Star Clarissa

00:38

...🌼🌼🌼...

Pulling his hand alone he could not, being in contact with the Son would always make the cells in his body freeze. The son just grabbed his little finger, stroked gently, but it had already made Clarissa forget everything. Not daring to look, Clarissa kept trying to catch her breath, trying to keep looking calm.

The son tilted his body, making the bed move small. "Papa said, you will meet you later this afternoon ya Ca?"

"Yes,"

"Want?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why do you want to meet your nyokap?"

"Why can't I find me?" askalanya.

"Should ya?"

"It has to be." Clarissa repeated the Son's question by looking at the man, she withdrew her hand. "Can't I miss my nyokap, the last time I met nyokap I was right on trial."

"Should be, you keep defending yourself to be near you." Clarissa's eyes heat up to hear the Son speak. "Why should you choose to go and work in a small branch hospital there? that's what he's called fighting for the kids?"

Clarissa looked at the Son again. "Lo can't be? what right do you say with a bad sentence about my nyokap, you know what makes me nyokap that path."

"Not that I mean Ca, there are many paths to choose, even bokap I blatantly to help you. But nyokap lo who do not want, to get rid of bokap lo doang I can Ca."

"Like you did with Doctor Vikri?"

The son did not answer.

"Lo's a pinter, yeah, makes things easy for you."

The son rose from his sleep and sat by the bed, they turned their backs on each other. "Gue confessed it to protect lo Ca."

"Protect from what?" Clarissa took a deep breath. "Lo realized not the Put, as long as you keep pinning me, problems always come to me."

"You mean I'm a fucking carrier?"

"No," Clarissa shook her head while looking down. "Gue the source of the problem, you shouldn't be hiding from those fanatical chicks on me."

"Ate gue?" The son switched the conversation, he did not like to discuss the matter with Clarissa. "Yes..."

"No need. You don't have to take care of me. And again you don't have to care too much about me, you care enough Meysa aja." Clarissa knew she had answered wrongly, but that sentence was on her mind.

The door opened and the two fell silent, Marisa came in with a cup of warm tea and placed it near Clarissa's glass. "Drink now, stay warm. You're Clarissa too, let her eat it."

"Sorry, Marisa. I think I'm going out."

Marisa approached Clarissa, staring in panic. "illness?"

Clarissa shakes. "No."

"But you're a sprout."

It made the Son stand up, go around the bed and kneel before Clarissa, looking at Clarissa's face intently. It was already paled, even when the man touched his hands it was very cold. "Ca?? are you okay?"

Clarissa pulled her hand, rubbing her face with a huff. "Gue's okay."

"But you're a sprout, have you eaten, right?"

"Well, Marisa."

"The ca? to the hospital.." Seeing Clarissa's condition made Putra very panicked.

"No need."

"Why so stubborn."

"I said it's okay. Why maksa anyway?" This sounds harsh, let alone Clarissa using a high tone.

"Son. Don't be forced, I'm looking for a thermometer, you're not going anywhere." Marisa said before going out to look for a body temperature gauge she didn't find in the UKS room.

"Sorry if I had touched your feelings." Clarissa did not respond, she just lowered her head deeper and deeper. Slowly the Son slipped Clarissa's hair dangling behind the ear. "Ca, I'm sorry, right?"

Clarissa looked at the two Netra Putra, she did not know why Putra had said all that to her earlier. Is the Son deliberately offending him, or is the Son just to speak.

"Gue went with the Star," Clarissa stood up, as she was about to open the door she snapped slightly as the door was pushed quite strongly.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm fine, sorry for the trouble, I'm gone..."

"Semedics."

"Semedics? what the hell?" The son looked up at Marisa, the woman asked with a focused gaze towards the screen of her phone. The son refused to answer.

...🌼🌼🌼...

Clarissa clasped her glass of Ice Americano, she had not drunk it at all. His eyes continued to glance at the phone located not far from him which continued to tremble. The man sitting in front of him moved uneasily to receive a call from his cell phone.

"Just give it a shot."

"Sorry deck." Hearing Clarissa allow it, the Star immediately grabbed her phone and received the call.

"Yeah baby, yeah..." He said at the end of the call. The star put down her phone again and looked at Clarissa. "Sorry,,,"

"Yes, yes,,,"

"What?" Stars were shocked, they had not even exchanged stories.

"If the woman is the poison of the world."

"What's that?"

"In just a few months, Bintang's brother was already focused on Raisa's sister. In just a few days, Brother Bintang has forgotten about our agreement to visit mama because Raisa always asks brother beside her." Clarissa took her breath before starting the word again. "When you are not married, but the whole life of the Starling has been mastered."

"Sir, you know...."

"Pregnant??" Clarissa cut. "A pregnant woman can't be independent? did he indulge it to make Kak Bintang forget the obligation as a child and brother?"

"Sir...."

Clarissa stood up to make the Star hang her words again.

"Come home, if you only see your mom, Ica can be alone. For mama, maybe you will understand the position of the Star Brother at this time. But for Ica, the Starling is no longer the ranks of the people Ica favors."

"Miss..." The star stood up to grab Clarissa not to leave. But his desire was in vain, because Clarissa's step was already away even out of the Cafe.

...🌼🌼🌼...

"Kok didn't tell me you wanted to see the Star Brother?"

Does everyone like to organize the lives of others? Clarissa was very tired, but she did not want to hurt Anita's feelings.

Clarissa looked at Anita who was sitting in her study chair. "Sorry aunt, Ica does not know if you have to give permission to meet the Star."

Anita smiled thinly. Clarissa's words sounded like she was holding back an upset. "It's not like that, Deon went to pick you up but he didn't find you at school. The son could not be contacted either. Auntie's worried."

"Sorry, if that makes auntie worried."

"So you're leaving now?"

"Yes aunty."

"Same as a Star?"

While putting some of her clothes in the small suitcase she borrowed from Anita, she shook her head. "Not aunty, big star is busy."

"Son said he wanted to take you, why refuse?"

"It could be alone aunt, anyways the journey is too far."

"Let's take Putra to the station? you want to take the train, right?"

"You go with me." Clarissa smiled faintly, pulled the suitcase and walked over to Anita who was already standing. "Can I hug my aunt?"

"Can." Stretching her hands, gently clenched Clarissa and peeked at the top of her head. "Sunday afternoon's appointment home, aunty will miss you."

In Anita's warm embrace, Clarissa nodded. Why does it feel so annoying, he used to want to be near the Son in any situation, his desire manifested in the form of destruction for his happy family.

Can greedy desire for someone destroy the happiness that exists for someone??

...🌼🌼🌼...

CLARISSA FATIYAH ADAMS

RIZQI ADIETAMA'S