Starting from a mistake
part 9's
a cold morning made all humans who were still struggling with their dreams reluctant to get out of their mattresses and warm blankets. this morning was not as bright as usual the sun that usually greeted the morning with its bright light today did not reveal itself, only a black fog that covered the sky. a cloudy morning makes anyone reluctant to do activities especially the weather is very supportive to continue the dream.
but unlike Feby, the clock still shows at 05:00 but he has finished bathing and is preparing to go to school, morning who really understood his mood which was also cloudy thinking about his longing with his beloved brother who never went home.
every time it rains he always cries but not as bad as yesterday maybe his longing has been unstoppable for 8 years he always resisted that longing in silence. harbored all his feelings because he did not want to bother his mom and dad, but this time he really could not miss him too much for him to bear.
the clock shows at 05:30 feby coming down the stairs lethargic, my eyes that I felt as a result of all night he cried, blackened eye bags because he was awake all night, his pale lips may be due to his unhealthy body condition due to rain and lack of rest.
arriving at the dinner table ferronika is preparing breakfast for her husband and children. he looked up at the stairs and saw his daughter coming down the stairs his smile was welcoming his daughter but the smile grew increasingly faded after seeing the state of his daughter's concern.
a drop of tears fell from the ferronic eye pelukan, he immediately turned his face and wiped away the rough tears.then looked towards his daughter with a glaring smile to cover up his sadness.
" dear, are you awake? " ask soft ferronika as she approached her daughter. Feby did not answer she just nodded her head.
" you're neat, you're leaving, right? " add the ferronika with a smile even though his heart actually hurts to see the situation of his daughter is really alarming.
" feby departs yes ma" said feby while greeting the hand of ferronika, without touching his breakfast only drink half a glass of milk.
" you don't eat breakfast first, from last night you eat it just a little dear" said soft ferronika.
" feby not laper ma" said weak feby.
" you're going alone? " ask mama feby again.
" feby usanterin pak tono aja ma "
" i left, assalamualaikum "pamit feby then passed away from there he was lazy today to talk and somehow he felt his mother talk a lot today.
" good morning non feby "greet pak tono when feby out of the house.
" morning sir" said feby lethargic, then entered the car provided by pak tono, a car commonly used in school feby.
" ok behind non "ask pak tono who was surprised to see feby sitting in the back instead of in the seat of the youngster.
" anterin feby sir" said feby a little upset somehow today everyone sucks. always asked a lot of feby was lazy to talk.
" oh good non " said pak tono then walked around towards the steering chair.
" we walk now non "ask pak tono after entering the car and get ready behind the steering wheel.
feby only cleared his throat and put earphones in his ear to listen to music and closed his eyes to make his mind a little quiet during the trip to school.
•••
in the dining room of the house feby revelation just came out of his room saw his wife who stood pensively looking at the exit that had been passed by his daughter.
revelation slowly approached the ferronika, who had not yet realized its presence, looking toward the door that no one was there.
" ma "call for revelation quietly while stroking his wife's shoulder.
" uh papa "sapa ferronika after waking up and looking at her husband who was standing right next to her. held back with all the tears that were at the end of her eyes, so that her husband would not see her tears.
but suddenly the hand of revelation holding his hand stopped all his activities.
" honest with papa what's up? " ask revelation turning the body of the ferronica and gazing in the bead of the ferronic eye.
" mama just can't bear to see feby pa" said the ferronika bowed languidly with tears that could not be contained anymore.
" mama's patience is papa's best effort for feby" said the calming revelation then pulled the ferronika into his arms.
after feeling the ferronica began to calm down the revelation released his embrace and remove the rest of the tears that wet his wife's cheeks using her thumb.
•••
arriving at the school car riding feby can only deliver to the front of the school gate. the school is still quiet only a few students who are seen to have come feby was also dropped from the car after saying goodbye to pak tono.
walking into the school gate without removing the earphones that had been installed on his ear earlier, he walked slowly through the still quiet corridor to his class the clock was still showing at 06:00 then there were still many students who were not present because it was too early.
feby entered his class there was not a single student present in his class.he walked to his seat and sat there. when Feby sat down he saw a piece of paper on his desk curious about the contents of the feby open the paper which turned out to be a paper that read.
stay away from El or your life will not be quiet!!!
feby only read it at a glance not to bother with the contents of the letter because he did not feel close to El. maybe people idly thought he.
the paper was directly inserted into the bag. feel calm with a quiet class atmosphere feby buried his face in the folds of his hands on the table closed his eyes to just eliminate the drowsiness that attacked him.
feby slept long enough without realizing that many students had arrived, including both his themes mala and diana. the two of them went straight to the seat where they noticed a feby who was not as usual sleeping in class this early.
" why the child? " ask mala on diana.
" don't know, wake up " said Diana.
" feb, febyyyy feb wake up "the word mala right in feby's ear.
" eugh "feby moaned trying to collect his consciousness and looked around it turned out the class was crowded.
" why did you sleep so early? " ask diana while looking at feby's face, feeling something strange.
" can't sleep me late" said feby.
" what is your face, you are sick? " ask Mala while cupping her feby cheeks with both hands and shaking them to see her best friend's face.
" not just lack of sleep" said Feby in a limp tone.
" but lo lemes so, to uks aja yuk "take diana and answered by feby.
" i don't know" said Feby again.
" really, if it hurts to say the same to us" said Mala who was also worried about the state of feby.
" yes, the teacher has entered " said feby after the bell rang and the teacher entered the class, they followed the lesson in silence.
