SPD (Daster Seller Sale)

45. Bereft

Dimas and Toyib appeared to be eating along with a gloomy face. Eat the food they buy from the store. Although the stock of cooking ingredients in the refrigerator is still a lot, but Dimas felt lazy to cook it. While the cooking made by Ayana this morning they had eaten when they came home from work earlier.

"Wouldn't Ayana come back with us again, Dim?"ask Toyib who seems to have no appetite for food.

"I don't know," said Dimas who sounded lethargic. The man also seemed to have no appetite for food.

"Why is this fried rice so much oil? Not like Ayana's," complains Toyib.

"The rendang also tastes not like Ayana cuisine. This rendang tastes even sweet. Is this actually rendang or gudeg?"sahut Dimas's.

"I can get cholesterol if I keep eating stall dishes. Fried rice is a lot of oil, sambel a lot of oil, this fried rice is also a lot of oil. What, once it's lifted, the fritters aren't drained anymore?"toyib complained that shows bakwan and tempe mendoan that looks a lot of oil.

"It looks like his cooking tastes a lot, deh,"sahut Dimas.

Accustomed to eating Ayana cuisine that uses oil is not too much, making the two men so feel no appetite when buying food from a stall that averages a lot of oil. Not to mention because cooking stalls that use average flavoring. While Ayana prefers to cook using more spices without using flavoring. As taught by Miss Pastri.

People are not accustomed to eating foods that do not use flavoring will feel uncomfortable mouth, throat and stomach when eating foods that are flavored. And people who are accustomed to eating dishes using oil in small amounts in cooking will also feel eneg and throat feels uncomfortable when eating foods that are too oily.

"I miss Ayana. Kangen is the same cuisine, milk coffee and suteja made. I miss the sound of the bell too. It felt lonely because no one scolded me" said Toyib, who had met Ayana this morning.

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Dimas went into his room which has been six months occupied by Ayana. Look at Ayana's phone placed on the table. At school it is forbidden to bring a cell phone, so, Dimas can not know how Ayana is now. Because Ayana doesn't have a cell phone.

Dimas laid his body on the bed that still left the scent of Ayana's body. Dimas took his phone and looked at the photos Toyib had sent. Her picture and Ayana in kissing position.

"I don't deserve to be with you. Dare not to have you. But I want to always be around you. Seeing you smile and laugh is a joy to me," muttered Dimas sighing that felt heavy and claustrophobic.

In Toyib's room, the young widower had one child who also appeared unable to sleep. The man breathed repeatedly.

"I feel very comfortable with your presence. I really think of you as my own sister. And when you leave without saying goodbye like this, I feel so lost to you. I don't want you to go" muttered Toyib who stared at the ceiling of his room reminiscing about his time with Ayana.

Toyib loved Ayana, whom he considered his sister. Never be stingy with Ayana. Although Ayana likes to hit and scold him, Toyib never gets angry at Ayana. As Dimas said, Ayana scolded him because Ayana cared and cared for him.

While Ayana who is currently in her room can not sleep. Dizziness looking for a way out of his problem. If he refuses to meet and go with Noval, then Mr. Parman will be affected by the consequences. But to meet and go with Noval, is to surrender to the mouth of a crocodile. Ayana could not sleep thinking about that. Even Ayana did not take a bath, did not eat and also did not change her clothes. Still wearing socks, uniforms complete with tie, even still wearing a jacket bought Dimas. And when dawn began to break, the girl was only able to fall asleep.

"Square"

Ayana's room door opened from the outside. Hilda appeared from behind the door and took a rough breath when she saw Ayana was still sleeping.

"From yesterday he didn't change his clothes? She didn't shower? You slob! Idler!"gerutu Hilda when she saw Ayana was still wearing her clothes yesterday. Hilda then approached Ayana,"Hey! Wake up! You slackers! Ayana! Wake up!"hilda shouted while shaking Ayana's body.

Ayana slowly opened her eyes. His head felt dizzy because he had just slept for a while. His stomach also feels uncomfortable because the last meal was only yesterday morning when he was going to school. Ayana only drank bottled mineral water from her bag that she bought yesterday afternoon.

"Hurry and clean yourself! Mama wait downstairs," said Hilda then exited the bathroom. But when Hilda holds the door handle suddenly...

"Jeek! Yuck! Yuck!"

I heard Ayana's voice coming from the bathroom. The girl sounded like she was vomiting. Hilda stood sculpting, her right hand holding the door handle firmly. His left hand was clenched firmly. His facial expression is difficult to describe. Angry, disappointed, furious, shocked and I don't know what.

"No. She is not pregnant. Maybe Ayana just caught a cold because I didn't feed yesterday. After all, yesterday she was full of confidence saying that she was not a cheap woman," muttered Hilda trying to think positively.

With a raging heart, Hilda came out of Ayana's room. Afraid that her daughter is pregnant? Sure oes. These six months Hilda had no idea where the princess went and got along with whom. Life is out there with nothing to bring from home other than clothes that stick to the body. Even at that time, Ayana's mobile phone did not carry. I don't know what his daughter did to survive out there. Hilda doesn't know.

While in the bathroom, Ayana only vomited yellow liquid. No food was spewed. The last meal was yesterday morning.

"It looks like I catch a cold" muttered Ayana.

After not feeling nauseous anymore, Ayana cleansed herself. Ayana looked at her body that was filled with bluish marks from the former broom punch from Hilda yesterday.

Ayana gave a heavy sigh. The girl still had not found a solution to the problem she was facing this time. There is no place to complain and no one to tell stories.

Ayana opens her closet. Choose clothes that are somewhat closed. During the stay with Dimas and Toyib, the two men gave Ayana loose and polite clothes. No Ayana clothes were open. Even the shortest pants are below the knee.

After wearing clothes, Ayana went down and walked towards the dining room. Geno and Hilda were seated at the dining table. Ayana was sitting in one of the chairs.

Hilda looks at the appearance of her daughter. A pale-looking face, panda-like eyes and a lethargic looking body.

Ayana kept quiet without saying anything. The girl took some bread and put jam on it. After that, Ayana started eating it.

"You don't hang out with just any guy, do you, out there? Not fooled into persuading crocodiles, is it?"hilda asked looking at Ayana intensely.

...🌟"You will appreciate being together, when you realize how long it is when you are far apart."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued