Still Loving Ex
Episode 2: Love Location of Lisa and Roger
The POV Lisa
I was amazed by his attitude at the first meeting, Roger loudly mentioned his partner's name during the formal introduction, how lucky the woman was, I never got such treatment. Like at first sight, maybe this is how I feel right now, but he already has a partner, so let me keep it to myself and try to be close to him as a coworker.
The more the feeling more and more, especially when the intelligence is shining, often stealing the view, although not infrequently disappointed because he was communicating with a lover far away there. I'm not smart to save feelings, then it is known that there is a sense so that coworkers matchmaking every day, that's what makes confidence and it seems Roger is not disturbed. The closer the day, trying to always be there for him, including when fighting with his lover.
We often walk together, eat together, his lover never knows, learn to know more about him, the more fascinated he is made. He's a lonely man while I'm a woman who likes him, it's not wrong to fill each other right? after all his lover can not accompany here, his lover believes in Roger too much, why not try it? the official statement will be after they break up.
Looked at Roger's concern, moved on to me or stayed loyal to his lover? can't force him, but I will do my best to get him to choose me. I am sure, will win from him, the anxiety makes him sensitive, easy emotions, including to his lover, every day accusing things, when they quarrel then I present to be his coolers.
***
Somehow the story they broke, how happy I was, so we could blatantly right, I would show it to the whole world if he were mine, photo posts on Roger's instagram have been published so that his friends and convey to his lover. Even in the office we are more courageous to show the special relationship that we have, and friends also think that we are a suitable partner.
Happiness was disturbed when I realized that his old lover could not be forgotten, it looks very clear still love him and I was like a shadow. It doesn't feel right for her to behave like that, I'm now her lover, she's mine and her heart is only for me. Roger was verbally abusive, but his heart was already gone for him, surely one day he turned into a warm like before being made. Forever should be mine, however, so I challenged him to propose to his parents if it was really serious and to prove that he did not love his ex.
She did what I wanted, planned to get married. But, the more it becomes clear that you have not forgotten your ex, it is not uncommon to even call my name wrong and demand me to be like his ex. It was only fitting that her treatment of me was the treatment of her ex before separation. Often quarrelling over his ex, he was impressed to defend his ex, although there was no trace of communication after the break up, still not calm it feels.
I challenged him to give me his ex's phone number, it turns out he's still saving, painful. Gather all the strength to ventured to contact the ex, making sure that their relationship was over. Doubt and fear come, but that's what needs to be done. There was a soft voice answering the call, a soft voice across there, I admit I just responded like it sounded soothing.
"Ok, what kind of answer do you want?" Nala asked which made me instantly speechless.
"If you still love you there, than behind me there is nothing." Oral impressed willingly, but the heart is not willing if the answer still loves Roger.
"No, it's all done, you guys just focus on your relationship, even if you have a promise, I've made it clear." The answer makes me feel guilty, she's a good-natured woman, she should be a little bit of a bitch.
"We are adults, there is no need to fight over this issue, better friends, you can ask about him who wants to be known." Welcome again
"You want to talk to Roger?" I'm the one who's out of words
"Can!" The response, heavy heart give mobile phone to Roger.
Hearing them talk seems ordinary, as if there is no one to hurt or hurt, even hearing that Nala advised to be responsible until the end with her decision to choose me, advised not to hurt me, and even told her not to, roger's eyes glazed over, tears ready to spill.
"I'm sure, we're not easy through this, are we? you are difficult, I am difficult, we are both sick. I'm the one who ended the relationship and you chose her, no matter how she started, we have to be responsible."
"Why did you get away from me?" Roger asked tremblingly.
"You must know the answer, Roger!"
"I'm sorry, if during my time as a couple I was wrong and less than perfect" continued Nala.
"We're the ones who won, don't be Roger either." The sentence was just a pleasantries covering jealousy, which woman is willing to be friendly with her ex-boyfriend's lover? there aren't.
"Yes, it's okay, how good it is." The response was still gentle, it made me feel smaller.
"I'm with him three years, don't force him to forget because it makes him remember more, but try to create new moments so that old moments are buried" he advised me.
"Thank you."
I know why Roger loves Nala so much, so much that I'm not going to be as good as Nala. At first, being like Nala, Roger would be able to love me completely, but it turned out to be wrong, because it would not be able to be like him, even in situations where we had hurt him a lot before, he could still not be angry or cursing.
"We have to take responsibility, Lisa!" Roger's voice surprised me
"I was rude to him, provoked him to fight because I was confused between you, I couldn't decide, because I loved him so much, but we betrayed him." Roger's tears are flowing.
"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.
The thought felt confused, it seemed wrong to contact his ex-lover, it turned out to make me not confident afterwards. I'll prove to the world that if I can have all my money, Roger will marry me, I'll give you what Nala can't, including my honor.
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Weekend time for a walk to the city center which is about three hours from work, I deliberately booked the hotel without his knowledge for a place to stay, as happiness because it was so, so, do not forget to prepare a safety lat man because do not get pregnant before his time.
All day long, the body feels tired, it looks like he is starting to be happy with me, right what Nala said to create a new moment. I said that if you stop by the hotel for a short break, just continued the journey home, without suspecting he agreed.
Arriving at the hotel room he was surprised because of the room decoration like for a honeymoon, I just said that it was a bonus, when in fact I myself ordered it. In order not to be seen planning this then have to express pretending not to know, while offering drinks and seeing the view in the afternoon. I slowly clasped her hands, hugged her, whispered the words of love, and looked at her. Unknowingly the two lips were together, the atmosphere instantly heated up, and I agreed to do further. The body is pushed towards the bed, grappling friendly until the clothes detach all.
"You, you want to do it?" Roger whispered slowly in the ear
"Yes!" My response
"Alright, if you want to do it" Roger was passionate
Every second that passes is delicious, I feel victorious, then I will not waste to please him. No matter the sheets, blankets, pillows, and cluttered bolsters, the more heated the passion there is. Roger is reaching his peak.
"Mimaaaaaa!" It's his scream that makes me want to be angry, but I have to be patient.
I hugged her tightly then looked her in the eyes, showing that she was doing it with me. Roger nodded and apologized.
"You're so smart, Lisa! I feel good" Roger said before falling asleep, and I only realized that Roger did not use safety. Trying to stay calm, looking at the menstrual calendar, it is not a fertile period. Roger, this is a new moment for you for the old moment to be buried, I'm sure Nala didn't give this moment.
