Stop At You

Ep.3

It does not feel the clock has shown at 4 pm, it means it is time to change the shift, the other three friends have appeared to be preparing to replace us. After I think I've finished all my work and tidied up. Me, Lia and Reno say goodbye.

I felt tired and painful all over my body, so many unexpected things happened today. My thoughts turned back to recall Zayn's mother's condemnation. I don't know what to do, on the one hand I love Zayn so much, I want to be with him. But on the other hand even though we love each other, his family will never approve of our relationship, even with the bright light of his mother coming and hit me, stepping on my pride in front of many people.

All the way home I just daydreamed, staring blankly at the streets so crowded with passing vehicles. Until unknowingly there was a motor speeding from the front that almost hit me.

"Yesterday!! Watch your way." Reprove someone and then pull me in his arms.

I was very surprised, if that hand did not pull me, maybe I was in the hospital at this time. A second later I put my head up, curious about this familiar hand that was holding me.

"Zay." Zayn." I muttered as soon as our eyes met.

"What's up, baby? Are you thinking of something?." He asked worriedly and relaxed his embrace.

"Ah no, I just miss mommy's dad." I replied, I don't want him to know that his mother came to me and asked me to leave. If he knew, maybe he would do something reckless, like take me eloped like he used to do.

"You didn't lie, did you? If there's anything you shouldn't hesitate to tell me, I'm your lover Nad, I want you to be able to share your grief and grievance with me." He said again while gently stroking my head.

This is what I love about him, it always makes me calm and comfortable.

After that, Zayn drove me home. No matter how busy he is, he will always take the time to come and get me. We walked together to enjoy every second of our togetherness that might not happen again.

It feels like I want to stop time until here, just by looking at it, clutching his hand, the two way like now, simple but able to make me happy. The happiness I can feel in the midst of the bitterness of life.

"Well, I'm sorry I couldn't keep you company for a long time, mom asked me to come home early today." Zayn said as soon as he arrived at my house, he did not seem willing to leave me so soon, because usually he would stop by first, cook and eat with me.

"It's okay Zayn, go home." My answer is trying to smile.

"You're upset with me?". Accused later.

"Bad hell, yauda I go home first, baby. Be careful at home, don't forget to eat, get enough rest, if anything, let me know soon."

Again he pulled me into his arms, warm, comfortable, made me feel at home for a long time there.

I don't want to lose you, Zayn, it hurts, it hurts so much.

Unknowingly my tears just fell, the longer it flowed, soaking up Zayn's clothes that looked nice and expensive. How can I let go of a love that has existed for more than three years, can't I just be a little selfish and take it away for myself?.

"Eh.. You cry?." Tegur Zayn who seems to be aware of my stuffing. He let go of his embrace, cupped my cheeks so my eyes would look at him.

"Dear you why? How crying? Is anyone sick?". He said worriedly, then checked some parts of my body.

"Zay.."

"If anyone asks you to leave me what you're gonna do". I was hoping to get an answer like I wanted.

"Why ask that? Listen to me, Nad, no matter what happens, until ever, I'll always be by your side. You've been a part of my life, half my soul, if that parting happens, I'm more likely to go crazy. So in this life only I can be with you, you can only be mine." Zayn said, hugging me back tightly, I could feel his heartbeat racing faster, just like I felt.

"Thank you Zayn, thank you for loving me. It has come into my life, accompanied and cared for me. I love you so much." My reply returned his embrace equally tightly.

I didn't think I'd get this sweet answer from Zayn, if only he knew I had to leave him, I don't know what would happen in the future.

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