Stop At You

Ep.1

Why are you leaving so soon? why would you leave me alone? Why yah? Why ma'am? Where's your promise to always look after me, keep me company? Hix.. Hix..

Death is God's secret, anyone will experience it, no matter when, where, and in what way, only the almighty knows it.

I never thought I'd experience that pain so soon, the two people I love the most, that part of my life, my soul, just left without saying goodbye.

The fatal accident that killed more than 20 workers claimed the lives of my parents. Obviously this morning I could still see their warm smiles, still feel their dear arms, but now, they are back in a terrible condition, lying soulless in this wooden coffin.

Why would God do this to me? This whole life I have not been able to give happiness to them, have not had time to repay all their services. I should've gone, I should've slept in there, not them, not my mom and dad.

"You're patient, baby, please let them know, if you continue like this they'll be sad." Entertain Zayn. A boyfriend who has been with me for over 1 year.

He was the one who brought my parents' bodies home, helped with the administration of the hospital, and their funeral.

"You still have me Nad, wait for me to finish my studies, after that I will definitely marry you." Said again.

The warm and gentle words did not make me stop crying. I just want to drain my tears. So that later there will be no more tears as I remember the pain and pain today.

But not yet had my intention fulfilled, I felt a very dizzy, my vision became blurry, until finally my body was unable to stand again, and my consciousness was slowly disappearing in the middle of the funeral process.

*****

Cring...Cring..Cring...

The ringing of nature awakened my deep sleep, again I still dream of that day. Painful events that continue to rotate even though time has run more than 2 years.

Tired, tired, wanting to give up, I must have felt. But because of him, my spirit came back just like that, he could always motivate and make me rise again and again. Who else if not that man, Zayn Alvarendra. My first love and lover since three years ago.

I walked my feet slowly while enjoying the morning breeze, the distance between home and where I work was quite close. It only takes 15 minutes to walk. That way I can save a little, do not require additional costs to ride a motorcycle or public transportation.

"For Li, morning Ren." I greet my two coworkers who have arrived first

"By first too dear Nadine." Lia replied with a warm smile

"For Nad." Sahut Reno is no less friendly.

The three of us began our routine, cleaning and preparing some necessities first before the restaurant was ready to open.

I prepared all the needs at the cashier, such as pennies, check back the cash register, as well as some other needs.

As for Lia, she was on duty in terms of cleanliness. And for Reno, the task is in the kitchen, preparing everything she will need for the menu that is in the menu book today.

Because this restaurant is not so big, for the performance will only be guarded by three people. Although the salary is not much but I am grateful for still being able to connect life, also met with friends who are willing to share their complaints with me, helping each other, and solid in our work.

**tbc.

Don't forget to leave a trail of friends.

See you**.