Stain (Mirror Cracked)
Sorry Jihan Ma
As usual before leaving for work, Jihan's father had breakfast with his family, his wife and son Jihan. Although Jihan is no longer in school waiting to get into college, she still wakes up early.
As soon as Jihan came out of her room, Ms. Dwi watched her carefully. There is a myriad of fear considering that Jihan often nausea and vomiting lately.
“Come fast breakfast will be late father,” said bu Dwi to her husband.
“Mother relax, I won't be late.”
They seemed to enjoy breakfast.
“Eat a lot of Jihan so you are healthy and not nauseous anymore,” said bu Dwi.
Since then, Dwi has been watching her daughter. He was worried that something happened to Jihan because lately Jihan often nausea and vomiting make Dwi's mother more curious.
Although Ms. Dwi is not sure if her daughter is pregnant but the possibility of getting pregnant must be there. Ms. Dwi is not sure if Jihan is pregnant because Jihan does not have a boyfriend until now.
Ms. Dwi knew that she did not have a boyfriend because Ms. Dwi often asked Jihan about it. Jihan who is an only child often confides in her mother and always says that she does not have a lover
This is what makes Ms. Dwi not sure if Jihan is pregnant. But the possibility could still happen, considering the association of children today
. That was the thought of Ms. Dwi making her feel very afraid if it really happened to Jihan.
To make sure that Bu Dwi deliberately thrust an omelet that was almost charred in front of Jihan and then Bu Dwi saw the reaction of Jihan.
When the omelet was already in front of Jihan suddenly Jihan closed her mouth. He felt sick and vomited.
Bu Dwi's heart immediately beat fast and his chest felt tight because the estimate of Bu Dwi is very strong if Jihan is pregnant. ‘To make sure it's better later I ask Jihan directly than I just guess.
But what if Jihan doesn't tell the truth. How could Jihan want to lie let alone the same me, her own mother,’ inner bu Dwi.
Then Jihan hurriedly moved from her seat but was immediately asked by her father.
“You why Jihan?” While closing her mouth, Jihan went straight to the bathroom without answering her father's question.
“Definitely Jihan nausea again Well.”
Herman was silent for a moment. Suddenly his appetite immediately disappeared even though previously Mr. Herman was very greedy to enjoy breakfast.
Ms. Dwi who noticed Mr. Herman's attitude immediately asked.
“Why Well..”
Smiling, Herman answered his wife's question.
“Daddy is full Bu.”
“Didn't the food not run out.”
“As I said earlier that I can't be late so I'm in a hurry. If so, I go to work first, ma'am,” said to Mr. Herman.
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After Mr. Herman said goodbye to his wife, Ms. Dwi, who had finished eating, immediately delivered her husband to the front door.
Bu Dwi was worried about her daughter, she deliberately took her rice just a little because her mind was not calm thinking about Jihan.
Mr. Herman left for work, Ms. Dwi returned to the dining table to clean the dishes and glasses that were still scattered.
Ms. Dwi hastily cleaned things up because Ms. Dwi wanted to ask Jihan directly about Jihan's condition which has recently been nausea and vomiting.
When Ms. Dwi was washing the dishes suddenly Jihan appeared behind her.
Ms. Dwi immediately looked back and said to her daughter.
“You sit down Jihan. Part of the responsibility, mom and want to be finished.”
Finally, Jihan sat at the dinner table waiting until her mother finished washing the dishes. After Ms. Dwi finished washing the dishes she then sat down at the dining table right in front of Jihan.
“You threw up again Jihan?” asked Bu Dwi while looking at her daughter's face that looked pale.
“Iya Ma'am,” Jihan replied slowly.
“What if today we go to the hospital to check your health.”
“But Jihan is okay Mom. Healthy jihan kok.”
“But you've been vomiting a lot lately. I am worried that you suffer from a disease so from an early age we check to know we treat it.”
“Mom don't worry Jihan is okay,” Jihan replied with a smile.
Bu Dwi's feelings are getting scared. She was afraid that her mother would find out about her pregnancy.
‘I better tell you from now on. Now I'm done with the exam. But what if mom gets angry.
What I should do. I can't be like this. I better tell you today so that the burden of my mind decreases and I can provide the best solution,’ Jihan's inner self.
Actually, Dwi's mom was talking like that so that Jihan would open up to her. Because if Bu Dwi directly asked Jihan's habit of frequent nausea and vomiting, it was feared that Jihan would be offended and not admit it. While Ms. Dwi's guess is very strong that Jihan is pregnant.
Seeing Jihan's face that was so pale, Dwi immediately approached her and spoke in a soft tone.
“Mother is afraid something will happen to you, Jihan. Before it is too late better than now we check with the doctor.”
“But Jihan's usual nausea Mom, there's nothing to worry about,” said Jihan remained insistent on not wanting to be checked into the hospital.
“You can relax, but I can't calm down.” Ms. Dwi stroked her daughter's hair.
Gets so tender and affectionate treatment from her mother Jihan feels guilty. Without feeling out warm circles from the corner of his eyes that wet both cheeks. It felt like he was not strong to bear this burden himself.
Actually from last night he intended to tell his mother but sometimes the intention was not implemented because Jihan felt hesitant to tell her everything. He was afraid that his mother would get angry and would throw him out. But sometimes Jihan was ready if her mother would throw her out of the house. Between doubt and doubt, Jihan decides to tell her mother everything, even though her mother gets angry and drives her away.
Seeing her daughter crying, Dwi immediately stroked her shoulders.
“Why Jihan, are you crying?”
Jihan was trying to gather strength because she was going to tell her everything.
“Mother, forgive Jihan yes.”.
“Why Jihan?” ask mom Dwi getting curious.
“But Mom don't get mad ya.”
“What's wrong Jihan. Donk story the same mother knows mother can find a way out.”
Jihan kissed her mother's hand while crying. His mother who was impatiently waiting for the words of Jihan who had been interrupted immediately asked again.
“What's Jihan?”
“Bu, actually Jihan is pregnant..”.
Cryan immediately broke while Dwi's mother was in disbelief. He could only stare like a fool. Her lips were too weak to say a word. All over his body immediately limp so that Bu Dwi sat on the chair. It turned out that what was so scared was really happening. He couldn't believe hearing his daughter's words.
