Stain Painting Love

Grace is not a stain

"Sa-I'm not stupid, doctor. And I would never do that stupid thing. I just want to get rid of this baby who became a stain in my life" Miya said.

"You're afraid to die. But you're not afraid to be a killer. You're a complete loser. You think you're the only one who lives a life of suffering. There are a lot of people out there who suffer more than you. Life is a path to success. No path is always straight, there will be turns, turns, and many other things. You must be able to cross that path even though there are many obstacles there. Even if you have to get sick first. You'll be happy then because you'll make it to your destination. Never give up on achieving your goals. Because what you're going through right now, is just an incline in your life's journey. It's just a small step, maybe there's a lot higher going forward. You know, God will give you according to how you try and seduce him. Always try hard and do not forget to woo him in your prayer, praise him in your prayer. He'll give you a gift later." Obviously the doctor at length made Miya feel so guilty for making the wrong decision.

"Lay here" the doctor ordered Miya. While sobbing Miya followed the doctor's orders. Miya lay on the bed. Then the doctor meyinsing his shirt and applying the gel to his flat stomach.

'Look at that, I've watched him. Still that small must be killed by his own mother. In fact, he's innocent of anything." The doctor's words made Miya feel even more guilty.

Miya turned to the monitor screen beside her. His tears flowed so fast without being able to bear when he saw for himself how the shape of the baby who is now settled in his womb.

"You heard that. That's not the sound of your heartbeat. But, it was the sound of the baby's heartbeat that was now inside your womb. And you want to kill him, Ingan stopped his heartbeat." Said the doctor deliberately made Miya feel more guilty. "Well, I'm gonna abort this innocent baby on his own mother's orders."

"It's good that you're sober, son. Take care of this fetus. He and you are innocent. So, don't hurt yourself and your poor baby. Stay strong and live your life well. Don't surrender. This baby is not a stain in your life. I'm sure one day you'll say that this baby is your Grace." The doctor then gave some vitamins to Miya for free.

***

After the hospital. Miya is already in her room. She was still crying sobbing because she felt so guilty about her baby. He almost killed that innocent baby, he almost became a murderer. Miya continued to cry until she felt pain in her stomach.

"It hurts so bad" ringis Miya. "Are you also sad when you are sad? Are you sick when you are sick? I'm sorry, dear. From now on, I will take care of you and will always love you. I beg you to forgive the mistakes of the mother who will ever get rid of you. Now let's eat, you must be hungry. After eating our stones to Toka Bungan huh. I'll work hard for you, I'll raise a lot of money for you. So that you do not have any trouble when you are born. I'm sorry, dear." Said Miya then went out of her house to the nearest restaurant to buy food.

She will give the best food for her baby. He won't eat, food that isn't nutritious from now on. There is a small baby that needs a lot of nutrition in his stomach. And she won't let her baby lack one thing.