Success of Child 2

11.Cape.

_Don't protest when the test comes your way, but go ahead and enjoy the process.

Renata was still sitting on the floor, she closed her eyes and raised her head up, she was trying to accept what was happening to her.She started to control her mind and heart, emotions and heartache became one, she said,so that makes Renata frustrated.

' Why?, why!!!.Why should I feel it again?, why should I suffer?, when will I feel happiness with them?, what is the reason behind all this?.Aaaaaaaaa!!,, perhaps my way of life is already like this and I am enough to accept it.'

Renata lowered her head, and began to flood her cheeks with tears coming out of her eyes.

After being satisfied to cry there, Renata also rose from her seat, her head felt a little dizzy so before walking Renata remained silent.Renata began to walk towards her room while pulling the rope bag on the floor.

When he reached his room, Renata slammed the door very hard.He hated this situation, what else he had to accept it.Renata ran and sat on the floor near his bed,Renata squeezed the stretch out on her bed while crying.

' I give up, I want to give up and not want to feel my life like this.Oh my God, just take my life now, I am no longer strong, I am no longer strong,I cape o god if I have to taste this bitter life.'

" Yahoo!!!."

Renata screamed so loudly in her room that neighbors close to her house heard Renata scream.

" Who, who is screaming?."

Ask Bu Wida to her husband and daughter.

" Don't know ma, but papa danger from the direction of his house Mr. ustadz Irfan."

" But pa, they no longer exist.Busan they say goodbye to mama, if they want to go out of town, they want a vacation."

As they were thinking, suddenly the sound of screams came back.

" Maybe, there are those who do not come, let's check."

With a little run, Bu Wida and Mr. Ian went to the house next to him.They went straight into the house that was not locked.

" The door is not in the key ma, who is the one who is in this house."

While inside the house, Mr. Wida and Mr. Ian heard someone crying from the kitchen.

The two of them went towards the kitchen, when they got there, they were shocked to see Renata holding a knife and there was a wound on the hand where there was a vein.

Prang!!!.

Mr. Ian, take off the knife in Rena's hand.

" O God, because what are you doing son?, you can't do such a thing, it's not good sin you know."

Renata sat back on the floor, and Bu Wida hugged his mother from the side.

Renata raised his injured hand, he noticed the blood coming out of his wound.

" Haha, this wound is not as much pain as the wound in my heart.Have ma'am, let me go let me do it.I want to live with more t-."

Renata's words were cut by Ian.

" Istighfar son,istighfar.You cannot do such a thing, your life is even more ruined if you do it.Now you want to do it, but later in nature you will regret."

" But I cape with this life, I cape om, I can't live it."

Ms. Wida finally spoke up.

" Daughter, the world is indeed the place of cape.Whatever you feel, you must be able to accept it.If you want to feel calm, happy without feeling the sense of cape, there is a place that is the hereafter."

" Yes ma'am, I want to feel that.But why are you preventing me?, why are you blocking me?, to do it."

" Because we know, if it's not a good way to reach it.We care about you, son.We don't want if later you regret."

" Didn't you have a dream?, do you want to go without getting the dream you've been dreaming of all this time?.Don't you want to succeed?, then sure you want to go?."

Renata was just him when Ms. Wida advised him.

" Yaudah, now you sleep, let your mother anterin you into the room."

" Son papa ma'am, I can go to my own room.If mom is equally willing to go home, don't papa just go home."

" But you don't do the same thing like that again.Yasudah,om same mother went home first.But before that, you lock the door, because it was fitting om entered the door is not in the key,but there is also good luck not in the key.Try if in the key maybe now you have been seriously injured."

After that, Mr. Wida and Mr. Ian left the house and left Renata still sitting on the kitchen floor.

' That's what I want from my father and mother, to strengthen me when I'm hurt and to raise me when I fall.But why do my neighbors why not father and mother?.'

Renata stood up and walked slowly towards the main door, he locked the door and then he walked back and stopped near the front room chair, then Renata lay her body on the floor.

Renata felt, he was no longer able to walk to his room, and finally Renata lay in the front room without using a pedestal for his sleep and also the covers that covered his body.

Tonight was a very painful night for Renata, because she had never been so hurt as to end her own life.

When he lay down his body, Renata immediately closed his eyes.Because his eyes were sore because he had been crying for a long time, and also Renata's eyes began to rub.

" It's a good thing we checked it out, if it's not possible that the current Rena is gone."

Said Ms. Wida when she arrived at her house.

" Yes ma, but why didn't Renata come? ma, while the others went on vacation, it seems like he was the only one in the house."

" Papa, do not know yes.During this life how Rena, how her family's attitude on Rena how and how everyday life Rena."

" Why, why ma?."

Mr. Ian doesn't know, because Mr. Ian is always busy with his work, so he doesn't pay much attention to the lives of his neighbors.

" Pa,Rena it's according to mama the figure of a strong child.Soalah, his life is always tested but he can still smile to us even though his life is not as beautiful as we see.Asal papa know, he knows,his family according to their mother hated the same Rena pa, sometimes mama also could not bear if she began to be distinguished with her brother or she was not cared for by her parents, either,and when he was angered by his brother.But strangely Rena was just silent, he never volunteers with his parents, want his parents to talk this talk that he remained silent, Mama salut same Rena, Mama,Rena strong pa, because the mental Rena has been trained from since she was a child.Pa, you've seen Rena fight with her parents, you know why now she does not fight to her parents."

" Why,ma?."

" Because of his words that were always not heard and trusted by his parents, and finally maybe Rena chose to be quiet."

" Yes ma, we do'ain hope Rena can be patient and can face her life that sounds so painful."

That was the conversation they discussed, after returning from the house next to his house.

***When speech is not heard, then all you have to do is be quiet.

_Renatah.

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