Split Scrambled

Tired of Controlling the Taste

Ayrin walked by the side of the road, he did not know the direction, again he was disappointed, where might alvi like him? until giving him a gift, it makes no sense, along the way ayrin's eyes have glazed glass to resist crying, she said,

"*Why is it raining? let complete the suffering of the cave, rich in the movie? ***Gerutu Ayrin in his sobs, his sobs,

everyone passing through the ayrin slalu looked at her with a strange gaze,

Ayrin did not care about that look, she kept crying all the way,

until at last he reached the crossroads, he only realized he was walking quite far from the stop where his waiting busway, he wiped his tears****.

"***this almost crazy cave*,

When ayrin wanted to step someone called her, Ayrin turned to the owner of the voice**.

"kevin? you here?

kevin half ran over to Ayrin

"*what are you doing here? it was your night

"aakuu, there's a mutual friend's appointment, what are you doing here?

"oo, I stopped by an old friend's house, oh yeah you didn't cry, did you?

"no, my eyes were glimmers,

"yes, I brought you home!

"heeem, don't vin, I can...

"let's say, we're friends, too,

"alright*, though*,

**Along the way they just kept quiet, and the atmosphere became awkward, it used to be in the same car Kevin slalu drove ayrin home, but that was when they were still dating, now it's changed, now, the woman next to him is not his lover who used to be, now is his friend even though kevin has not been able to forget his full ayrin,

Ayrin occasionally glances at Kevin, a man who was so affectionate with her in the past, but with his selfishness he died this man for the sake of his love for a man who is adept at breaking his heart, Just to reason that his feelings are bland and love cannot be forced, the more he defends kevin with pity, the more he moves away from kevin from the person who can make him happy, sometimes the world jokes excessively**.

Kevin's call messed up his daydream*, though*,

"*has arrived, thanks Kevin.

**Ayrin got out of the car and said goodbye to kevin and passed,

sometimes he also misses kevin, when he wants to go to kosan ayrin saw alvi was chatting with abel while laughing, he said,

" *is he laughing at me? ayrin whisper, though,

"this is a lot of dating places in Jakarta why should meet in front of the cave kosan, deliberately want to kill the cave slowly, aaa?, but?,

Ayrin breathed an annoyed breath, and walked in front of them because of the front alvi kosan,

Alvi instantly pulled abel's hand and pinched abel's cheek, and,

"*aaawu, sick dear, dear,

"***after I've been gnawing, whose girlfriend is this*?

Alvi* glanced over and saw ayrin's expression which was like disgust and anger,

"what the hell are they? alay, very much his mind.

Once ayrin entered his room, Alvi immediately took off his grasp and told abel to go home,

while ayrin threw his body into the mattress with rough,

he was really tired today, not his body but his heart,

"*why should I express my feelings to him, I'm tired of holding for 3 years, but if he doesn't like it, I'm ashamed and won't be able to live, but if the gini continues to hurt it is more painful, like a thorn in the flesh, if not removed the longer it will be more painful, the more painful,

"For the moment I am tired of controlling the taste, as if the wound is used to it, making me numb, not daring to open my heart because he is still in the heart.