Star Clarissa

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Her chest cavity narrowed, Clarissa was out of breath. Clarissa moves away from Kanya's friends and parents. Even he sat at the end of the hospital, repeatedly he patted his chest firmly. He didn't reach even one pull of oxygen.

"Icaaa....." Delisa cried out in panic, tears that had flooded could be sidetracked when she saw one of the most injured people lying at the end of the hall.

Seeing that, everyone ran, Noel swiftly picked up Clarissa bankrupt and sought help. Lira is sobbing more sad, she can understand how Clarissa is now, her youngest daughter is a friend of Clarissa since childhood. Until a bangkar came out of the emergency room, Lira cried in the arms of her husband, her papa was just as crazy, crying loudly.

The doctor was shocked when his collar was gripped strongly. "How can you not save the life OF GIRL KECIILLL!!!!"

"Sir.... Mr..." All screaming, the nurses were confused as the owner shouted at the silent Doctor who was shaken by Gio. "Silence...."

"I told you, save how. Everything near Clarissa should be under my protection, then I should tell her what if one friend I can't PROTECT....." Gio kept shouting, he realized that his hospital was not as perfect as most people talk about it. "Why-how....."

"Of..." Marisa approached him. "Yes Marisa knows, this is not the right time, but om...."

"Marisa, I know this will of God. But what we have to do with Clarissa, all her loved ones left her." Gio cried, he was so sorry. He became the sickest because he could not help the little girl he cared about.

Tora, Papa Kanya is staring at Gio nanar. His eyes kept flowing hearing Gio's expression. "Thank you for feeling lost, please don't blame anyone."

The stocky man pulled his wife and invited her to meet his youngest daughter, to bring her home. There is nothing crazier than losing a loved one, but all is God's will. Tora took her breath, trying to be a booster for Lira, the wife.

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An oxygen device stuck in her mouth, Clarissa glanced throughout the room, quiet, she only saw Erlangga who stood not far away with a cell phone stuck in her ear. Just a few murmurs ago the man walked towards her, looking startled as he looked at her open eyes.

"You okay?"

Clarissa cried again hearing the question. Who's okay when she loses someone she loves. Kanya is valuable to him, he does not want to lose Kanya, Erlangga approaches him, rubs his head, tidying up the hair child that almost covers his entire face.

"The culprit has been caught, Kanya has been taken home by her parents." Erlangga held Clarissa back to rise. "No, you better rest longer."

Clarissa shook her head, looking at Erlangga sadly. The man in front of him is not as usual, he is seen continuing to accompany Clarissa, not even going anywhere. He's the only one in this room.

The door was knocked down before opening slowly, revealing a daze that was walking slowly, he glanced at Erlangga at a glance then looked at Clarissa. "Wanna go home?"

Clarissa nodded. He's really fucked up, he just wants to see Kanya now.

"Don't." Erlangga stopped Daze who was about to turn off the breathing apparatus for Clarissa. "He still needs to rest."

It was already visible from Daze's clothes wearing black base pants and a black shirt. Daze started turning off all the tools without asking the nurse for help, she was quite an expert in this matter. Daze walked over to Clarissa, helped the woman stand up, grabbed Erlangga's jacket at the end of the bed and she dressed it to Clarissa without asking her owner for permission.

Erlangga remained silent as Daze painstakingly helped Clarissa get off the bench and out of the room. Clarissa was led by Daze to get into the car. Even though they did not talk to each other, Daze himself did not take the platitudes, letting Clarissa silence her mouth, fighting with her own mind.

Doni greeted with a blank look, he also did nothing when God had willed.

Clarissa cried for a while in Doni's arms as Daze was away, Doni kissed the top of her head and asked her to clean up and come to Kanya's house as a final farewell. Clarissa went into her room, looked at all her photos and Kanya from childhood, her mother helped her decorate the room by hanging all the photos. Even he had put up a photo of the four of them, Clarissa, Kanya, Delisa and Vina sat on vacation to the top.

Her tears fell again as her hands touched the picture frame on the small table next to her bed. The black-framed photo, the photo where Kanya carried him in the back while on a beach vacation, about four years ago when Kanya had a birthday, Dinda took them on a beach vacation. They always take a vacation together even though Dinda is often busy, Lira is rarely at home or take care of Kanya because after returning from the hospital, the woman will go to the workshop to help her husband's bookkeeping. Making Dinda often give more attention to Kanya, ending Kanya who devotes all her attention to him.

Then now?

Mama left, and Kanya left.

Clarissa herself. Who's gonna take care of her, Clarissa needs mama, Clarissa needs Kanya.

Clarissa sat on the floor, crying again. Not just dropping tears, but already making a sound. Her chest tightened again, but it didn't make her fucking illness recur. Clarissa was not strong enough to endure this pain, who was she to blame? when his mother left, he freely forgave his father's attitude for making his mother sick and his mistress made his mother go away. This then? there's nothing Clarissa can blame and Clarissa's forgiveness.

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The weather was very sunny, as bright as last Clarissa saw Kanya's smile. Poking his tongue out at him as he waved in excitement at Kanya who was standing at the end. Clarissa still wanted to blame herself for why she didn't run so Kanya could stand on the spot. Because of paying all attention to him, sometimes Kanya becomes excessive, just crossing makes the woman intervene. Clarissa can, but Kanya doesn't want to let.

Clarissa looked at the slowly lowered chest, a brown chest that looked very elegant. Gio who gave the last gift to his best friend, Anita stood next to him and hugged him tightly, muttering all the encouraging sentences that Clarissa did not hear. All of Clarissa's limbs suddenly malfunctioned, her eyes only fixed on a pile of soil that began to cover a portion of the chest containing friends since childhood.

How many times did Doni look to wipe his face, wipe the tears that fell soaked his cheeks. Doni is as lost as his daughter, Kanya he has considered like his own child since they were both children, Doni obeyed all Kanya's words when the chatty woman whined to want something. Even assented all of Kanya's will without asking her own daughter if she wanted it or not.

Many memories occur between Kanya and Clarissa's small family.

The star was standing not far from Clarissa, the man was wearing sunglasses, no one was looking where the man's eyes were, his mouth was tightly closed. His mind was in disarray, Kanya was gone because of her lover, the lover who turned out not to love him, the lover who only used himself for someone's destruction. Indirectly, the Star is the cause of Kanya's absence. That's what the stars have in mind.

As the ground closed the coffin tightly, Clarissa turned around, hugging Anita firmly, crying inside the woman's shoulder. Gently Anita stroked Clarissa's back.

Thank you Kanya, thank you for wanting to be my best friend. I've been looking after you all this time, nothing is more valuable than our friendship. A lot that I haven't let out all lamented I'm the same lo.

Hopefully, your last smile will be a very beautiful memory for me.

No one can replace you as my best friend, Nyak. I know, maybe all this time I'm just a burden, but I'm proud to be a burden in your life. Be happy until you meet in your next life. As friends, families who love each other.

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