Split Scrambled

Zahras?

I try to close my eyes to be able to forget everything about you, the more I try your shadow the more it comes, penetrates to the soul, God help me.

Is there you miss me, like me who always miss you, never do you realize the meaning of my love for you, can't we be friends even though we will never have each other.

Restless I always busy my heart, my love always tortures myself, I do not know this love or obsession.Can I bid God for you and me, can I ask once you love me, can I ask for once you love me, it is wrong if I ask not to change my destiny, if I want to be with you, can my heart unite with your heart, together to the end. I am greedy, selfish of me if it is about you.

Can I live your Tampa? If all this time I've always lived just to love yourself, can I prove if I'm okay Tampa love you, can I say "I can live your Tampa" like you were created not to be with me, but remember that one day you will not find more than me in loving you, I really love you more than me.

Ayrin just stared at the car window by leaning her head with exhausting thoughts not just for her body, but with her soul.

The circle fell Tampa can he hold, he always cursed himself who is so great in loving someone, and his damn someone was also great in giving Tampa stop wounds.

Kenzo also felt pain when he saw Ayrin like this, where was his joy earlier? His annoyed face and his anxious face, what wind made him like this, so many questions in Kenzo's head, what makes ayrin like this, he did not dare to ask.

After arriving, ayrin immediately descended Tampa saying, leaving Kenzo in confusion, it was wrong of him who had brought ayrin to the party earlier.

"Hey beb, come home, beautiful.

Saya Kayla when passing by ayrin, ayrin just silently glanced at Kayla and directly to the bed with a word, making Kayla confused and wondering if she was wrong with ayrin.

Just wanted Kayla to ask one message making her undo her intentions and return to her bed.

"Night I always look forward to your arrival, looking forward to our reunion, but not to tonight, it's too painful why there should be another woman in our story, which always hit my heart, tore my heart and stabbed me, it felt like everything was in pain both heart and eye.

Ayrin just cried out why this meeting was so painful, her pain could not be told, her tightness did not play, why love is always like this when it comes to the male occupant of her heart.

In the classically decorated luxury room a blend of ash and white adds to its chill tonight, like a male heart sitting on a brown wooden chair, his gaze struck out the window with the night sky Tampa star accompanying him, as his moon was sulking to appear a beautiful display of him.

"This is what I'm most afraid of, is our reunion with the slashed wounds again.

His murmured slowly with his mind that saw the woman he had longed for, the woman he had wanted to find, the woman he had broken his heart so many times, and the funny thing is that his own heart is the most broken.

Yes the man is Alvi, and the woman is certainly ayrin, when at the party the father called himself to be introduced to business friends, but he was surprised when he saw Ayrin, who was, should we say hello to each other or pretend not to know.

Once again Alvi does not intend to harm ayrin, she is only caught up with mass trauma and demands of the father, who has arranged everything about his life, including bringing Vivi to the event.

"Who is that man? Why is he close to ayrin? Ayrin you're more beautiful.

A beautiful morning greeted the inhabitants of the earth cheerfully, but not for the woman who was staring out the window with her eyes puffy, should she go or endure? Why should he be like this in loving others?

This love is unnatural, this is wrong love, love that is not in its place, what to do? How to avoid the heart not pounding when looking at it?

Why repeat the pain of the same person?I know he never cared about me, I understand he did not understand me, so why do I spend time waiting for him who continues to be the source of my grief?but it's just a word in my mouth, not in my heart, it's all different.

Ayrin wiped her tears, got ready to go to the office.she did not want to linger long in her sadness, she had to remember there was still a family waiting for her, there was still a house where she came home, she had to remember,

"You want to work, baby?

Kayla asked who from earlier wanted to reprimand her friend, afraid to interrupt, plus a message from her Kenzo boss last night to leave ayrin alone.

Ayrin smiled and immediately hugged her friend,

"I'm sorry, baby, last night I fucked you up, last night I really messed up .

Kayla returned ayrin's embrace and gently rubbed ayrin's shoulder.

After the moving process, they went to work.

"Good morning boss

Say ayrin to Kenzo when entering the room, not forgetting his sweet smile, making Kenzo hang.

"Well, are you working today?

Not his reply ayrin greeting, instead asked back.

"Yes the boss, is it a holiday?

"Last night?

Kenzo is aware of his question that will make ayrin's mood broken.

"That's the boss don't talk about it first,

"You are great Rin, can be like a person who does not happen anything, even though last night I saw you destroyed, but the next morning you smiled brightly, like nothing happened, what happened, what happened, but your eyes can't lie,

"Boss.bos.

Ayrin called Kenzo, because the boss was daydreaming from earlier.

"Oh yes, because you work today, you accompanied me to a meeting with a club at a restaurant this afternoon.

"Well the boss.

"Excuse me boss, I've got data on last night.

Gibran vows give the file with a brown envelope.

"Hey, Rin, you're the spirit!

Kenzo immediately sent Gibran away, after hearing Gibran's words to the ayrin.

While Ayrin was silent, he did not understand what Gibran meant.

Daytime at the restaurant

Ayrin and Kenzo looked bored waiting for their clan, the article was already 1 hour waiting, the awaited did not come.plus the atmosphere of silence between the two of them, adding to the boredom of this wait.

"Well, we're canceling today's meeting.

Kenzo was not able to be patient again.just wanted to step in the wait finally came, making Kenzo sit back, but not for ayrin who was still standing sculpting, but not for ayrin,

A man in a navy suit with tidy hair is his trademark, with a beautiful woman who looks elegant smiling at ayrin while shaking ayrin's hand.

"Hey ayrin, please,

Greet the woman, while the man was silent, until Kenzo's voice told them to sit down,

"Do you know each other?

Asked the curious Kenzo, judging by their gaze,

"Of course, we're schoolmates in high school, right now,

Vivi answered by looking at the meaning of Ayrin Tampa.

Yes male, and that female is Alvi and Vivi,

"Haha, we're not that close, to say friends,

Answer ayrin with a flat face.

"is it because Alvi prefers me to Rin?

asked Vivi who immediately made ayrin's chest tight.

"Well, let's forget about you guys, we're now focusing on our meeting today,

Actually Kenzo already know who Alvi and Vivi are, when he felt there was something strange between Alvi and ayrin at the party that night, he had Gibran look for information on the relationship between ayrin and Alvi, he had, until he knew the truth, there was pity for Ayrin from his heart.

Kenzo clasped ayrin's hand, and stared fixedly at her, making those there look at Kenzo, as well as ayrin who was shocked to see the behavior of his boss.

"Zahra, are you okay?

Ayrin gulped her saliva with great difficulty, what's with her boss?

"He's not Zahra! He's ayrin!

Jerk the man from earlier just kept quiet and nodded,

Alvi's eyes were already red looking at Ayrin's hand in hand,

"Hahahaha," Kenzo laughed loudly, until his eyes watered,.

"You're so funny, Mr. Alvi, this woman I hold hands with is Zahra, that's my favorite call to my girlfriend, isn't it, baby?

Now Kenzo's gaze shifted to ayrin who was wide open to hearing Kenzo's unexpected remarks, which he said,

"So, since our meeting is over, we'll be ready, to continue the date, "

Kenzo stood with his hands still clasping ayrin's hands, ayrin only following Tampa's words.

Once in the car, Ayrin pulled her hand, and glared her eyes at Kenzo who was smiling back, at the one in sight.

"The best thing to do to heal, do not contact her, do not think of her, and make her a stranger from now on.

Ayrin was still speechless digesting every word Kenzo said, and she immediately stared intently at Kenzo.

"When did the boss know?

"Everyone will know, when he sees you staring at him, full of hope, love, also disappointed, plus pain and numbness.

For that Ayrin just fell silent, who asked in his mind at this time, whether Alvi could also see what ayrin felt.