Stain Painting Love

It's my fault for hating this fetus

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Shortly after, the doctor, who had been with Miya, returned to the UKS room, after previously reporting about Miya's pregnancy to the principal. The doctor, named Nita, approached Miya who was now bending her legs tightly hugging her body, crying sobbing. Three so soft claps landed on Miya's shoulder.

Miya raised her face, looking at doctor Nita with her sad gaze made the doctor feel more compassion with Miya's current condition.

"What did the headmaster say, doc?" Asked Miyah helplessly.

"The head of the school said that they would make a decision tomorrow. For now you go home and rest in your house. Tomorrow come to school to attend a meeting about your circumstances." Answer doctor Nita.

"Am I gonna get kicked out of school, doc?" Miya asked with a clear circle back escaped from both corners of her eyes.

"Don't think so, Miya. Tomorrow you come to school. The principal said he'd keep your pregnancy a secret from the other students. So, you just calm down. Tomorrow return to school as usual." explains doctor Nita.

"Alright, doc. I went home," Miya said, wiping away her tears. Miya immediately stood up, then exited the UKS room. Doctor Nita looked at Miya's departure with pity.

How could he not be pitying when staring at the fate of a girl as dumb as Miya. At the age of just 17 years, but already trapped in a thread that is so tangled. No parents including close relatives, no friends where complaining, then raped without anyone willing to take responsibility, everyone no one believes in his words, he said, and now she's pregnant out of wedlock. Either misfortune like what else is waiting in front of him.

There will be no happiness in his life. Miya had already suffered when she first exhaled her breath to this day, when she was an adult she was still living suffering. Whether things are as big as what will happen to him later, so that the power to test him ceaselessly.

Miya did not care at all for the other students who were astonished by her condition that was so tangled. Not to mention her swollen eyes from crying for too long.

The other students thought Miya was just plain sick and were eventually told to go home first. Cih, what do they care about Miya's condition. At most they just stared strangely at Miya's departure. They don't know what really happened to Miya. Whatever they are, they don't care.

Walking gontai Miya back home while supporting her bag that feels so heavy. Miya hugged her flat stomach not from hunger. Rather feel whether he is pregnant at this time. Miya still did not believe that reality.

Miya stopped her steps when she arrived at the bridge that she usually always passed when she left and also went home from school. Again and again Miya showed her gaze to the river currents that were so swift. Afraid, Miya was afraid to look at the river current. Although his life is complicated. But, he would never do such a pointless and useless thing.

Satisfied looking at the stream, and his mind was calm. Miya walked back to her hut at the end. The elite houses lined up he passed by. Until now, he arrived at a simple house that is the most shabby in the middle of another luxury house.

Miya went straight into her house. The simple house of his grandmother. There is only one room with a wooden bed with a mattress that has many stitches. There is also a living room with a shabby sofa that can even be seen peering at the world. Simple kitchen with one stove. The bathroom is so narrow, with water being transported from the well outside, because Miya is not willing to pay for electricity. So, Miya was forced to transport water from the well behind the house.

To refresh his mind. Miya immediately took a towel, then went into the bathroom to immediately clean herself. Once you have finished bathing and have put on simple clothes. Miya headed to the kitchen to cook because she felt very hungry. Miya exhaled a rough breath as she opened the rice can, and did not find a single handful of rice there. Yes, he forgot that the rice was finished. Miya switched to open the closet, her smile expanding instantly upon finding a pack of instant noodles. So happy he saw the instant noodles, to be able to forget for a moment the problems that occurred in his life.

Miya immediately cooked the instant noodles. once finished, she ate it until it was gone.

"Usually I will be full when eating a pack of instant noodles. This is why I'm still hungry, is it because of this baby. Was I wrong to hate this baby" said Miya and returned to tears.