Substitute Priest For Chayra

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Just like Chayra, Alif can only complain to her Robb. In one third of the night, he performed two rakaat sunah prayers to ask for guidance and seduce the Divine so that his household with Chayra did not end here. Truly, Alif will not be able to take off the woman he loves and has fully owned.

The grains of love dripping from both corners of the net accompany the longing verses that are reflected in the heart. Alif misses the touch of his wife's flickering fingers and warm kisses. He also misses hugs that are always able to calm and reconcile the soul.

Kumandang adhan dawn awakens the soul that is lulled nestapa. Forcing a weak body to rise up immediately and carry out its duties as a servant.

Alif and Chayra perform the dawn prayer service of two rakaat in different places with full keshusyu' an. They surrender to the Divine Robbi, God Almighty, for the stroke of destiny written to them.

Prayer strands and chants of love accompany the dhikr that they spoke after saying two greetings.

After putting down the sarong and the prayer mat, Alif swung his legs towards the kitchen. He intends to cook Chayra's favorite food.

Although a man, Alif is very good at playing a spatula. Because it was too engrossed, to the point that he did not hear the sound of the scream of a flat object lying on the table.

"Alhamdulillah done. Hopefully, Chayra likes it --" he said expectantly.

The sound of footsteps shifted Alif's attention who was arranging rice and side dishes on the table. He turned to the source of the voice.

"Chayra-" she says. Alif published a smile-welcoming arrival of the angel of the heart.

"Yang, Mas Alif has prepared breakfast for you. Hope you like it."

"Hm. Thank you -" he answered briefly and then pulled the chair before landing the weight of the body and followed by Alif.

"Oma phone --"

"Mother Kiran?"

"Hmmm. He asked us to attend the wedding ceremony of mas Rizqi and mbak Nadhira which was held later after Isya, at the boarding school Al Hidayah. Yesterday, your phone oma, but it wasn't picked up-"

"Owhh, maybe .. when Alif was busy cooking your favorite food, Yang."

"Regarding our household problems, do not let oma and others know. It's just enough of us. We'll finish both. In front of them, we are ordinary. As if there was nothing --" he said flatly and without looking at the interlocutor.

"Yes Yang. Mas Alif agrees with you. Better, we'll have breakfast first. After breakfast, we talk again --"

Chayra. He did not respond to Alif's words. A raging feeling in the chest, making him reluctant to touch the food on the table. Chayra was not hungry at all. He was already filled with the bitter reality he had to swallow.

Alif breathed a little rough and stared at Chayra's back until it disappeared from sight. Somehow, he tried to repair his relationship with his now fractured wife.

He stared wistfully at all the food on the table the results of his hard work, cap chay fried, ifu noodles, fried chicken butter sauce, tofu, and tempe fried and shrimp crackers. All food is Chayra's favorite. If his heart was not clouded, Chayra must have devoured it to the toilet, not remaining.

Alif covered all the food with a serving hood made of woven bamboo. He hoped that Chayra would eat it if she was hungry.

With gontai steps, Alif overtook Chayra who was now sitting on the balcony. His heart aches when he looks at the moody face of the wife who usually looks cheerful.

Alif breaks down and rests before Chayra. He hopes that Chayra's heart will soften and be willing to forgive the biggest mistake he has made. "Yang, Mas Alif apologized. Sorry for getting you back hurt. Mas Alif is ready to accept any punishment from you. But, don't ask Mas Alif to let you off. Mas Alif can not if you have to part with you, because mas Alif loves you very much --" .

Supposedly, Alif was honest before saying the word kabul and binding Chayra with holy ties. He should have rejected Kirana's request, having already thought the consequences would be like this. But because of the great love, Alif ignored the time bomb that was ready to explode at any time. And now it has been proven. The bomb of that time, has now exploded and destroyed the woman he loves.

Chayra breathed a rough breath. He began to say, without turning his eyes from the prowess of Mount Merapi. "I have trusted you so much that I am willing to give you the sanctity that I have been guarding all this time. But it turns out I was wrong. I should have, I held my heart. Supposedly, I don't easily get fooled by your very sweet attention --" Chayra paused for a moment and swallowed a very bitter-tasting spit before coming back into words.

"I'm not gonna ask you to let me go. But from now on, we sleep in different beds. I'm afraid I can't erase the good memories we went through together someday ... God wants us to separate. There is still someone waiting for you in Cairo. He needs your shoulder more to lean on than me. As a second wife, I am self-conscious. You and I cannot be selfish. Although your love is only for me but treat her like a wife. He's also your place to worship." Chayra tried hard despite her crumbling heart. He held back the cry by folding his lips and instantly closed his eyes. It was very painful to imagine Alif touching another woman and imagining a separation that he did not want at all, because he had already given his heart and body to Muhammad Alif Firdaus, who had no desire for his life, a surrogate priest who he believes can bandage his wounds and color his originally somber world because of Damar's betrayal.

Meanwhile, Alif, his heart was getting painful when he heard the words that were spoken from Chayra's lips. He could not touch Elmira, the woman he did not love. Just peeking at Elmira's forehead he never did. Especially if you have to touch and unite the body with his first wife.

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