work in building the Cafe, it turns out, so somehow the cafe's story was taken over by his affair without his knowledge.
"I'm sorry, now this cafe belongs to me to the fullest, so I hope you immediately leave this cafe!" He said to Ratna, who was there at the time, without their knowledge. Those who at first I thought were just my wife's coworkers in managing the Cafe.
"A-what do you mean ? Didn't we agree to run this Cafe together?" Ratna surprised.
"It was originally, but come to think of it, I wanted to be alone managing it, so get out of here, hurry up !"
"snags...We've agreed, after I leave this cafe to you, I'll demand a divorce from my husband, and I'll marry you, but why did you dump me after getting my cafe,?" Ratna's words shocked me, as if I couldn't believe their conversation.
"No !!! This is impossible, you tricked me?, you brash man ! give me back my cafe ! Give me back my money !" Ratna Histeris tugged at Anjas's shirt, and beat up her boyfriend.
"Ratna.so you've been dating her all along ! You're cheating ?" I who heard their quarrels from earlier, finally appeared after getting caught up with the affair.
But Ratna did not care about my anger, she thought more about how the cafe would turn to her, but I who did not accept her affair, made us fight in the cafe, it was, exiled by scurty.
Anjas did not care, because his original purpose was to approach Ratna just want to take the money Ratna.
Until Finally, Ratna was depressed, He was forced to be treated at RSJ because I was also unable to take care of a crazy wife and had betrayed me.
In the circumstances of my broken family like that, I remembered Father, how much I wasted during my illness, and took the inheritance that is rightfully yours only because I am controlled by My Wife, I loved her so much that I forgot who I was supposed to love.
In my despair, I intend to visit my Father's grave, to apologize to him and to rest in the land of his tomb which even though I have never sent Alfatihah for him, since returning from there.
On my way to my hometown, I drove alone in my state of mind, so I had a terrible accident that made me lose both legs.
From then on, I lost everything, my job, my wife, I lost my Son, more precisely my Son and my daughter-in-law, dumped me in the streets because they didn't want to take care of me who already had nothing, until I was a kara and was hanging in the streets.
A year or so, I was swayed in this helplessness, at night, I was cold, when it rained I felt soaked by the unforgivable sin. During the day, my skin was pierced by the hot sun.
At all times, I am pursued by the shadow of sin, but I am powerless to apologize much less to repent, for
The man I dzolimi has passed away and the man I have taken his due has gone somewhere.
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"Now, I beg you to forgive Me Nur, Ampuni your helpless brother, so that my suffering will be lessened" Sofyan said.
"Yes bang, I'm sorry Brother" replied Nur.
"Then how can I apologize to you, Nur ?"hearing that question, Nur fell silent.
"Do good, repent and "Nur's speech stopped when Sofyan felt pain, He was dying, Nur tried to lead him to read La ila ha illallah, but every time it reached the letter "La" his tongue was mute, until he died with the condition of his eyes whizzing, mouth gaping and could not pronounce La ila ha Illallah .
"Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun" said Nur and Baim.
Nur cried, He was concerned about what his brother experienced, until he died without being able to say La Ilaha illallah.
O God, death is Your secret, You are the One who holds the Life of every Being. Forgive my brother's sins and accept his good deeds.
O Allah, turn off Me and my husband in the state of husnul khotimah, with the last sentence being able to mention your Asma, make it easy for Us to mention Your name, at the End of Our Life, for we will never know, under what circumstances We would be facing You.
If we are immersed in sin, give us your knowledge and guidance so that We can repent immediately before You take Our lives.
And forgive the sins of our parents, love them, as they loved us as children and put them with the righteous.