Success of Child 2

12.Why and why.

_The feeling of not wanting to care is always crossed in the heart, but somehow this self forces to always be good to people always hurt.

In the house Renata so looks very quiet, in it only the sound of the clock hand spinning.

Renata was already seen to open his eyes, Renata immediately sat down when his eyes were open, he only held his head that felt so heavy, on his left there was a pool of blood that was still coming out of the wound on his hand,but Renata still doesn't realize it.

' What did I do last night, why did I get that decade.Now what should I do, I really want to get away from this house.But it seems, my body can't be forced.'

At that moment, Mother Wida came and knocked on the door of her house.

" Rena, can you open the door, son?."

Renata who was in the house heard the words of Ms. Wida, but she could not do anything.To stand even she was not in power.

" Daughter, can you please open the door?.Why are you doing it inside?."

Ms. Wida checked the back door of the house, apparently the back key was not locked, she went straight into the house and looked for Renata.

At that time, Bu Wida intended to go to Renata's room.But he abandoned his intentions when he saw Renata sitting limp on the front room floor.

" Rena, what are you doing, son?."

Bu Wida looked at the blood next to Renata.

" You haven't treated this wound?, come on. I'm helping you sit on the chair."

With great difficulty Bu Wida helped Renata who was so limp and so devoid of energy.

" Now, where's the medicine box?."

" No papa ma'am, Rena will be able to take her own medicine."

Said Renata very slowly.

" Sir, tell mom where the medicine box is?.So that your wounds will dry quickly."

" The medicine box is in the drawer 3, near the dish shelf."

Wida quickly went to the kitchen and looked for the medicine box.

" The third drawer near the plate shelf, which one is it?.Maybe here."

Bu Wida checked the drawer he saw, it turns out it was true that the medicine box was there.After getting it, Bu Wida returned to the place where Renata was.

" Why do you leave the wound like this, look at it on the floor, it's your blood you know, son."

When Ms. Wida was treating Renata's wounds, there Renata's eyes closed again.She recalled when she was left alone in the house, and again her brother's words were always heard in Renata's ears.

' We're going out of town, I, father, mother and also ade, and your job is to look after the house.'

Renata immediately covered his ears with both hands, fortunately, Ms. Wida had finished treating him.

" What are you doing?."

Ask Bu Wida to Renata who arrived just covered his ears.Not long from there, clear liquid began to come out of Renata's beautiful eyes.

" What's wrong, son?.Why are you crying?, is anyone sick?."

Suddenly Renata took a breath and said.

Renata gave a faint smile to Ms. Wida, and wiped away her tears.

" Mom, thank you for helping me last night, what happened to me last night."

Renata leaned her head and looked up at the sky of the house.

" What happened to you last night, and why didn't you come with your family?."

With the courage of finally Miss Wida said what she wanted to ask Renata.

" Don't mommy, I felt like last night that my mind was upset, my heart was broken, and I didn't come because I was lazy to travel."

" Why do you want to end your life all night?."

" I don't know either, suddenly someone whispers in my ear."

Slowly bu Wida stroked Renata's head,Renata was a little surprised to feel the elusan in his head.This is the first elusan he felt so far, this is what Renata wants to feel when he is sad, this is what Renata wants to feel when he is sad,when his heart is broken or life in the world is in fact being tested.But Renata still thinks, that why should bu Wida do it? and not his own mother?.

Renata looked at Ms. Wida's face, and without realizing it, a clear liquid came back out of her eyes.

" Why are you crying again?."

" No ma'am, Rena did not cry kok.Rena just touched aja."

Renata quickly wiped away her tears.

" Mom already knows how you feel, how your life is, and how your family treats you.Mom already knows, already yes don't cry anymore.You are a great child, you are a strong child, you are a strong child,even though you have been hurt several times with them, but I see you still respect them, still respect them, and still love them, try to see the children out there,which if they are hurt by their parents or their families they will leave their homes and also hate them, whereas you, you are different from the others.It remains you who are like this huh,son.You must not want to be changed by the situation, keep low yourself and succumb to time, do not force if you are tired but rest so that you can get the energy that was drained."

Ms. Wida still stroked the head elus Renata, Ms. Wida's attitude to Renata was like treating her as her own daughter.

' Why?, why should Miss Wida?, why not the mother who is now beside me?.Where has she been all this time?and why should I express the affection of other people's mothers not of my own?.What is it called the indifference of a mother?, is it the hatred of a mother?.Which makes me confused why and what is the reason behind all this, that's my question.'

" Mom, do you know why my mother, father and sister hated me all this time?.I just want to know the answer to that, if I knew I might be able to fix it."

Renata thinks that who knows if Wida knows about his past.

" Mom don't know son, mom doesn't know very well what makes them hate you,your brother's attitude never changed from since you were little even when you were a baby.He hates you a lot, he always envies if you are in love toy with your father, he likes jealousy, he loves to be jealous,likes to be angry if you see you in the same carrying your father or mother.Even her mother often sees her like slander slander you, maybe you still remember about it right."

Renata nodded his head, because at that time Renata's age was quite large.

" So, I've been acting like that since I was a kid, huh mom?.Because he was jealous, or maybe he didn't want my presence all this time?."

" No son, no. Not like that, but it is God's way of testing you through your brother's attitude towards you.Prejudice is good to everyone, even if that person is not good to you."

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