Starting from a mistake
part 68's
after traveling almost 30 minutes with awkwardness that filled the car finally the car feby until the apartment building owned by El.
" thanks" said El after the perfect feby car.
" you sure you can do it yourself ?" feby asked with his flat face while his eyes implied worry.
" yes I can "El get out of the car with a limp and just a few steps El almost fell but fortunately feby quickly helped him.
" don't be strong enough to "sarcas feby staring lazy El.
" i can "
" no need to say "feby memapah El entered the apartment building after asking for the floor of the apartment El.
they arrive at the 7th floor where El's apartment is located.feby carefully memapah El who almost lost consciousness but still trying to stay conscious.
" password ?"
" 19061997 "feby was surprised but immediately changed his expression to flat again.how not surprised it was the birth date of feby and El use it for his apartment password is crazy.
feby treads El carefully into the usual room in El. After laying El on his bed, Feby walks into the closet somehow he becomes like a random host.
feby picks up a white short shirt and also pants for El to change clothes.
" what's lo ?" el asked in a weak hoarse voice and it was a success making feby creep.
" bac*t, change the clothes lo ,gue out first "feby throw the clothes he took earlier and then out of the room to take the basin and also a towel to clean the wound El.
after taking the water and looking for a towel feby directly back to the room in El.
tok tok tok tok
" had not "asked feby from the outside with a little scream.
" just enter "feby enter by carrying a basin and also hot tea that was made to warm El's body.
" p3k where is ?" ask Feby because he had been looking but did not meet.
El pointed at the drawer under the tv, Feby immediately took the p3k box and sat in front of El who was leaning on the back of the mattress.
painstakingly, Feby cleaned the wounds on El's body with warm water that was being bombed.
after that he applied the red medicine that had already been poured on the cotton to El's face carefully.
" sshhh slowly it was "El complained to feel pain in his wound.
" this is too slow, he said lo strong gini aja sick "mouse feby while treating the wound El.
" yes how does it hurt people lo nekennya very strong, thugs ya lo ?" el asked because feby had deliberately pressed against El's wounds.
" if yes why, ngajak gelud lu "challenge feby.
" ck why do you become rich gini anyway, even though you used to be graceful not rich bars now wonder me "
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" why you gaje" said feby trying to calm down but undeniably he is being dag dig dug right now .
" from the beginning I knew who you were, febya arum permana" said El staring at the bead of blue eyes belonging to feby who is now staring surprised at him.
" don't be surprised, though,when I first met at the cafe I did not recognize you but I tried to find out about lo time my assistant said the successor to the group permana has returned and I found a surprise that really made me surprised that my feby was the daughter of the master of revelation pemana " said El while leaning his back against the bed and closing his eyes.
" at first I wasn't sure but after we met again at the meeting I tried to see again the blue eye bead that I always missed that I really knew, I was very familiar with,but I'm quite smitten with a flat and cold attitude lo padhal you used to be cheerful and graceful well maybe it's my fault,I was just when you know yourself as arum.honestly difficult myself to not hug you at that time but at least look you well was enough for me " El sighed heavily like there was a tightness stuck in his chest.feby just silently listened to every strand of words that came out of El's mouth he could see clearly the face full of wounds that implied deep regret.
" i'm sorry, feb, wrong time I was stupid for you to go but one thing I will always and will still love you until any time feb. when you leave my world as if stopping no more happiness no longer any color all turned so dark "El looked down hide his tears that suddenly spilled in front of the person he loved so much. the wound he had sustained for 6 years was injured because of his mistake .El usually only cried in silence but now he could no longer stem his tears.
" you can be angry with me you can hate me as much as I accept feb but please don't go again let me see you happy justin I can see your smile even from a distance " El said those words softly.
without feeling feby had been crying from earlier every word that was said El made his heart sliced feby just know it turns out that all this time El was just as hurt by feby was selfish to leave El without listening to El's explanation, but now after hearing every word that came out of El's lips made Feby love El even more, and now he realized he used to be too childish so he just left.
feby rubbed his tears taking a deep breath to fill his lungs that had not been flowed by the air because of the tightness of his chest. Feby tried to gather all courage before he answered every word El said.
" Elrangga satya abimana look me in the eye" said feby trying not to sob.El slowly raised his head he was shocked to see the smooth cheeks feby watered tears.
" why do you cry, what words I hurt you if I'm wrong, I apologize feb "El made distraught see the tears of feby he hates in the ear that can only make feby cry.
" stop it Elrangga "cries feby which instantly makes El silent sculpting.
" i don't papa ok "feby sighed again.
feby walked towards the balcony of El's room he opened the balcony door to see the state of the city is quite quiet because the clock shows at 2 am.
" why come here ?" asked El who turned out to follow feby, Feby only remained silent when El put his jacket on his body, smiling considering El had also done the same thing. "here cold enter aja yes " invite El gently even with a weak voice and a crumbling body El still forced to follow feby.
" you know El 6 years is not a short time for me , 6 years is a long time for me to disappear from lo and from the life of lo , 6 years ,I am from the country where I was born and raised. it took a careful thought for me to leave here even though it could be said it was a selfish decision because I left not only the elo and all our memories but also my parents " feby sighed he recalled the time he suddenly decided to leave.
" i'm not as happy as you see El , every night I always cry in silence I guess why I have to take the decision to go away from you even though my heart compels to stay. I turned rich gini because I don't want to be sick anymore El I don't know why I still love you after what you did to me .every day I just spend with martial arts training, learning and college without hanging out, or even out just eliminating fatigue .gue too close El , El ,and since that incident I was afraid to establish a relationship again I was afraid of heartache again and when I met you again after so long I was sick El I hurt myself because of my selfishness . but now I know not only I'm sick but you're also El " feby rubbed his tears that flowed profusely on his cheeks El just stared feby without intending to interrupt the talk of feby in vain want to hear every complaint of the girl he loved this.
" i fell down El because lo ,gue had fallen too deep until I could not get up again and look for love again . I'm stupid yes El still love the same lo who has hurt me but that's the fact El I still love the same lo .let alone the last time I saw you hit in front of my eyes,it hurts El I can't see you get hurt "weepy.
El was no longer able to he immediately pulled the body of feby into his wound.El clenched tightly the tiny body feby he was hurt very, very hurt to see the woman he loved was feeling the same pain as the one who was he felt.
" i'm sorry feb, I'm sorry "just an apology El can say now.
feby reciprocates El's embrace immersing his face into El's warm embrace. This 6-year-old hug he always misses.
El could still hear the sobs of feby's sobbing, El distanced feby's face from his chest wiping away the rest of the tears that ran down feby's cheeks.
" don't cry anymore, you make me more guilty if you cry continue .already yes we say this tomorrow again now you sleep "feby just nodded resignedly.
El led Feby into his room and laid feby's body on the bed he had been in. After covering Feby El got out of bed.
" want to go to lo ?" ask Feby because he saw El's movement.
" you sleep here aja,gue hiar sleep on the couch" said El he was really tired right now.
" sleep here just so you do not macem-macem" said feby slowly he did not have the heart to see the weak body El sleep dsofa.
El smiled and then lay his body beside feby "lo calm I will not macem-macem, sleep gih dah malem "El closed his eyes and febypunokudam close his tired eyes.
