Substitute Woman

Forced Retractable

Ouch, Mey ... Why can't you forget him anyway. I should have realized he wasn't coming back. The man I am currently with is her. Don't be too hopeful, the ones that are even more sick.

I should be able to move on from the past. It's like Bucin gini. Moreover, it is the love of children who still stink. I can't tell where love is amazed. I should have realized that when I was a child, it was just fear, not love.

Ah, what a fool!

If this is going to be a single girl for life. Any man who wants to get close if he continues to be rejected for a funny reason.

Yeah, it's funny! Dion alone always seduced me and continued to be rejected outright laughing at the reasons I have explained.

“Waiting for my girlfriend who missed out on the past!”

Dion laughed out loud to the point of wetting his pants. Might as well.

“Last time in wait! The future is in samperin. People walk ahead you even look back. Yes hit and sick.”

The thing that made the chest tight as everyone laughed at the hope that had been buried. Maybe I'm the dumbest person in the world who still believes that a soul mate must meet again. Even though it is so far away.

Waiting without certainty until when. Until this heart is tired and no longer know to whom I complain. Angry at him who makes false promises.

I glanced back at the man again, after struggling with all those chaotic thoughts. He was still focused on driving. There was a person like this, silent without a word as if he was with a statue.

“Kak, can it not?” I finally asked back. Rather than like a madman who had just been prying on his own.

Tanpe turned his head he replied, “What?”

It feels like I want to flip flops now.

“Whose name?”

“Important about name?”

“Important. Brother knows what my name is, when I can't know brother's name?”

“Oh, so!”

“Ya.”

Silent.

Waiting like a bego who kept staring at him until he said again. Unfortunately, the man remained silent without even looking at me.

In cuekin it feels ... It hurts!

I stroked the chest. Adding patience stock. Maybe if there is a refill, I will fill the stock patiently to face this man.

If asked to be his girlfriend, I'm really excited. Even though he's handsome still. The person is cute like this, where there are romantics.

“Taste in sumirin statue!” sindirku.

The man doesn't care. Not even a smile. Elah, cuek very. How about a girlfriend then. I'm sure no woman is in a relationship with him.

Tired also feels diem without any chatter. I was said to be chatty, especially if gossiping. Duh, forget the time. Gossip about discount goods yes, not talking people. Sins.

“Working brother in Papa's office?” I asked again, though I was not sure if I would answer.

One minute

Two minutes

Three minutes

Until I stopped counting to fifty. There's no answer at all.

“It looks like fasting by the way yes, what expensive are the words?”

Again there is no answer. Ah, I remember now. Maybe this guy is hating. Like the ones in those videos. Now is his time.

Usually hidden cameras. I circled my gaze around the car, like one who was searching for treasure. Maybe she'll think I'm a weird girl. Ah, bodo is very yes, after all he is more strange.

“What are you looking for?”

I'm not wrong, right? She's nanya! I swear my heart is happy. Really great to ask.

“Emm ... Nothing,” I replied while showing a smile as sweet as possible.

Oh, why be lebay gini anyway. Embarrassing.

The man shook his head. Then I gave him a chocolate that was my favorite.

The chocolates remind me of her leaving, which keeps these tears from dripping when I remember her leaving. Why now there are men who also give the same chocolate.

Actually chocolate is a favorite of Tomy's sister, a childhood friend. When I miss I always buy her favorite chocolate, hoping to reduce the longing a little.

However, now ... I got sadder and blamed myself for thinking about it too late.

“Kak don't know this is my favorite chocolate?” many wonder. Feeling that he is Brother Tomy.

Ah, maybe it's just a coincidence!

“Which I know, deliberately bought earlier in the supermarket.”

I nodded, obeying his words. It might be a coincidence. Wherever it may be that Brother Tomy will return, he must have forgotten and may have married.

“Cok not eaten?”

I blinked my eyes, not expecting him to ask again. After being upset there is also a smile in the love of chocolate. Unfortunately, this is not what I want.

“Lho, why cry? You why?”

I shook my head and continued to cry while chewing chocolate. Always that I do when I remember Brother Tomy.

“I'm sad, this chocolate reminds me of someone.”

He stopped his car on the side of a deserted road.

“Terus?”

“He left without news! Hicks ... Hicks ... Hiks ..”

“Former girlfriend?”

“Not! Hwaaaa ... A date has never had an ex!”

The man looked at me in disbelief. Maybe it's surprising because this big guy has never been dating.

There was a smile on his face. Although it was a little. Maybe I want to laugh but I can stand it.

“Not crying. Later Mr. Ardi thinks I'm anything you.”

“Bodo. Hwaaaaaa ...”.

He scratched his head, probably confused because I was crying even harder.

“Ya already, cry until tired.”

The man who knew his name drove his car. Foolish with me who's still crying with chocolate.

***

I cried for almost an hour, tired as well. He kept twirling the streets so as not to get home quickly. Afraid she said I came home crying.

“Udah?”

“What?”

“Nangisnya.”

“Udah!” ketus.

He stopped his car back in a park. This time it made my chest tight. The park I've always been to with Brother Tomy. Lots of memories there.

I stared from the windshield, a lot has changed there. I was reluctant to go down because I had made up my mind to forget it.

The more forced to hope, the more this heartache keeps waiting. Without certainty.

“Not want to come down?”

“Hurtful.”

The man frowned, perhaps asking 'what hurts?'

“Sorry to me yes, make Mey sad.”

How is he apologizing?

“I don't work in Mr. Ardi's office.”

I listened to him carefully. His face looked solemn, from the sunlight that was starting to change at dusk, his face looked extremely handsome.

Make this melt the heart, but remembering his attitude earlier made me into a sprain.

“Pak Ardi also did not tell me to pick you up.”

“Hah? Seriously? Who is this brother?”

Thumping heart. Apparently he's not Papa's man. I got anxious.

She smiled, so sweet. Then rub the top of the head and remove any traces of tears that are still left. Oh, so sweet.

“You hungry?”

Uh, even hungry isn't it. He doesn't know if I'm scared.

Afraid you're kidnapped.

“Who are you? Take me home.”

“I do not know your address, so from earlier not to.”

Holy hooch! Geez! Apparently he doesn't know my address, but he can pick me up. Was he wrong? Or ...

Ah, apparently not because I want to calm down crying earlier! It's a big head.

“So you're told who to pick up?”

He pulled my hand and placed it on his chest.

“My heart told me.”

To be continue ..