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I'm losing

There is a great disappointment that Salman has.

Positioned her brother in a chair near the motorbike he parked, soothed his brother's heart. After looking calm she asked permission for a moment with her brother as fast as lightning she searched for Adam's whereabouts because she knew very well that the man was still there and had not left.

After his eyes went around he saw Adam sobbing in the corner of the chair where Adam and Asri had been sitting, while Asri was calming him down.

"Haiiii.. coward here you are,,, " cried Salman while pulling Adam's collar, inevitably one raw bogem landed on Adam's cheek, Asri who saw it immediately shouted, saying, but the cry did not sound the same people around because the place they were sitting was indeed mojok.

"Satisfied you've hurt my brother... Why??? are there no other women so you have to be like this.. You trashy, have no morals, where are your hearts???? salman's shout loudly boomed with red eyes restraining anger. Young blood Salman churned did not accept his brother betrayed the same two people in front of him.

"While Adam didn't budge in the slightest, his heart broke full of the remorse of a girl who for three years, the high school time he loved in silence, he said, then it could be his lover just because the distance between the education place separated him wavering with the seduction of the friend of the friend to this day actually can not fill his heart, has not been able to shift his love for Ghina.

What a deep regret.

Adam then tried to get up, after Salman left, he glanced cynically at Asri, "you just call people to pick you up, sorry I don't intend to take you home" adam said as his motorbike mestarter then left at high speed.

There is no hope of meeting Ghina, everything is over even though his love is still firmly perched in his heart, he realizes that the mistakes he made will no longer be able to be addressed for his relationship with Ghina, he said, beautiful girl who is friendly, polite, a little stubborn, smart and pious.

Want to die alone ... shame, regret that now that really pierced the heart of Adam.

That night he didn't come home, he put his bike on a lonely hill there was nobody there, he didn't care about the crying and crying he did until morning, he said, his whole body shivered from the cold air all night, even though he was wearing a jacket still piercing the bone.

After morning she finally came home, not wanting her parents to worry.

"I lost. whispered he to the father he met on the terrace sipping coffee.

"What happened." asked his father casually.

"Putuussss" Adam answered without seeing his father's face.

"Stupidly you are Dam. You are the same Si Ghina anake Almarhum Arif, even kakean polah, rasakno sak iki mu.... kuwalat rasakno dewe.

Thank goodness, child, if not good at being grateful....

Stupid, it's the same Ghina son of alm Arif even most of the behavior, rasain.g pity the same orphans, ntar kuwalat know the taste of lo.

Adam who is said to be so the same his father is more sad because he almost forgot that Ghina should have been more and more dear he was not even betrayed let alone as his best friend Asri.

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That afternoon was so until Ghina's house was not as shocked as before. It's just that his hunger is no longer there, it's no taste.

His heart hurts.but different when his mother's father left this time he felt there was disappointment, disappointment that he would reply with proof or whether it was disappointed, hurt or something...

Even if Ghina didn't want to have the names Adam and Asri, it was better than her to hold them in her head.

He wanted to finish college quickly and then organize his life. Expecting to meet a more loyal soul mate does not want any excessive jealousy, who is willing to accept himself, his sister and his family, as well as his,

What Ghina wants to love is to be fully aware that loving is sick. Thought so ....

Here's the thing... loving it hurts. I want to be loved yes Alloh.. let me know it feels fought for and appreciated,,,, Ghina thinks that the more day she loves Adam, the more Adam, but Adam who used to love even less after Ghina became an orphan.

Yes indeed left for ever the same dear person is sick, but betrayed lover is disappointed that feels pain.

There is a sense of wanting to do things that want to go forward, want better, want to be appreciated, maybe like that.

***Is such a feeling the definition of revenge yes... *** Still Author not understand😊😊😊